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NikkiMse1978
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My rising sign is Aqua. I get like that quite a bit...where I need to be by myself at least a few days a week. I like being with myself, to meditate, read, and to reflect. For the most part I am never "alone" bcus I always have myself. πŸ™‚

Then.....a fire rages. I have to go out and meet and greet, socialize, have a cocktail with friends and be social. Ha Ha

It is a tough balancing act that is for sure!
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Good but bad isnt it lol.. Have you disapeared right about now? Ive gone AWOL on someone because they said i was ignoring them before I even thought about ignoring them, now im ignoring them because I told them I didnt like them accusing me of ignoring them and they need to go and work on why they feel insecure that Im ignoring them.. Im off the radar πŸ™‚

I am also being ignored by an Aqua lol, he has gone off the radar, MISSING! LOL..

I am squashing all of my working hours into two days so the rest of the week I can be a lil happy hermit all by myself πŸ™‚ the rest of the week no one hears from me.

My mother has been screaming down the phone that she hasnt heard from me for weeks and is wondering whether she still has a daughter... umm yep ma πŸ™‚

I poked my head out into the land of living for a weeny lil moment, did my thing and im back in my own space again and happy as larry, infact i got creative with my house and its looking cool πŸ˜‰

WISH YOU WERE HERE, SEE YOU REAL SOON! lots of love from my happy lil cocoon ya`lls πŸ™‚
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TigerGoddess
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I have a rising and ascendant in Aquarius and a few times I have gone completely anti-social. It happens ever so often where I wont text anyone or hang out with anyone. I didnt realize that that could be the reason. One time I didnt communicate SO long that my friends bombarded me at my house thinking I was dead or something lol. Mind you...I hate when it's done to me...
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Posted by guccigemini55
Ok fess up, anyone with a lil smidgen of aqua in you have you gone AWOL? Im aqua moon and I am being a hermit too πŸ™‚ .. not funny for the people effected but Im kinda amused that so many have right about now (could be the Gem humour sorry! πŸ™‚ )

We just gotta investigate!!! LOL



Sometimes it just gets so OVERWHELMING, then I wail like a big baby, sobbing and crying, wasting an entire box of kleenex, and then wipe them away and feel energized.
it's got to be a mutable thing though cause i just prefer hermit mode. I love it. Safe like a crab too. Hiding under a rock. It feels good.
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Posted by guccigemini55
Good but bad isnt it lol.. Have you disapeared right about now? blockquote>

I have retreated so often into myself these past few weeks one of my friends thought I was mad at her! ha ha. Not mad, just needed to be alone with ME.

Lately I have been having wine nights, by myself. Reading, singing and dancing to music. Amusing myself by dancing in the mirror like I did back in HS! It is fun, airy, serene and peaceful that I am sooo comfy with myself that I can do this. That is probably why I am not afraid "to end up alone" as some of the people in my social circle. πŸ™‚
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Posted by guccigemini55
Good but bad isnt it lol.. Have you disapeared right about now? blockquote>

I have retreated so often into myself these past few weeks one of my friends thought I was mad at her! ha ha. Not mad, just needed to be alone with ME.

Lately I have been having wine nights, by myself. Reading, singing and dancing to music. Amusing myself by dancing in the mirror like I did back in HS! It is fun, airy, serene and peaceful that I am sooo comfy with myself that I can do this. That is probably why I am not afraid "to end up alone" as some of the people in my social circle. πŸ™‚
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Hahaha!.. Ive been doing the same, In fact i think I do it like daily lols, i love my own company, yeah funny that i rarely feel alone, Im not worried either, although cuddles would be nice sometimes when you want them but saying that its me who is the one who has gone missing so cant have best of both worlds can ya aye πŸ˜‰.. Im never bored.
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Yeh...I love going missing. It's peaceful there and a need for me to survive this world. I can stay away from everything for long periods of time...just doing me undercover, silently...in the background. It makes me a better person. I need time to stand back, observe and view from above.

I get really ratty and snap at everyone without it. It's usually those close to me who are able to pull me from its depths.

Recently I've been quite active and into everything so I haven't had much missing. I feel like I'm in full sag mode.


sag sun//aqua moon
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Posted by guccigemini55
@ lisabethur8.. lmao!! the pics are funny as πŸ˜„ awwwwe bless you πŸ™‚ lol i prefer hermit because Im like "dont hug me!!!!" Or im just like that and gonna puke up my soul!.. rare though luckily so i guess thats why its so heavy when it is lol...



it's capricorn moon now so, it's all serious business now πŸ˜„
naw i just get really overwhelmed with the "world" at large. too many energies all over the fracking place. I need solitude and the only energy I need close to me on a constant basis is my family and that's it.

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Merc/mars Aqua and my sun is not even a whole degree in Pisces

I don't know if ever went AWOL on anyone who was close to me, although I hear my mother constantly complaining how I never call. For crying out loud, she doesn't even give me a chance to do so!

Ok... maybe... just maybe I have gone awol on some people but it was never intentional

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I get what you mean with mothers πŸ™‚ Love mine to bits, she's the best but damn if I go one week without contact, it's like, you guys ok? lol but i like that she does that.
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I get what you mean with mothers πŸ™‚ Love mine to bits, she's the best but damn if I go one week without contact, it's like, you guys ok? lol but i like that she does that.


LOL
Hear hear...
I just spoke to mine yesterday and the conversation went something like this:
Me: hellooo ?! (with my raspy voice since I'm down with the cold atm)
Her: You never know how to pic up the phone and call
Me: Mooom, we spoke four days ago
Her: We did?
Me: Yes moom
Her: Ohh well, it feels like four months to me. What's up with your voice?
Me. That's ok mom! I'm just down with the cold. It's all good tho
Her: *Major freak out for the next five mins telling what to and what not to do*
Me: *Trying to interject and calm her down*
Ten mins later we finally stop talking over each other and the next five we spent saying good-bys followed by countless I love you-s lolol πŸ˜„
I swear if anyone can push my buttons as fast it would be my moom, but as you said it yourself, you gotta love them tho πŸ˜„ πŸ˜„
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OMg πŸ˜• are you psychic or we have the same mommy? My mother is the same way! plus,if i'm sick, i make sure my voice is soothed by cough syrup and honey tea or somthing. She'll give me the 3rd degree that i'm not taking care of myself πŸ˜•
but yeah love that she cares a whole lot. πŸ™‚ just dont want her to worry too much.
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I go AWOL alot myself. Not sure when the mood hits, but when it does I dont want to be bothered. My friends will ask "why dont u sit with us at lunch?" ill just reply, because I dont want to be bothered by u guys today. Then they usually say "dont be like that."
Sometimes it can last a long time. Then, one day, its over and I want to mingle again.

There are days that u just need alone time to spend with oneself and hear yourself think!