Thank you all for your insight, I find some of the feedback really great. I have been associated with an Aquarius intermittently for about 3 years. We met at a Toastmasters club hit it off as casual acquaintances but one day at Starbucks the friendly association turned flirtatious. We are both women in relationships with men, but revealed a desire to be intimate with each other. Initially I agreed with this arrangement but developed feelings and no longer want to proceed. She stopped seeing her guy as frequently, but he is still around, he is in love with her and he pays the bills. I really don't know what I expect you all to write, it's a pretty closed and shut case to me. We want different things. I want to pursue a relationship with her minus the men, she wants to keep her boyfriend and pursue a relationship with me at the same time. So I backed up and told her to look me up if things ever changed between she and her boyfriend. That was 2 days ago. So I have distanced myself and I feel sad when I am not busy. Any feedback? How long does this sadness last?
