Lashing out at people over the last month or two

Hello...

Just wondering if any other Aries have found themselves lashing out at people over the last month or two. I have started at least five confrontations over this time frame. Mostly just calling people out on their bullshit ways they've been treating me, but I'm not used to being THIS freaking hostile! I've made amends with all parties concerned, and they've not treated me in the same way again, so I'm wondering if it has just been me having taken enough of everyone's bullshit quietly and standing up for myself.... or if any other Aries have been going through the same thing??

I have had a complete over haul in my life recently... in fact it's still going on -- I quit my job without having a new one lined up because I was so unhappy in it... haven't found a new one yet because I don't want to take the first one that comes along for the sake of just having money coming in -- I want to be happy in my daily environment...

In one of the blow ups, my house mate and I decided it was best we not live together any more (she's Taurus), so I have to find somewhere new to live too! Two blow ups have been with mates....

I've basically said F@#KALLYALL to everything that has not been working in my life and just tossed it out the window and now have to rebuild from scratch....

Am I alone in this F@#KALLYALL phase or are other Aries experiencing the same? If so: WHYYYYYYYYYY IS THIS HAPPENING——— It's fairly traumatic to say the least!

Ummm... How to post pics? I would like to post my chart details if anyone cares to try and make sense of it all....

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Hope it gets better 🙂

Posted by impresswho
Twin, don't worry. Everything is going to be ok. I am going to send you some postiive energy. Hang in there hon.

Thanks yew! I need it...

Posted by everevolvingepithet
Crops grow better from razed soil.
This is your zen maxim for the day.
*makes A-ok sign with fingers*

Like woaaahhhh..... that's deep! LOL! Thanks though! I figured it was clearing space for bigger/better.... just needs to get here already! I get tired holding myself up all the time! This Wonder Woman feels like she needs a hero for a change!

Posted by everevolvingepithet
Nice double entendre if I do say so myself 🙂

haha... fo sho! Thanks for loading the chart!

Have any of you ever heard of those crystal beds which can only be bought in South America from that "John of God" dude?
Well... I had already resigned from my job (aka hell on Earth) and then I was desperate for some sort of balancing, so I found this woman who does Angel therapy here in Dubai and she has one of those beds. It is since I started going on the crystal bed that the chaos began. Do you think it's a case of the Universe just rearranging itself for me to get my upgrade and the crystal bed amplifying it to what feels like 1000 fold?

A part of me feels like I am exactly where I need to be at this moment in my life and that the universe is unfolding exactly as it should.... and that I should just trust....

But THAT... is easier said than done!

Posted by everevolvingepithet
No worries. 🙂
A lot of tries and squares you got there fwiw.

I don't know what fwiw means... or tries and squares! LOL! Wonder Woman has clearly vacated the premises today! haha...

She cleans them every night she says. I get pretty legit vibes from her place.... I actually feel like I want to sit there for like an extra hour sometimes just feeling the good vibes some more.

It has definitely uprooted a lot of stuff.... but it was stuff that needed up rooting because I was slowly losing my awesome'ness' and found my life EXTREMELY STATIC!

I hadn't gone for 'balancing' in about 3 years so there was a lot of stuff to clear out... I knew changes were going to happen, I just wasn't anticipating my entire world reshaping all at once and to such a crazy extent!

I've had manual crystal therapy once before with a woman I learnt to trust deeply for her help, and the maddest stuff happened after that one session too -- it wasn't on a crystal bed though... the crystal bed is intense! You can feel which chakras it's busy with!

My mind is definitely in a better place, despite the major overhaul, I feel surprisingly calm!

😢 Look at my horoscope for today:

If you've been withholding your feelings, it's time to release them now that feisty Mars aspects wounded Chiron. Unfortunately, there may be a price to pay because you know more than you are willing to admit. Unexpressed emotions can stew until you lose your temper, so don't keep secrets any longer than necessary. Forgiving yourself is just as important as forgiving others.

ANOTHER ONE—!!!

I'm staying at home at not answering the phone!

It happened! Another confrontation. The company I worked for was refusing point blank to give me my passport back!
I literally fought to get my identity back today! Hopefully this signifies that I've got myself back (well... not quite just yet -- immigration ordered them to bring it in before tomorrow, so it's not in my hands just yet) and that all those nice new fresh things can start arriving in my life now!

I haven't read all the messages on this post yet, but from the original message I can say that I am going through the exact same thing.

I totally quit my amazing job in August with nothing lined up.

Everyone in the world seems alien to me or just not able to understand any connection.

'Lashing out' seems about right. I am not that sorta person this late in my life but it is a fitting description.

I definitely am trying to appreciate whatever life is coming my way. I hope to see things take shape for us all. We sure try.

Posted by impresswho

Posted by lotuslily
It happened! Another confrontation. The company I worked for was refusing point blank to give me my passport back!
I literally fought to get my identity back today! Hopefully this signifies that I've got myself back (well... not quite just yet -- immigration ordered them to bring it in before tomorrow, so it's not in my hands just yet) and that all those nice new fresh things can start arriving in my life now!

You have nothing to worry about. The universe is working in your best interest. All that anger and aggression needs to come out, purging. So you??re going to be put in a position for it to come out. Just let it flow. Once it's out all the good stuff can come in as you wrote. 😄

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Thanks girl! I think you are right... but like Heroic guys said: this isn't who I normally am. I'm usually one of THE most mellow people you will ever meet but lately... I'm like a thunderous firecracker that goes off spontaneously! I really do feel sorry for the people around me. I can tell a lot of people can tell I've got shit going on and they know I could explode at any minute and they're not even tip-toeing around me. They've just run for cover! I'd rather they do that anyway, because I'd rather not let them see this side of me. I have one friend (a Pisces) who is pretty much being my rock at the moment! Well.... when she's in town anyway... I'll come out and play again once I'm at one with the world again and they can all relax around my usual sunshiney happy self 🙂

But right now: I feel so emotionally drained and like I'm hanging by an emotional thread! Did I mention if I don't find a new job by October 4 I have to leave this country! MORE MIND F@#K STUFF! Don't even get me started on decisions on where to go!

Good news though, is that I got a job interview today! I'm going tomorrow! I hope it's a cool job and that I get it!

Posted by heroic_guy
I haven't read all the messages on this post yet, but from the original message I can say that I am going through the exact same thing.

I totally quit my amazing job in August with nothing lined up.

Everyone in the world seems alien to me or just not able to understand any connection.

'Lashing out' seems about right. I am not that sorta person this late in my life but it is a fitting description.

I definitely am trying to appreciate whatever life is coming my way. I hope to see things take shape for us all. We sure try.

I'm glad I have someone to relate to with this! We can be each other's cheering squad! I hope your your joy and chilledness finds you again soon HG! We all deserve to be happy in our lives! I think it's just another case of we see something that defies our essence and if we put up with it for too long, it breaks our spirit... nevermind making us feel trapped and so we just say "To hell with it all!" I deserve better than this and so we charge at it... we'll get it too.... because we're warriors and because we're winners! You can live the life of your dreams if you have the courage to go after it hey?

A lot of people don't understand that -- or our perspective! dunno if you can relate or not!

Why do you think this is happening? And at the same time as each other? Do you think it has to do with planetary alignment or what evz??

@ Heroic Guy: It's funny that you said "I hope to see things take shape for us all" because when I describe what is happening I say "It's like my whole world is REshaping!

Posted by lotuslily

Just wondering if any other Aries have found themselves lashing out at people over the last month or two. I have started at least five confrontations over this time frame.

Can't say I'm in the least bit surprised .... cunts usually do start trouble, and since you are clearly one ... it's not surprising that you can't handle yourself, and have zero composure

Posted by P-Angel

Posted by lotuslily

Just wondering if any other Aries have found themselves lashing out at people over the last month or two. I have started at least five confrontations over this time frame.

Can't say I'm in the least bit surprised .... cunts usually do start trouble, and since you are clearly one ... it's not surprising that you can't handle yourself, and have zero composure

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Haaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahaha!!!! says the c*nt who just started trouble yet again. Sticks and stones P-Angel.... Sticks and stones. You've clearly over estimated your significance in my life. Have a nice day -- I know I'm going to xx

Posted by bluemoon9043834
No. I have been feeling relaxed, content, and focused lately. Gearing up to move and see some really good old time friends and new friends. 🙂

If you find yourself lashing out, stop and introspect. Ask yourself what is causing the upset or the lashing out.

I noticed you have two grand trines in your chart. One is a water grand trine (emotional and psychic) and the other is fire grand trine (action, enthusiasm). You have Uranus in the 12th house, which says that you have psychic abilities that you keep a secret from everyone. Also, a nervous nature. Pluto in the 12th house suggests that you may be afraid of your own power. Mars Square Neptune... have you had trouble with escapism (drugs, alcoholism)?

I'm so happy life is being so kind to you Blue... it's always a good feeling 😄 Yaaaaaaay for you!!!!! You seem like a great person from all the threads I've read. You deserve it!

I don't have an addictive personality... I've definitely experimented to some extent (I'm Aries -- we'll try anything once!) but I've always looked at the situation objectively before doing anything and have made a point to note why I'm doing it. If I'm in a mood or shit has hit the fan, I don't do it.

Sometimes I even forget I smoke cigarettes... despite having started smoking when I was like 17! If I don't see a box of cigarettes or if nobody mentions smoking, I literally can go a few days with out one until I see a box or whatever. Drinking... I'm a social drinker. I do a good job of it when I do, but it's all in the name of fun.

But as far as escapism goes.... I think I'm more likely to forget the rest of the world and my troubles in my sport and adventure activities.

Psychic abilities.... yes. No doubt. Dreams have come true the next day, I've had communication with my grandfather about a month after he passed away... I've heard my sister's thoughts before too... I hear my spirit guides at night. My intuition is pretty surprising sometimes too.

Re: afraid of my own power... agreed. I used to cower away form life. Someone actually told me once (before I decided to man up and own it) that the mental image they got of me in their head was that I was a black panther cowering away from something much less powerful than me in the jungle. I'm definitely A LOT better now!

I think I'm afraid to show it because I think I'm a lot stronger than most peopl

My tolerance level for bullshit is quite low right now. I do not pick arguments, but I won't stand for much either. I feel like a horse waiting to be turned loose at the starting gate.

Well.... that's awkward! hahaha... I hate it when it does that!
Continued:

I think I'm afraid to show it because I think I'm a lot stronger than most people (don't mean to sound arrogant -- I just know how strong I am from experience on what I've brought myself through on my own before: cancer, guns to head... all sorts...) and ..... I forgot what the rest of it was that I wrote before the post cut off.... :/

I know I said something about the base of the fear revolving around me worrying too much about what the world thinks of me. When push comes to shove -- I dominate (again, don't mean to seem arrogant), but I think with the rest, I care too much about what the world around me thinks and so I hang back into mediocrity with the rest of society! I should def STOP doing that and start owning the awesomeness even more!!!

Or did I misunderstand if you were talking about psychic power and not character strength?? I'm def afraid of my psychic power. I don't mind hearing... I just don't want to see!!!

Posted by venusianbull
My tolerance level for bullshit is quite low right now. I do not pick arguments, but I won't stand for much either. I feel like a horse waiting to be turned loose at the starting gate.

A horse or a fighting bull about to be released into the bullring? :p Good for you! It's either roll with me or get rolled over right??

LOL Pretty damned much! Aries/Taurus cusp, Aries Moon, Aries Merc. BOOM. 🙂

Posted by impresswho
VB you're really a ram, huh? 😄

😄

@Blue:

I have no idea how the rest of the world perceives me unfortunately... Especially at the moment. Because of the mindf# $ k of a time I've had over the last few months, my judgement of who I can trust or not is even off! I catch myself being suspicious of everyone being part of this elaborate conspiracy where they're all gossiping about me because I've been flying off the handle so often. My social life has been very quite lately, and pics of 'the gang' out on adventures being posted all over the place and me not even cracking a nod is not helping matters! I just know I'm REALLY sensitive lately!

"Transformational time for you. But brace yourself because you will be drawing low caliber types of people into your life. A time of isolation and introspective. Harsh living conditions forced on you."

This is exactly what is happening. I wasn't enjoying my job, or the 'low caliber' people I worked with, so I chucked it. I felt like my soul was dying one day at a time. So I need to find a new job.
I felt dominated in my apartment, by my 'low caliber' housemate. I'd come home from a day of hell at work and she would just be dominating the living room with her stuff and her friends doing what she wanted, so I just started isolating myself in my room. Then I let have it and it has since been a bit better, but I'm still isolating myself a bit because of the intense introspection going on! I'm moving out soon. So I need to find a new place to live.
I've felt like being pushed out of the 'low caliber' social circle I've been in, so instead of kissing ass, I just thought F# $ kallyall! I'll find other people... I don't need to be that person who begs people to be friends with her. So I have to find new friends. There are a few that have had my back and shone through and at least I know who I can count on here and so I'll hang on to them.

And so I am pushing myself -- very hard to get all of this done without asking for help -- in a new country when my family is across the world! I don't tell them about how I'm feeling because I don't want them to worry and I know they have their own things going on.... but it's come to a head now! I'm tired of holding myself up! I can't do it any more! I NEED love and affection, rest and nurturing. And so -- I'm hopping on a plane tonight to go see my family in South Africa for a month! Hopefully that'll heal me a little bit! Being surrounded by love and people I can trust is exactly what I feel I need to pick me up.

I am not lashing out at anyone......am I in the slow lashing group?

Posted by bluemoon9043834
I get you. It'll all work out. Everything has a way of working itself out. That's good that you have a supporting and nurturing family like that. You, me, and Impresswho are experiencing that transit. South Africa is definitely far away.
..... Peace, love, and light.

REALLY? You guys are going through transit too? And here I am acting like the storm in a tea cup drama queen when you two who have been so kind and helpful are also going through changes! Is there anything I can do to help or say to make you feel better?? I been reading loads since I been in SA. Mostly buddhist contemplations and I love Paulo Coehlo's Manual of the Warrior of Light. Maybe I have seen something in there that could relate to you and 'seed' inspiration!

But THANKS for the hug nug!! Much needed! And straight back at you 🙂

Emmm... re metaphysical stuff: http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/metaphysical<BR>
Which definition are we talking about here?? I have views on each I guess...

Posted by ReallyNiceAriesPerson
I am not lashing out at anyone......am I in the slow lashing group?

lol.... maybe you're just lucky enough to have all your stuff together! But be careful you're not being too nice ReallyNiceAriesPerson! haha... otherwise you might find people taking advantage of that!

so did you get the job—??

Posted by ReallyNiceAriesPerson
so did you get the job—??

I take it you're speaking to me RNAP??
Uhh.... the dude who interviewed me is still away on vacation with his wifey, so I just gotta wait!

On the upside everyone: I FEEL GREAT!!! I feel so strong again! I'm back to being wonder woman 😄

Sometimes hindsight is a bizatch, but in this case: everything I've been through has been for the highest good. All that shit and trauma may have broke my spirit, but it also made me rebuild it and it is now healthier and stronger than before! Yayness hoorayness!

I feel so positive and have so much faith in myself again for having come through all that!

I am winning in the pursuit of my happy-ness!

Thanks to all of you for your kind words and (((((hugs)))))).... I know I don't know any of you, but your words are encouraging!

@ Blue Moon: I noticed the new avatar! PMSing much? lol!!!!!! Puts out angry vibes! Everything okay?