Anyone have experiences with Scorpio south node?

I have a Scorpio South Node. And I've heard it's typically the essence of your past lives, your inherent nature. Scorpio South Node/Taurus North Node tend to have possibly been in questionable occupations like prostitutes.. Or something a bit shady. Something down the dark road and through hell. Also as an aide to someone, in other words, dependent. Hmm.

But anyway, does anyone have a Taurus North Node and felt like they've overcome habits of the past. God forbid, has anyone taken/been in the dark road and continue some aspects of the Scorpio South node? I've heard Taurus represents stabilizing. Building from the ground up and owning up to your worth, letting nothing stop you. Just curious to see what people think and what they've experienced with this position.

Also as a note, I don't mean to imply that Scorpio has inherent bad qualities, but that the patterns whether for good or for bad should instead be replaced in favor of Taurus aspects. Like a balancing act. Anyway, I think I'm attracted to Taurus because I exhibit so many Scorpio traits (but am not one myself) and find them calming, solid, most things I lack...