Can you see anything positive in my chart as well?

Sometimes I feel like I'm a failure of nature. Explaining would take long though.

Posted by starlover
You have a loaded 3rd. Do you read and study a lot.....i was with a guy that had this...he was hugely intelligent and read and studied like crazy! These aspect indicate you would do well in any field that involved communications

Pluto in first and Scorp rising...maybe you are not aware of your depths and power...but will be when you grow older

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Thanks for your reply 🙂

Yes that's definitely me. Restless mind, endless curiousity. And communication and human behaviour are amongst my favorite things to think and learn about 😛
But, I read and think, analyze and compare to a point where I'm basically disconnected from reality in some way. And when I step back into my reality, things mess up.

I've had moments where I was aware of my infinity and power.. Where I felt like this is it, I have the key within. But somehow I keep falling back into emptiness, with no clue how I could achieve something like this again. I'm like, what is life trying to tell me by taking away what I've built? I try to get a clue of what causes it but that's still a big question for me.

Posted by FrenchKpricorn
stop victimise you, or else i slap you, woke up!

Lol I know it's all my own responsibility offcourse.

No, 17

Hell naw. That shit look like a demon chart

Jk :3

Looks like you're got a lot going for you, but you're going to need to harness your power and align it with your own goals. I suspect you're already well acquainted with how to focus. Some kind of direct action, humanitarian field might help you find fulfillment (have you considered being a psychiatrist? or working with charities?). I only did a light skimming of replies, but I think it's been mentioned by others that you'll probably find yourself in much more positive situations in the latter parts of your life, after you've worked towards creating that space. For now, focus on finding your inner strength, which will be a lifelong benefit to you.

And own the Scorpio Rising, it's one of the best, in my personal opinion.

Posted by risesafterall
Sometimes I feel like I'm a failure of nature.

Incidentally, that is not unusual for those of us blessed with Capricorn moons.

(Full disclosure, I followed you here from that other pisces sun / cap moon thread.)

Posted by Koniucha
Do you have issues with authority?

Where in my chart did you see that?

I've always had huge authority problems indeed. One of my biggest wishes is that I don't have it, I fuck my life up without wanting to because of this.

For example, I could spend hours reading about psychology myself, but when I have to do it for school or if anyone tells me to, I just can't. I want to solve this. Too narrow minded maybe?

Posted by starlover
You have a loaded 3rd. Do you read and study a lot.....i was with a guy that had this...he was hugely intelligent and read and studied like crazy! These aspect indicate you would do well in any field that involved communications

Pluto in first and Scorp rising...maybe you are not aware of your depths and power...but will be when you grow older

Back later!

He does NOT have a loaded 3rd...the planets are quite evenly spread out between 1st and 4th...