Desperately seeking advice on a Cancer ex

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EmtheAries91
@EmtheAries91
9 Years

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Someone please lend me a hand. I need some wise advice.

I only dated a cancer man for 4 months before it all fell apart. We fought frequently and it became too much for him, and decided to leave. It was completely one sided and I don't feel the same.

The problem is, I can't let go. I have so much faith that a lot of our arguing is chalked up to the horrible circumstances that are straining things at the moment. Since we'd began dating, I lost my license, my job, my dad's been sick on chemo, my nan put in hospital for also suffering with cancer. My ex had a brother in law that committed suicide in the house he shared with my their family. We've both just... snapped.

I love him with every interstitial cellular fluid in my body and I pushed him. I smothered him with it and it just pushed him further away. To the point where he's cut off all contact with me. I was jealous of all the other beautiful women in his life that I felt he gave more attention to instead of being secure that he loved me back and now, he's gone.

I feel like my fire has just been put out completely. I can't sleep. I don't eat much. I feel like I'm just on autopilot. It's 2am and I can't keep the tears from welling up. I can't even stop long enough to have a decent rest at night.

I just want to show this man that I can be the best of me again, and hope that he would be willing to try again and take it slow and proper. I'm seeking help, I'm on antidepressants. I never broke his trust. I cooked and cleaned for him and tried to love him despite the world crashing down around us.

I know I wasn't always the most attentive. But sometimes neither was he. Really, I just want to give it I try because I fell so deeply in love with him.

I begged so much that he cut me off. I feel pathetic. I'm turning to astrology to see if there's any way It could help me bring the spark within me back, and hopefully in turn win back my ex. My heart just feels completely crushed.

My sun is in Aries, moon in Aquarius and venus in Taurus.

My ex has a sun in Cancer, moon in Leo and venus in virgo.

Thank you in advance.