Broken hearted and confused

My Cancer boyfriend of a year and three months broke up with me last night. I lied to him about a long time ago and it has came back to hunt me. I probably deserved this but I feel besides that I have been a good woman to him and loved him like no other man. We actually live together so I must say I was getting mixed messages this morning. He still treated me like we are together we are still sleeping in the same bed but when I asked for a kiss on the way to work he said no. That was like daggers to my heart. I guess I expected to be get treated like how most exes do their ex. I text him and asked him why. He was like because I'm done with the relationship. I still love you but not enough to be in a relationship. We are friends . I feel like there is some hope then again I could just be syking myself out. Do you think he could forgive me with in three weeks before I move out? I want to apologize but I think I should wait a few days since we just broke up last night and I don't want NY apology to go on deaf ears. If he still loves me doesn't that mean I could slowly work my way back?

Where my family resides and my real name because I go by my nickname but i never mentioned bit because he never asked. Doesn't make it right and I take full responsibility for that.

So he's breaking up with you because you gave him a nickname and lied about where you lived or grew up —? Is this correct ?

Posted by happyface1
So he's breaking up with you because you gave him a nickname and lied about where you lived or grew up —? Is this correct ?

Yes

I have no idea why you would lie about things like that but did you tell him why you lied about it instead of pretending like it didn't exist ?

Kisses don't erase lies but honestly I don't see how he didn't figure out you're real name if you all were in a real relationship for over a year living together.

Do you both not get mail. I'm confused now.

Posted by happyface1
So he's breaking up with you because you gave him a nickname and lied about where you lived or grew up —? Is this correct ?

Yes about where I grew up

If he really loved you he would not leave you alone so easily for those reasons dear.

I have not met anyone who lied about things like that. But the first thing that comes to mind is you were ashamed about one of the two or both I don't know.

If someone can't take you for who were or where you came from then they don't deserve you now.