Mr. Capricorn 3

i wanted our love back more than anything.As we spent more time together i felt more at ease to ask him questions about lisa and he assured me that nothing ever happend with her, that he had been talking to another girl named Kathy... and that he had only a one night stand with a random girl.This hurt a lot , because i hadn't even kissed another person believing that he wasnt doing anything with anyone ( i know how dumb that is,now) Within a few weeks he asked me out again and i agreed, it was very awkward in the begining very distant and i just wanted to prove to him that i wasnt the same, that i wouldn't let my family life or anything else get in the way of my feelings.The summer went by fairly quick we started to rebuild a bit. As august came around we stared to prepare for school ( we had planned we would transfer to another school together before we broke up) . My first semester at the new school i met one of Mr. Cappy's friends Tina (she had transfered here from the same school). It turned out that Tina and i became good friends and started to hangout on a regular basis, she then asked me one day what i knew about Kathy and i said that Mr. Cappy and her were friends and thats it. It turned out that Kathy had been known for the number of guys she slept with ( 41 guys @ age 20 witout protection) and she had a list of there names. Tina informed me that Mr.Cappy and her had slept together and that she could call Kathy and ask her to tell me. I walked away and went to Mr. Cappy's dorm...i confronted him and of course he denied it . I then told him i had a conversation with Kathy and he broke down and admited to it. He then admited to sleeping with Lisa without protection. The whole witout protection thing was a very big deal to me because in the first two years that we dated i never could do it without protection.I felt so betrayed and hurt...here was this guy that i invested so much of myself into and in return got a slap in the face for it. I then began to build a wall towards him, a very thick one at that. After finding out the "truth" i wanted to break up ...it was then that he started to beg and apologize ...it was then that he cried for hours.

sweetie you are way too pretty to be putting yourself through all this DRAMA, let it go and him too!