Scorpio in Mars conjunct Saturn

I have Mars and Saturn in scorpio and Pluto in libra all in my 11th house.
which is a huge struggle at times

But I've read because saturn is at 10 degrees, mars at 13 and pluto at 29 it makes for a more beneficial combo.
my saturn initiates....apparently.

however, i feel it holds everything back too much most of the time

this could be due to me having capricorn rising too

any thoughts ? 🙂

Only If your Cap Rising is in hard aspect with one of those
The conjunct can be hard but if in high orbs can be light in effect.

Don't worry others have worst and live with that.
Not me of course

btw... it's Mars in Scorpio and not Scorpio in Mars. - the planet moves, the sign not.