raad182
@raad182
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Posted by Cancan26Thanks a lot !
From one Scorpio moon to another
Obessesive behavior -I have learned to channel this into productive stuff work, helping people, hobbies stuff like that
Jealousy -as long as I know where I stand in someones life I wont be very jealous.. Cause I wont feel like my place can be taken
Self destruction -I would have to be in a dark place for this to happen... Im more of a hurt the mother fucker that cause me the pain type of lady
But there are a few examples of where I might self destruct... In the case of someone close to me dying...something I felt was my fault and I wasnt being "punished" enough for it by the person I did wrong... That kill em with kindness statement really does work on me there is nothing worse than some one being kind to me knowing that I was the one that fucked up... I havent figured out how not to engage in those self destructive behaviors in dark times yet.

Posted by raad182My sun is cancer.... So myself destructive tend to come out regarding people I can about...Posted by Cancan26Thanks a lot !
From one Scorpio moon to another
Obessesive behavior -I have learned to channel this into productive stuff work, helping people, hobbies stuff like that
Jealousy -as long as I know where I stand in someones life I wont be very jealous.. Cause I wont feel like my place can be taken
Self destruction -I would have to be in a dark place for this to happen... Im more of a hurt the mother fucker that cause me the pain type of lady
But there are a few examples of where I might self destruct... In the case of someone close to me dying...something I felt was my fault and I wasnt being "punished" enough for it by the person I did wrong... That kill em with kindness statement really does work on me there is nothing worse than some one being kind to me knowing that I was the one that fucked up... I havent figured out how not to engage in those self destructive behaviors in dark times yet.
What is your sun?
My self-destructive behavior comes to light when I feel that Im not good enough or that im not as good as I wanted to be in every situation (Aries Sun)
Its freaking consuming, the things that make me calm in these situation are self-destructive patterns (as a Scorpio you might know)click to expand
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How do I relieve the tension, the jealously, the obsessive behavior, the extremes ups and downs?
Its killing me, for real.