In too Deep

My aqua and I haven't seen one another since June. We did bicker, flirt, joke and had phone convos slightly In between then and now.

Any other relationship ending without any constant stimulation whether good or bad, I would have gotten over it by now or built up protecting walls to numb the pain with just about anyone....

But I can't....to me, my heart this Aqua was the one. And to me , to her I was her one too....

No contact, no responses all of this should be reasons to focus elsewhere.... But I fell way too deep. I can't shake her,the thoughts, the what ifs, the memories.... Goodness when will it stop!!!!

she's gone.... Doesn't feel like she ever cared.... I don't even know her anymore.....
Sigh....(just venting)

It has been said that Aqua and Cancer relationships are not meant work, but my theory is that i think it can! The Cancerian is very in touch with their feelings and highly intuitive, Aquarians on the other hand have difficulty expressing their feelings but are intuitive... So if you think about it and if there is a strong attraction? They could learn from each there? By working out a way to meet in the middle... Say you have a Cancer female v Aqua male? Aquarian men are supposed to be the manliest of the signs and Cancerian women the most feminine, that to me would seem like the the perfect pairing in itself, Aquas like their space and so do Cancer! They are both intelligent signs and both into kinky stuff in the bedroom department _— and seem to have a strong sexual attraction... So if they could work out their differences together, it would be a great match!