Grrrrr.... There has been three men in my life that i have been very attracted to in every sense... But it never seems to last and i resort to settling for second best! But i don't want to do this anymore, don't want to spend the rest of my life just plodding along... I want the real deal! Ok rant over _???
Aquarians!!! I have only recently discovered the Aqua man and wow... I have never been so attracted to someone in my life? I pursued him, he is uber intelligent, so manly and horny... But i am struggling with the aloofness? Although i love the challenge and makes me want him more... Gemini! They have this way of attracting people without even trying and they are very loving, caring... Scorpio! I have been attracted to many scorpions but have only been involved with one... So hot!
I think i was born day dreaming! That is the thing about us cancerians men or women, we are highly imaginative and romantic... If i am attracted to someone i will fantasize about them. But there is this weird thing that happens sometimes, i get flashes of situations that haven't been created be me? For instance, I'm in the countryside there is a big house and i am in the huge garden sketching or something, it is a beautiful day and I'm filled with utter happiness.. And there have been many more alike! What the hell is that about?
Anyway there is nothing wrong with day dreaming if it makes you feel good, you could put it to good use though and write about your fantasies? _??_
I am very sexual with the right man! But i am definitely not a wham bam thankyou mam... I will not just have sex with anyone, would rather do it myself lol.. I have a kinky side to me and if someone doesn't live up to that? Then they just do not do it for me! But yes, if i do fall for someone i will do absolutely anything to please them _??
So i asked him directly (in an email)and was as direct as i could be! That was a week ago and still no reply? I do not annoy him, in the past couple of weeks I've sent only about 3 emails! I know he is working about 14 hours a day at the moment, but i just don't get it? He seemed so into me and it was pretty obviously so...
It always makes me feel more at ease with my Aqua man, when subjects like this are discussed! I'm in a similar situation atm... Though there is a distance between us, but 130 miles distance... I have posted before, we have been having an online, on phone friendship/relationship for about 4 months and we finally met 2 weeks ago! We really got on well and had a lovely relaxing afternoon together, and at the end of it he gave my the highest hug, really squeezed me tight and then a few little kisses _??_ But since then i have hardly heard from him... He is a very busy guy with a high profile job and has his children most weekends, when i asked if we will get together again? He just stressed out and said he just doesn't have the time atm... So I'm in limbo _??_