Mood swings, taking their toll

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I've been everywhere. Like bad. Angry, sad, laughing hysterically, sobbing, emptiness, happy, relieved, raged, anxious, crying. All within no more than sixty ticks of a minute. All unknown to the entire world, including those closest as I retreat once again to my shell to deal with them. I could only imagine what one would think if they observed without me knowing. Just no balance. No balance at all 😭

Anyone else experiencing more than usual swings in mood?
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I've been everywhere. Like bad. Angry, sad, laughing hysterically, sobbing, emptiness, happy, relieved, raged, anxious, crying. All within no more than sixty ticks of a minute. All unknown to the entire world, including those closest as I retreat once again to my shell to deal with them. I could only imagine what one would think if they observed without me knowing. Just no balance. No balance at all 😭

Anyone else experiencing more than usual swings in mood?
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Posted by KinglyCrab
Hey you are not alone. I suggest listening to motivation video on YouTube cuz it just is hard to get out sometimes. I've learned to enjoyed these cycles of my moods so I usually need no more than a day to get over them. My only issue is anger though. Aries moon ayyyyy
My moon is in Gemini, as is my Venus, and my Jupiter, and my IX lol. Soooo. Such a crazy influence of mutable energy as a cardinal sun sign. I kind of analyze the living crap out of every single thing you can possibly imagine. Down to every last detail. Libra rising as well, so amongst this chaos, I desire balance? I am honestly just learning so much.
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Posted by CancerRedhead
youre totally not alone. mine have been literally everywhere! i hate not being able to explain them...thats the part that gets me.

glad to know im not the only one

--H
You are not alone: Cancer sun, Gemini moon, Libra rising just like me? And totally experiencing the same? Wow! I mean that has to be more than coincidence, right? I wonder if there are others.
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Posted by fullwaterpisces
Hows the mood swing lately!? I feel weird this days... But after checking some astrology for this month it doesnt seem like is my pisces all my ultra sensitive stuff i blame it on my cancer lol
Thanks for asking πŸ™‚
The mood swings are always present, though some days are worse than others like they were a week ago. Don't forget, you can blame your cancer for those really happy emotions too!
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Hows the mood swing lately!? I feel weird this days... But after checking some astrology for this month it doesnt seem like is my pisces all my ultra sensitive stuff i blame it on my cancer lol
Thanks for asking πŸ™‚
The mood swings are always present, though some days are worse than others like they were a week ago. Don't forget, you can blame your cancer for those really happy emotions too!
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Absolute true, I'm caring, nurturing, have excellent memory, cooking skills, boobs and all that πŸ˜‰
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Posted by Moonbutter
My emotions have been erratic and out of whack! I was shopping today and just started feeling sad, but I'm starting to see a pattern with stimulants and emotions. I just drank a strong coffee and the same thing happens with alcohol sometimes..but caffeine, really? who knew :/ Anyone else emotions effected by caffeine?
Completely relate with all your comment.... I felt like that today.... I also have issues with stimulants and my emotions they make put me on overthinking mode... I recently tried pot... (Omg) wows the opposite! But I don't want to like it....
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Hows the mood swing lately!? I feel weird this days... But after checking some astrology for this month it doesnt seem like is my pisces all my ultra sensitive stuff i blame it on my cancer lol
Thanks for asking πŸ™‚
The mood swings are always present, though some days are worse than others like they were a week ago. Don't forget, you can blame your cancer for those really happy emotions too!
Absolute true, I'm caring, nurturing, have excellent memory, cooking skills, boobs and all that πŸ˜‰
So, in short, you are a true catch.

Gotcha.

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Hahaha, I thought Crabra was a woman, since I thought the screen name was Crab and Bra combined together.

Hahahaha, oops!!!
Hahaha omg xD

I think the "bra" in his username is for his Libra rising πŸ˜†

I think crabra is a crabro haha.. πŸ˜›
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Maybe I can clear this up a little bit πŸ˜‰

Crabra is for my Libra rising, but the name is actually inspired by Mumra from Thundercats πŸ˜„

Crabra is a biological male and uses it like armour. On the inside, Crabra is all female. 😏

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Hahaha, I thought Crabra was a woman, since I thought the screen name was Crab and Bra combined together.

Hahahaha, oops!!!
Hahaha omg xD

I think the "bra" in his username is for his Libra rising πŸ˜†

I think crabra is a crabro haha.. πŸ˜›
Maybe I can clear this up a little bit πŸ˜‰

Crabra is for my Libra rising, but the name is actually inspired by Mumra from Thundercats πŸ˜„

Crabra is a biological male and uses it like armour. On the inside, Crabra is all female. 😏
smart 😏

I'm still...confused

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You are female INSIDE, that's what matters i guess! πŸ˜„

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Yeah, pretty sure I made some pretty bad mistakes in my previous life when I was in the right body. This male-shell is a lifelong lesson πŸ˜‰
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Hahaha, I thought Crabra was a woman, since I thought the screen name was Crab and Bra combined together.

Hahahaha, oops!!!
Hahaha omg xD

I think the "bra" in his username is for his Libra rising πŸ˜†

I think crabra is a crabro haha.. πŸ˜›
Maybe I can clear this up a little bit πŸ˜‰

Crabra is for my Libra rising, but the name is actually inspired by Mumra from Thundercats πŸ˜„

Crabra is a biological male and uses it like armour. On the inside, Crabra is all female. 😏
smart 😏

I'm still...confused

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You are female INSIDE, that's what matters i guess! πŸ˜„
Yeah, pretty sure I made some pretty bad mistakes in my previous life when I was in the right body. This male-shell is a lifelong lesson πŸ˜‰
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OR you decided that you wanted more of a challenge for yourself (the balancing of the inner and outer) as well as a challenge for society, a spark to shake it out of it's outdated modes of labeling and thinking in regards to gender.

Personally, I don't believe our souls have a gender, and I know for a fact that I've been both male and female in various past lives, and those are just the human ones! Then there's lives of being non-human.
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Posted by YourFavoriteDXPMember
Hahaha, I thought Crabra was a woman, since I thought the screen name was Crab and Bra combined together.

Hahahaha, oops!!!
Hahaha omg xD

I think the "bra" in his username is for his Libra rising πŸ˜†

I think crabra is a crabro haha.. πŸ˜›
Maybe I can clear this up a little bit πŸ˜‰

Crabra is for my Libra rising, but the name is actually inspired by Mumra from Thundercats πŸ˜„

Crabra is a biological male and uses it like armour. On the inside, Crabra is all female. 😏
smart 😏

I'm still...confused

Image Not Found

You are female INSIDE, that's what matters i guess! πŸ˜„
Yeah, pretty sure I made some pretty bad mistakes in my previous life when I was in the right body. This male-shell is a lifelong lesson πŸ˜‰
OR you decided that you wanted more of a challenge for yourself (the balancing of the inner and outer) as well as a challenge for society, a spark to shake it out of it's outdated modes of labeling and thinking in regards to gender.

Personally, I don't believe our souls have a gender, and I know for a fact that I've been both male and female in various past lives, and those are just the human ones! Then there's lives of being non-human.
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That is a very positive outlook! And coming from a triple Cancer is just amazing. I feel my soul is still quite young, and I have many, many more rounds ahead as I learn the lessons of the universe. Perhaps our non-human lives are played out until we are finally rewarded a conscious. Even if our souls are indeed sexless, I believe feminine and masculine energy still exists (Sun, moon, Venus, Mars, etc.) So many answers to look for, and look forward to πŸ™‚
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Posted by DonnaElvira77
There are actually biological reasons for your inner femaleness. Sometimes hormonal or other. Studies consistently show that both androphilic and gynephilic male-to-female transsexuals show a shift towards the female direction in brain anatomy, intermediate between male and female. Brain-based research has also shown that female-to-male transsexuals have several male-like characteristics in their neuroanatomy.Studies have found that male-to-female transsexuals were more likely than non-transsexual males to have a longer version of a receptor gene for the sex hormone androgen or testosterone, suggesting reduced androgen and androgen signaling contributes to the female gender identity of male-to-female transsexuals.Brain structure differences associated with transsexualism do not exist in isolation. Similar brain structure differences have been noted between homosexual and heterosexual men and women.

It's quite academic and not at all useful perhaps.

But be you sister! :-)
Now THAT is interesting! I knew about a lot of this already, mostly along the studies of male-female transsexuals showing conclusive data pointing towards the mental processes operating very much like a biological female, but the neuroanatomical findings you mentioned are astonishing. Perhaps that's what the neurologist that did my CAT scan several years ago meant when he asked me, "Do you REALLY like chocolate?" hahaha!

Don't think the information you provided as useless though. That was very insightful, and eloquently expressed. I wouldn't let you type all that up without taking something from it. πŸ˜‰
Thank you! πŸ™‚
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Posted by RumiLove
Hmm. Dont think of it as a mistake you might've made. Do you believe that feminine and masculine energies co-exist?
It's something I think about when my energy is more negative. On the reverse, I see it as new lessons to be learned, but I know where my right place is.

But yes, I do believe so. I mean it's kind of been force feed subtly with the whole men/Mars, women/Venus blah blah blah. But I look at them as terms given to two different kinds of energy, and they are found in everyone and everything. Making all of us, some of both.
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Hahaha, I thought Crabra was a woman, since I thought the screen name was Crab and Bra combined together.

Hahahaha, oops!!!
Hahaha omg xD

I think the "bra" in his username is for his Libra rising πŸ˜†

I think crabra is a crabro haha.. πŸ˜›
Maybe I can clear this up a little bit πŸ˜‰

Crabra is for my Libra rising, but the name is actually inspired by Mumra from Thundercats πŸ˜„

Crabra is a biological male and uses it like armour. On the inside, Crabra is all female. 😏
smart 😏

I'm still...confused

Image Not Found

You are female INSIDE, that's what matters i guess! πŸ˜„
Yeah, pretty sure I made some pretty bad mistakes in my previous life when I was in the right body. This male-shell is a lifelong lesson πŸ˜‰
OR you decided that you wanted more of a challenge for yourself (the balancing of the inner and outer) as well as a challenge for society, a spark to shake it out of it's outdated modes of labeling and thinking in regards to gender.

Personally, I don't believe our souls have a gender, and I know for a fact that I've been both male and female in various past lives, and those are just the human ones! Then there's lives of being non-human.
That is a very positive outlook! And coming from a triple Cancer is just amazing. I feel my soul is still quite young, and I have many, many more rounds ahead as I learn the lessons of the universe. Perhaps our non-human lives are played out until we are finally rewarded a conscious. Even if our souls are indeed sexless, I believe feminine and masculine energy still exists (Sun, moon, Venus, Mars, etc.) So many answers to look for, and look forward to πŸ™‚
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Enjoy the journey, even the painful parts, because the universe is infinitely amazing and complex! Yes, there are masculine and feminine energies, and all kinds of other energies. Hell, color, sound, thoughts, emotions, these all have energy. I think the non-human lives are just variations in the journey and experiences, a differ