What do i do with this cancer man

can you help me figure something out. i just started seeing a cancer man. kinda. im a Sagittarius woman. how I met him was absolutely crazy and kind of Fate like. i locked my keys in my car and was asking multiple people if they can help me. most people declined but he graciously offered help even though he had nothing to help me with but he continued to ask people with me and he stayed until I got into my car. I did something crazy and bold and kind of whore like even though that's not me at all. when we was departing I asked him if he was married, he said no but he has a girlfriend and she lives in another country. I asked him if he was faithful and he said it depends. I was really courageous and came on really strong. I told him that I was going through a lot and then I found him attractive and that I want to sleep with him. we exchanged Facebook's and at first it just was not working out to actually hook up. there was a lot of back-and-forth and sarcasm and a few disagreements. about a month later I finally got him to come over. we talked a little before getting into things and he told me that he was glad that he didn't hook up with me right away because now he sees that I actually have values and I'm a good person. he is a active Christian and so am I. and he told me not to fall in love with him because he cannot commit or reciprocate the feelings. yet his actions are completely different, he is a complete gentleman, he always ask if I need anything, he's caring and affectionate. the way he looks at me, the way he touches me and how often he compliments me. it's all just so confusing. last night I was going through something and messaged him about it. immediately he told me to start praying and to have faith and then continue to tell me about The Love of Jesus. it really meant a lot to me that that's what his response was. that he absolutely pointed me in the right direction. so after I prayed and called my Dad as he suggested I should do, which i knew i needed to. I confessed to him that I do have feelings for him and that I can't help but to like him. his message back to me was short but sweet and confusing. he came over to see me this morning. we have amazing sex and we both usually cum multiple times. about 20 minutes in he just stopped and laid down and his face looked really bothered but he said nothing was wrong but obviously something was. I initiate it sex again and he obliged. but after 45 minutes of sex he still didn't cum. I know he had to leave at a certain time but now at this point he was late. so he got dressed and kissed me passionately before he left. his last words was that i am falling in love with him. being a Sagittarius woman I do fall in lust very fast but I'm strong and I move on easy so I'm not worried about my feelings being hurt. but I do feel like he is falling for me but it's really hard to tell. he plans to come over tomorrow night. usually when he comes over we talk a little bit, have sex, cuddle some and then he leaves. but when he comes tomorrow I plan to surprise him and to be wearing something sexy and have dinner cooked for him. then I plan to give him a massage. I haven't gave him oral because of some mental blocks I have from my childhood and he knows that. but I think I want to do it for him tomorrow. I'm going to do it. I want to please him. but I am worried that doing this may be coming on too strong and scared him away. but I also know they are emotional creatures and love affection. I really like him and even if it doesn't work out as a relationship, i at least want to keep having sex with him. so I don't want to mess that up. should I pursue him or should I leave it as it is

This was his respose to me telling him that i actually like him

Don’t worry about nothing I was meant to be in your life somehow. I’m always available when you need to talk. I really don’t like what you go thru on the daily basis. But don’t lose hope. Everything will fall into place for you.

That does that mean—

We are devout christians

Also us: wishing for the neighbors SO

I am not whorelike

Also me: wanna have sex?!?

Jizzus is not proud. He has asked me to tell you to scurry along to the nearest confession chamber and repent for your sins, the ones you acted upon and the ones youre still thinking about. And all 3 of us know theres a lot going on in the latter category. 😇

A Christian that has a girlfriend, but basically admitted to cheating on her multiple times. And then you, actively pursuing someone that is not unattached. K.

god has the worst fan base.

Do you just come up here to judge and try to put people down? No one ever said Christians were perfect. What was the point of your comment... Nothing. Point less.

Is this a freaking joke? You're a mess! 🙄

You're willingly committing fornication while sprinkling a little bit of Jesus and prayer in the mist of your f*** party, and think God is cosigning this unrighteous mess? Girl bye!

The first thing you asked him is, is he faithful? 🤦 Disgusting. You helped him cheat on his girlfriend and now you want to take him completely away by "pursuing" him. No shame, dignity or standards. SMH Get a grip on your hormones. And best believe, if he's willing to cheat on his girl with a random then he'll cheat on you.

God has NOTHING to do with this ratchet mess 😒