Foresight,Faith, Fear

What cappies on here know they have enough foresight and faith to overcome fear, but do not use it?

That's one of the oddities I find in being a Capricorn. I can have all the data, the complete knowledge that my plan will work, and yet fear will creep in and destroy it all.

I swear being a Capricorn can be the oddest of paradoxes some times.

yes..its like nothing matters except the accumulation of as much knowledge as possible. Im trying to gain memories because it is what's most important to me. Unfortunately looking back makes me smile as well as frown. A lot of stuff hurts, alot of life outside and inside the house hurts. Peace seems like the only real goal worth working towards.