Lost loves...

Have any? Anyone you pushed away and wonder what might have been otherwise?

OH, and do you still speak to them?

Yes, I was pushed away, and barely speaking

sure Most of us probably have someone like that I saw mine several years ago in a grocery store.. We immediately started talking and I noticed No ring but after a few minutes she was grabbed by the arm and lead away by some probable b/f that was none to happy she was talking to me..

Anyone and everyone I fell for I wonder what might have been had I not been hesitant, or sabotaged it, etc etc. Its only been around three. No contact..Ive learned that if feelings are there, everyone isnt willing to go to, or rather stay in, the friendzone. I dont get that lol.

THEIR IS A SONG BY
MISSLISA MANCHESTER
ITS MIDNIGHT BLUE
OF ALL THE TIMES YOU SAID THAT YOU NEEDED ME
NOW IS THE TIME THAT I NEED YOU.
JUST ONE MORE TIME FOR ALL THE OLD TIMES.
YES I HAD THIS HAPPEN AND YES I WAS A SUCKER AND BELIEVED HER.

I should have added what is your Moon and Venus to my original post... :/

nope

all of em... 3 important relationships. all of the guys i dated too.

i still talk to all of them accept 2 of the major relationships... the most recent exes, a taurus and scorpio. the taurus cut me off and i cut off the scorpio. the taurus always warned me he would if we were to split lol :\ which makes me really sad because he was awesome. and the scorpio i cut off because he always seemed meddlesome when i was in a relationship. as though he were trying to rekindle or draw up old feelings.

otherwise, i might be in touch, but that doesnt mean i'm buddy buddy with these guys. i think it's rude to the person i'm with. i wouldnt want it done to me. so i keep it to a civil and friendly minimum.

moon in pisces venus in capricorn

^^^ lol!

There's only one that I pushed away and sometimes wonder how a relationship with her could have been and she's a Capricorn too; It's funny because I dreamed about her just last night. I haven't seen her in five years; she saw me and grabbed my arm, dragged me to the an isolated spot on the side, jumped on my neck and my morning alarm clock went off right when I was about to caress her bum, it woke the hell out of me. Maybe it's because nothing ever happened but every exes I have pushed away was for a good reason, one that still stands and probably always will.

^^^^ no particular reason, just thought it was fitting for the thread....