@Bobbyinstereo27
11 Years
Too much Cappy in me--help!
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Birth chart link:
http://interactive.0800-horoscope.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal0800?name=a&sex=f&d1day=27&d1month=1&d1year=1990&d1hour=1&d1min=0&citylist=New+York% 2C+NY+% 2836% 29% 2C+United+States&lang=en
Age -24
I've always felt distant, and the outcast for as long as I remember. Lately, it has gotten worse.
As I get older, I feel like I am becoming more stiff, indifferent and downright uncaring. I've recently caught myself almost simmering with hate for random people around me as I'm working or in commute (I live in nyc). Each time, i take a step back, and question where the feeling comes from and get nothing. it's just so weird.
On a personal level I feel it's becoming more pronounced. Like I can no longer really relax around people and even friends sometimes. In my teens clubs and parties were cool. But now It's a real chore making any conversation at all if we're not acquaintances. That, or I'll try to be outgoing just to lose interest or will fast . I'm loosing my temper a lot quicker, and I feel /know like I put out a seriously cold personality to those who don't know me.
I can't just take a vacation, and I'm already hitting the gym. How can I really start to change this mindset and dead serious attitude.