ChinkTheMONSTER
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Please help me figure out my life!!
Posted by bumboklattYour right.. They are very controlling.. his Scorpio Midheaven makes it worse conjuncting my venus, mercury and pluto.. Very sneaky nd vengeful
Youre a Sag. Let your independent tendencies take you away from emotional vampires.
Don't be afraid of change. Taurus Moon can be controlling.
You just gotta find someone who lets you be yourself. But you gotta free yourself. Sometimes you just gotta try. Sometimes it takes years, sometimes days.
Posted by ForeverlovemeYes your right. Sometimes easier said than done smh. I'm in the process of letting go emotionally and putting a plan together. Thanks
Pull yourself together and come up with a plan to move out & support yourself. Then put it into action and start walking it out until it manifests.
You have to love yourself 1st.
Posted by PV&JellayPosted by ChinkTheMONSTER
I just dont understsnd why have I been so depressed for the majority of my life. Being 22 yrs old dealing with the abandonment of my mom, cut off family ties, helping raise 2 younger brothers, being cheated on lied to to the one person who ive loved since 16 (been together 5 1/2 yrs living together 3 yrs) made me insecure, sensitive and emotional. I feel like my life is a walking crises and the people i go so hard to protect and love and care for doesnt return the sme feeling. My bf is the maint source of pain. Cancer sun, taurus moon, leo stellium, aqua asc, scorpio midheaven. He has been the problem and solution smh. Being evicted from my moms plce i have nothing to call home. We live together but i really want to move out because he causes me pain with mood swings nd controlling ways in a subtle way it affects me. Its a roller coaster i havent learned to get off yet!
Sounds like you have good reason to be depressed. The answer is not in the chart. Other than your boyfriend, what type of support do you have? You say you're helping raise your younger brothers at 22 yrs old that's a heavy load. Are they living with you?
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Verbal support from my dad whom lives in Arizona n stepmom, 2 older brothers in Arizona & Albany.. Raised in a household of 6 kids (4 dads) on my moms side. My youngest brother 14, father and 18 yr old brother dad is who I help. My mom walked away from us and caused our house to be evicted and now their dads have full custody. No other supoort than verbal from them and my friends. Which I dont complain, its making me into a more responsible person (Moon in Aries 2nd house & Saturn in my first house with Moon sextile Saturn) to support myself. They live with their dads but has never experienced taking care of them alone without mom. She's Taurus Sun, Virgo moon, Gemini mercury, cancer Mars, Leo ascendant. I value security like her and very practical with taking care of home. Love my family and take care of them like their my children.
Posted by KoniuchaaYea i know! Girl I go thru a crazy situation withl all these different aspects every day..
That chart is very busy and difficult to read. Looks like maybe you have some Saturn squares.
Posted by bumboklattI think its ourcomposite sun in virgo, moon in taurus, libra venus and mars, jupiter in viro, aquarius ascendant, sag Midheaven..Take care of one another very nurturing but controlling, critical, and possesive of spending time and its contradicting Aqua ascendant. We are secure with one another and want to build a life together (virgo sun, taurus moon in Working our inner issues thru one another seems the case and very intense moments of rage whenPosted by ChinkTheMONSTERThats such an odd pairing. Midheaven conjunct Venus and Mercury brings the attraction but the primary planets are totally incompatible.Posted by bumboklattYour right.. They are very controlling.. his Scorpio Midheaven makes it worse conjuncting my venus, mercury and pluto.. Very sneaky nd vengeful
Youre a Sag. Let your independent tendencies take you away from emotional vampires.
Don't be afraid of change. Taurus Moon can be controlling.
You just gotta find someone who lets you be yourself. But you gotta free yourself. Sometimes you just gotta try. Sometimes it takes years, sometimes days.
Which would translate to a one sided relationship.
I've seen this so many times in unhappy couples and most of the times its Taurus/Scorpio placement with Aquarius, Gemini, or Sag
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Thing with saggitatians they always over exaggerate stuff..
At your age living with a boyfriend is such a bad idea, but to also choose your boyfriend over your family, you know what you need to do, dump his ass,l then go to your mum and apologise for being a brat and you were wrong and beg for forgiveness, own up to your shit instead of running away from it and getting into more shit.
Once youve wiped the slate clean get yousrlf a job, a proper education and some friends....
Find a hobby that interests you that you can spend time and energy on instead of boys.
Also join a gym, if youre gonna spend time with a guy it may as well be a hot personal trainer
At your age living with a boyfriend is such a bad idea, but to also choose your boyfriend over your family, you know what you need to do, dump his ass,l then go to your mum and apologise for being a brat and you were wrong and beg for forgiveness, own up to your shit instead of running away from it and getting into more shit.
Once youve wiped the slate clean get yousrlf a job, a proper education and some friends....
Find a hobby that interests you that you can spend time and energy on instead of boys.
Also join a gym, if youre gonna spend time with a guy it may as well be a hot personal trainer
Posted by ExplicitWow!! I didn't think too much of that because Saturn already conjunct my sun but tht just may be it.. It's probably conjuncting my progressed mercury, venus and mars. .. Sounds very scary.How would you recommend for me to check aspects that could affect me next yr?
Btw, Saturn forces you to get rid of things in your life that no longer serve you... Addictions, bad relationships, bad habits, etc. If you don't get rid of them, Saturn will get rid of them FOR you... And it WON'T be pretty. It will be devastating and awful.
Sounds like you need to break things off with your boyfriend and move on. Or things will get way worst. Maybe you'll find out he's been cheating, maybe another secret will be exposed, maybe you guys are going to have a violent falling out, who knows. Just a heads up.
Posted by The_eleventh_sign_11Did you not understand what I wrote—
Thing with saggitatians they always over exaggerate stuff..
At your age living with a boyfriend is such a bad idea, but to also choose your boyfriend over your family, you know what you need to do, dump his ass,l then go to your mum and apologise for being a brat and you were wrong and beg for forgiveness, own up to your shit instead of running away from it and getting into more shit.
Once youve wiped the slate clean get yousrlf a job, a proper education and some friends....
Find a hobby that interests you that you can spend time and energy on instead of boys.
Also join a gym, if youre gonna spend time with a guy it may as well be a hot personal trainer
My mom UP AND LEFT ME AND MY BROTHERS! I DIDNT LEAVE ON MY OWN WILL.. I had nowhere else to go but with him. She doesnt have an partment anymore due to her leaving and stoping rent payments. I DIDNT run away from shit! Read correctly please. Im not the rebellious teenager type. Very responsible and security oriented. I am in the process of saving money and working on my music nd doing photoshoots to move out and pursue my music career. Where the hell do u get the impress8n that im boy crazy?
Posted by ChinkTheMONSTERPosted by The_eleventh_sign_11Did you not understand what I wrote—
Thing with saggitatians they always over exaggerate stuff..
At your age living with a boyfriend is such a bad idea, but to also choose your boyfriend over your family, you know what you need to do, dump his ass,l then go to your mum and apologise for being a brat and you were wrong and beg for forgiveness, own up to your shit instead of running away from it and getting into more shit.
Once youve wiped the slate clean get yousrlf a job, a proper education and some friends....
Find a hobby that interests you that you can spend time and energy on instead of boys.
Also join a gym, if youre gonna spend time with a guy it may as well be a hot personal trainer
My mom UP AND LEFT ME AND MY BROTHERS! I DIDNT LEAVE ON MY OWN WILL.. I had nowhere else to go but with him. She doesnt have an partment anymore due to her leaving and stoping rent payments. I DIDNT run away from shit! Read correctly please. Im not the rebellious teenager type. Very responsible and security oriented. I am in the process of saving money and working on my music nd doing photoshoots to move out and pursue my music career. Where the hell do u get the impress8n that im boy crazy?click to expand
I'm sorry you're going through all of this. Astrology can help you deal with the energies that are within you.
It doesn't determine your will though. Can you find a steady job to save up and move out.
Is there a relative who will let you stay if you can find a job and save up until you can afford an apartment. I moved out when I was 18 it not impossible to do it on your own.
Gotta have faith in yourself.
Without looking too deep, you have Uranus in the 12th square the Moon. Safe for you doesn't feel safe, even when you're in a stable relationship (romantic or platonic) you're expecting something to go wrong so its almost self-manifesting. With most Uranus aspects there is an element of rejection. You may have felt rejected by someone at a young age, or someone important to you rejected you so now you feel as if everyone will rejected you, so you project that on every relationship (romantic or platonic) that you have. Since the aspect is to the Moon its really hard for you to ever feel safe because of this reject, and its very emotionally draining. What makes it worst is that Uranus is in the 12th house, so its almost like you're self-sabotaging yourself because of an inner demon (probably because you felt abandon by someone important to you).
Then you have the Saturn sextile to your Moon and square to Venus. The square being the worse of the two. You possibly have a difficult time accepting love. You need constant proof that someone loves you, especially since Saturn and Venus are in fixed signs (which are stubborn, and it takes a lot more energy to get them on board). Saturn is also the strongest planet in your chart and its in your 1st house. You could have troubles relating to your 1st house. I wont go into it here, just read about what the 1st represents (assuming the birth time that you have in your chart is correct).
You have Moon quincunx Venus, so its difficult for you to feel loved and emotionally safe at the same time. You may be in situations were you feel emotionally safe because whatever the situation is, is stable. You know what to expect, but it may be a situation were you not feel safe (its the devil you know), and when you feel loved, you don't believe it will last so its difficult for you to let your guard down. It doesn't have to be that exact scenario, the point is that its difficult for you to feel both at the same time.
Also your Pluto is quincunx the Moon, so it may feel like you are completely helpless in life. That life is completely out of your control and there is nothing you can do to make it work.
What i just describe is you at your worst, if you feel like a victim. You have plenty of room in your chart for positive growth though. I'll give you a reading for free sometime maybe.
Then you have the Saturn sextile to your Moon and square to Venus. The square being the worse of the two. You possibly have a difficult time accepting love. You need constant proof that someone loves you, especially since Saturn and Venus are in fixed signs (which are stubborn, and it takes a lot more energy to get them on board). Saturn is also the strongest planet in your chart and its in your 1st house. You could have troubles relating to your 1st house. I wont go into it here, just read about what the 1st represents (assuming the birth time that you have in your chart is correct).
You have Moon quincunx Venus, so its difficult for you to feel loved and emotionally safe at the same time. You may be in situations were you feel emotionally safe because whatever the situation is, is stable. You know what to expect, but it may be a situation were you not feel safe (its the devil you know), and when you feel loved, you don't believe it will last so its difficult for you to let your guard down. It doesn't have to be that exact scenario, the point is that its difficult for you to feel both at the same time.
Also your Pluto is quincunx the Moon, so it may feel like you are completely helpless in life. That life is completely out of your control and there is nothing you can do to make it work.
What i just describe is you at your worst, if you feel like a victim. You have plenty of room in your chart for positive growth though. I'll give you a reading for free sometime maybe.
Posted by millert996
Without looking too deep, you have Uranus in the 12th square the Moon. Safe for you doesn't feel safe, even when you're in a stable relationship (romantic or platonic) you're expecting something to go wrong so its almost self-manifesting. With most Uranus aspects there is an element of rejection. You may have felt rejected by someone at a young age, or someone important to you rejected you so now you feel as if everyone will rejected you, so you project that on every relationship (romantic or platonic) that you have. Since the aspect is to the Moon its really hard for you to ever feel safe because of this reject, and its very emotionally draining. What makes it worst is that Uranus is in the 12th house, so its almost like you're self-sabotaging yourself because of an inner demon (probably because you felt abandon by someone important to you).
Then you have the Saturn sextile to your Moon and square to Venus. The square being the worse of the two. You possibly have a difficult time accepting love. You need constant proof that someone loves you, especially since Saturn and Venus are in fixed signs (which are stubborn, and it takes a lot more energy to get them on board). Saturn is also the strongest planet in your chart and its in your 1st house. You could have troubles relating to your 1st house. I wont go into it here, just read about what the 1st represents (assuming the birth time that you have in your chart is correct).
You have Moon quincunx Venus, so its difficult for you to feel loved and emotionally safe at the same time. You may be in situations were you feel emotionally safe because whatever the situation is, is stable. You know what to expect, but it may be a situation were you not feel safe (its the devil you know), and when you feel loved, you don't believe it will last so its difficult for you to let your guard down. It doesn't have to be that exact scenario, the point is that its difficult for you to feel both at the same time.
Also your Pluto is quincunx the Moon, so it may feel like you are completely helpless in life. That life is completely out of your control and there is nothing you can do to make it work.
What i just describe is you at your worst, if you feel like a victim. You have plenty of room in your chart for positive growth though. I'll give you a reading for free sometime maybe.
Wow, everything you said is very true. I felt rejection from my mom constantly growing up. At around 13-14 my dad moved from NY to Arizona &. My mom couldnt deal with me as a blossoming teen and sent me to live with him months later. Just to make amends with her & come back just to be kicked out, moved in with my dad's mom (that hated all my dads kids and favored her other grandchildren) to be kicked out by her violently. to move back with mom at 17. Almost a yr later my bf got an apt n swooped me to live with him
Posted by millert996
Without looking too deep, you have Uranus in the 12th square the Moon. Safe for you doesn't feel safe, even when you're in a stable relationship (romantic or platonic) you're expecting something to go wrong so its almost self-manifesting. With most Uranus aspects there is an element of rejection. You may have felt rejected by someone at a young age, or someone important to you rejected you so now you feel as if everyone will rejected you, so you project that on every relationship (romantic or platonic) that you have. Since the aspect is to the Moon its really hard for you to ever feel safe because of this reject, and its very emotionally draining. What makes it worst is that Uranus is in the 12th house, so its almost like you're self-sabotaging yourself because of an inner demon (probably because you felt abandon by someone important to you).
Then you have the Saturn sextile to your Moon and square to Venus. The square being the worse of the two. You possibly have a difficult time accepting love. You need constant proof that someone loves you, especially since Saturn and Venus are in fixed signs (which are stubborn, and it takes a lot more energy to get them on board). Saturn is also the strongest planet in your chart and its in your 1st house. You could have troubles relating to your 1st house. I wont go into it here, just read about what the 1st represents (assuming the birth time that you have in your chart is correct).
You have Moon quincunx Venus, so its difficult for you to feel loved and emotionally safe at the same time. You may be in situations were you feel emotionally safe because whatever the situation is, is stable. You know what to expect, but it may be a situation were you not feel safe (its the devil you know), and when you feel loved, you don't believe it will last so its difficult for you to let your guard down. It doesn't have to be that exact scenario, the point is that its difficult for you to feel both at the same time.
Also your Pluto is quincunx the Moon, so it may feel like you are completely helpless in life. That life is completely out of your control and there is nothing you can do to make it work.
What i just describe is you at your worst, if you feel like a victim. You have plenty of room in your chart for positive growth though. I'll give you a reading for free sometime maybe.
When I moved iin with him I was lied to, betrayed and broken down thru his actions and I stayed because I really felt he was my soulmate, that we were just young& i'd have to deal with certain issues before being completely reconstructed. It seems after almost 6 yrs with him, we have broken down our old sense of self and risen from the ashes two reborn people. My Mercury, Venus, Jupiter, Pluto in Scorpio conjuncting his Midheaven with both Ascendants in Aquarius. I would really appreciate if you could read me!
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