Why do I feel so conflicted in life? Can anyone help!?

This topic was created in the Chart Interpretation forum by KeepingItCappy03 on Tuesday, August 2, 2016 and has 8 replies.

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@KeepingItCappy03
10 Years

Hello! I was wondering if anyone could help me interpret my chart. I am a Capricorn, (born 1/3/86 at 2:54 pm if that helps), but do not feel like that sign represents me at all. I feel very conflicted in life and have always been extremely indecisive. I resonate with my Gemini ascendant quite a bit on the forefront, but have trouble identifying what is going on underneath. I'm very intense emotionally and feelings run deep, but I also seem to get bored in relationships (though I stay in them for years on end), and find myself craving/fantasizing a much deeper connection elsewhere even when in a relationship. I wonder if I will ever TRULY be happy intimately, or if I will always be tempted by the chase/desire/lust of something more. I also struggle with finances and self discipline, which typically are not Capricorn characteristics. Sorry for the long post but any insight would be GREATLY appreciated!!! Also, if anyone has any advice on what type of Signs I would be most compatible with, please share!!!

Thank you so much! Chart link and description is below ?❤️?

http://imgur.com/Z0OseWI

SUN – Cap 8 (house)

MOON – Libra 5

MERCURY – Sag 7

VENUS – Cap 8

MARS – Scorpio 6

JUPITER – Aqua 10

SATURN – Sag 6

URANUS – Sag 7

NEPTUNE – Cap 8

PLUTO – Scorp 6

TRUE NODE – Taur 12

CHIRON – Gem 1

AC - Gem

MC - Aqua

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@Greentea
10 Years1,000+ Posts

Youve received some good feedback, here is also what i see.

Indecisiveness is your libra moon, not so sure about the finances, maybe you need to be in a profession that doesn't hold your creativity back. You need to be happy in the services youre providing and with what you're doing, and then you'll stop spending money on things that provide temperary fixes. My moon is in the 12th btw.

I feel like your yearning for a deeper connection is due to your sun/venus/neptune in the 8th house, mine are also there. We have similar charts. I crave deep love because I feel you can have a simple connection with just about anyone. It's not that special really.

Yet a deep connection to me is real special since its rare and your willing to give yourself to someone and be completely vulnerable for them because you put trust in them and it's a chemical reaction you have with them technically, it's not just all in your head. I think it makes someone feel ways you could never feel on your own, or to unleash the deep enduring love that you can't give to just anyone.

But see I don't get close to a lot of people, yet I can be relatable to a lot of people. I hate superficial, surfacy things and interactions but I understand it's a part of life, and I can normally see through facades.

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@ChinkTheMONSTER
12 Years

Its your Sun conjunct Venus thtyour soul is lovecraving, in the 8th house faggedaboutit. You want intensity in your relationships and all or nothing themes are a scale for you difficult to manage in the finance area because 8th house also rules other peoples possesion that u benfit from. Libra moon, your balanced in your approachto children, lovers and atistic endeavors.. Sag mercury causes you to have an adventurous and philosophical, spiritual approach to marriage, partnerships and any commitments or legal contracts.