Odd comfort in dream

I was having a dream last night, where I got fired/quit from a job that's not mine in reality. And I also missed a doctors appointment, something I did twice in a row in the real world.

I missed the appointment in my dream because my boss had called me and asked me to come by at work, but never told me for what, so I had thought it was just drop by to have a talk. But when I got there I just got put to work, and was made to miss my doctors appointment. So I had enough and screamed at my boss and quit/got firred.

Then I was on a train, running away from everything, crying, cussing out my boss and bad things in my life.

A lady started bitching at me, telling me to be quiet, giving me attitude. I talk back to her, ask her to just stay out of my business and let me cry. We stand up and get in each others face, I'm ready to go at her and tell her to go. She begins to tickle me. I laugh and get pissed at the same time. I don't understand what's going on. I tell at her to stop.

She stops. Then starts poking me different places and say things like "this is where so and so is, and this is where so and so is" (very weird I know) . I again laugh and at the same time yell at her to stop.

She stops. And then say to me "now, are you ready for your hug now?", put her arms around me and hugs me.

I close my eyes and cry. And I tell her, that my real problem is, that I'm just so dissapointed in myself. She still hugs me and I feel this deep deep comfort in my body. A feeling I think I have only ever had once, when I was dating a cancer guy and he was spooning me. Only once in one moment.

I woke up crying.

This dream was so strange but also odly comforting. Both in the feeling it gave me i side, but also how it happened, with the fight, tickling and then comfort.

The lady sounds like it was you. You were fighting with yourself, she/your mind knew what you needed, a comforting hug and acceptance. Be gentle with yourself