Posted by ariesbeePosted by thecrazyariestaurus
Not good at all. I have a lot of anger towards her. They say cancer moons are supposed to have some of the best relationships with their mothers, but my moon is heavily afflicted. My moon squares my sun, conjuncts my mars, Chiron, and conjuncts my south node at 0 degrees. It’s also in the 11th house, so I see my friends more as family than my actual family.
My mom was going thru a lot of butter when I was growing up. My dad used to beat her, and she was extremely depressed because of it. So she didn’t really take care of us because of it. She was there and put a roof over our heads but that was it. She was never there for us emotionally, and the only emotion she showed was anger. So because of that I became an extremely hot headed, angry person who is uncomfortable with any type of affection. My brothers are the same way. She also would leave us home alone while she stayed at her bf’s every night after my dad left. So I was left to take care of 2 children everyday while I was in high school. She proceeded to marry him even though we told her we hated him. She chose him over us. I understand why she acted the way she did, but at the same time I don’t. I feel as a parent you should never ice out your kids no matter wtf you’re going thru. The worst part is she’s in complete denial over everything she did and how she made us feel. She felt like she did no wrong just because she paid for everything. She feels like she was the best mom ever lol.
I relate to this so much. My mother was a very angry person who couldn’t handle stress well. I learned that from her. It’s hard to change even though I’m aware of it.
She also felt like just because she provided for us financially, that was enough. But emotionally, she was not there. And when I brought it up to her, she made the excuse that she was stressed out. She blamed my father. I told her that’s no reason to take it out on your kids. She doesn’t think she’s a bad mother.
Are you still in contact with your mother?click to expand
Posted by HeartofIcePosted by thecrazyariestaurus
I look at all 3 for different things. They’re all very accurate imo.
So I've read that the composite chart is the chart of the relationship itself and the synastry chart is how two people relate and react to each other and stuff, but I don't know much at all about the Davison. How is it different from the other two? I've read that it's another relationship chart of the actual relationship, so it's like the composite chart, but I'm not really sure how it's different...click to expand
Posted by ImpulsvPosted by thecrazyariestaurusPosted by SjessPosted by thecrazyariestaurusPosted by Sjess
What was the nature of the breakup? If you don’t mind....
Basically we were in a long distance relationship, and would see each other every other month. He was super super clingy and I need a lot of space. I felt so smothered and full of resentment that I didn’t even break up with him clearly. I just stopped answering phone calls and texts. So it was an unofficial break up. I just cut it off cold.
Well that’s really odd. Usually I google my dreams to see what they mean. Not sure how you would google this. It was such a short relationship and you barely saw each other 🤔
It was actually a long relationship. We were together for 4 1/2 years but we just barely saw each other which made him SUPER clingy
So you ghosted
Maybe your subconscious knows it did wrong n trying to resolve in dream stateclick to expand