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Cancer
@Cancer
18 Years

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There are thrills, excitment, and love....
But once you have been torn to shreds and sewn back together too many times
there is just too much damage done for repair.


I think that I can actually say and mean it, I am completely turned off by
my recent incident with my ex libra ... I am not angry, just confused and mentally exhausted by his behavior and I am so ready to change this pattern.

I welcome all advice that anyone thinks would help. This my question should I put on a face that I am happy or that I am upset. Why do I need to do anything? because I despertly want closure from this nighmare I am in. He won't let me do that.
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exam
@exam
18 Years500+ Posts

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"Let go" , Cancer ! Very simple ! You thought you couldnt leave without the other person . You thought he/she meant the world to you . You thought you could turn the world upside down for them . You thought you could give them anything , even your soul . You thought you could silently sacrifice for love is pure and selfless . Then oneday , you looked into the mirror , wondering and asking "who is this girl ? It isnt me , I was way better than this and I deserve to be myself , not a souless person with tiring and pitiful look" . That was the result for all the illusions , the dreams in your heart , denying the cold and harsh truth that thrown at your face many times . True love isnt just excitement , thrill of the chase , electrifying moments , chemistry , lustful feelings...It's more than that and it 'll come true when you "LET GO" , it isnt the guy - he never changes , Libra , Taurus ,Virgo or any signs , he isnt the one for you , that's all . Very simple but painful lesson I know .
If you keep coming back for more , eventually you delude yourself more in the drama while the other could become resent you as well . That isnt love , that's pride , selfishness , posessiveness , wining desires . More importantly , dont ever think that playing games could feel good somehow , it only lasts for awhile .Dont become a pitiful and sad lady .Be strong and be happy by removing yourself from the drama played by both of you .

Sorry for talking way too much 🙂