Is it just me..

these last couple of months..say since May i feel like some sort of pawn. I dont feel like ive been in control of anything, but have just been thrown from pillar to post..??

Anyway, im feeling so down. I met a cap recently and (again) i've been left feeling as if im just imagining everything. Why do people insist on messing others about?? I just cant be bothered with it anymore. Im half to blame..i cant seem to distinguish between friendly banter and genuine interest (oops) but today has just been the crunch..he's just lost the chance he might have had 😢

Fucking loser..he's keeping me on a string until he decides whether or not he can get a better offer elsewhere..except i know what he's up to, lol!! Im no sucker..

Sola, you are no sucker. You are a class act. I appreciate how you always give it to us straight and I think any man worth his salt should appreciate that about you. (In other words, be yourself).

Why do people insist on messing others about?? I just cant be bothered with it anymore. Im half to blame..i cant seem to distinguish between friendly banter and genuine interest...
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Yea, I feel ya Sola. It's freaking AMAZING how much energy is wasted by not just being straight up about "whatever" to the point where its rather embittering. Give him a good kick and move on!

Thanks guys..i'm so thankful for your responses!! Hehehe, he's been tossed aside, and there's no way im going back on my decision. So, where are all those NICE men??

HAHAHAHAH! LOL, Sola - My sentiments exactly? Where are all the nice men?

If you find any..let me know!!!

Sola, YOU know where the nice men are. . .

all the nice men have been badly fckd by some bad girls and now they all live in constant fear. what a terrible condition.

Ha, the libran! Not so! No constant fear here.

Yeah..he's trying to get back in already!!! I'll consider it..when ive nothing/no-one else to do!!

Bling, you're so funny 🙂

Atom, you are a prince i can tell!! How is your Libra lady??

Well, its good when it works like that!! Meh, im not entirely in the mood for complication this weekend, so im sticking with the laydeez

How WAS you weekend, S?

Great my sweet!! Had a night out on Saturday with my friends, they are amazing ladies and yesterday i was out all day and ended up in a comedy club..my favourite place 🙂

Today i had a family lunch..it was really good too, so thanks for asking!!

Plus Cap man that im currently lusting after texted to say happy birthday..im considering that a development!!

Lucky Cappy!

I wish!! He isnt getting the hint, but it wont be long before i go all out to seduce the poor man!! Im scared as hell of him saying no..but hey, at least i'll know!

Jealous here.

Nope..no random sex for me!! Its him or it nothing!!

Atom, my sweet!! No room for jealousy..i have a special place for you always 🙂

Thanks, Sola. I can sense it. And I like it. You are a very good communicator and you know how to say thought-provoking things without the sting. I appreciate you.

I don't know if you've dated a Cap before but, IMO, they tend to be VERY serious and, as most zodiac buffs know, VERY in their work and business. The plodders that succeed. Of course, they have a fun sign too BUT don't mess around with them when talking about business or money. Cap girls, for some reason, seem to be attracted to me but I really don't like that constant business focus they have. And most Caps I know are very conservative---especially in the way they dress---so I don't know if that matters to you or not. My two cents.

Of course it matters..you?re two cents are very worthy..IMO!!

Honestly Atom, you?re going to make a girl very happy one of these days..i only hope she?ll be good enough for you...or i?ll set out to get her??!

AND how are things going w/ Mr. Cappy?

Really, I mean, how are things going with YOU?