I like pondering this periodically. I'm constantly trying to spiritually transform myself. Deriving positivity from my surrounding. Trying to be in a constant state of gratitude. I know we are all out seeking our soul’s purpose but for now instead of making myself feel bad over not finding a specific calling yet, I am just focused on achieving internal peace. This is coming from someone who had a quarter life crisis and was indecisive on which career field to change to... I was deciding a new thing every week. I felt this great pressure of needing to be something big and inspiring that possibly required further degrees/schooling. The last couple of years I been releasing myself of all that pressure and letting myself flow with the currents while making sure my mental and physical state remain well so that no matter what age I’m at, I’m ready for whatever my soul’s purpose presents itself as. Even if it means going back to school at 45!