This is not my not first topic here as i have already wrote before about my story with a Capricorn girl that i met on social media application and that i had an instant attraction to her .
We have been talking for a year now she calls me daily until it became a habit,i was always flirting with her..felt that she enjoy it that ,we talk for hours and hours,with time she started to open more and more about her life she told me everything about her past and when she talks about it she sounds sad but she never show it,so i just try to cheer her up everytime she talk and support her and make her laugh..3 months passed and i started to get attach so i asked her to meet up for the first time she refused..cuz she said she dosen't know me so i said ok,also she was telling me everything even about her sex and the guys who were hitting on her which made me jealous and told her that it bothers me when you talk abouth other guys..she answers"They are nice but i don't really care about them".i know it was on the friendzone but i was waiting for us to meet so i can see what happens...6 months later i tried again to meet her but she refused again..so i got hurt and stopped asking her...so instead i keep it talking with her until she gets super comfortable..
so last week i told her i'm coming to visit her so for the first time her answer was positive,she said "Suuuure comme! but i will meet you with a friend" i don't know why she wanted to bring a friend but i said "ok.."
Last Monday i went to meet her i took the train because she lives 4 hours a way because of vaccation..and when i meet her the chemistry was greater than it was on the phone..we were laughing.she was touching and we were playing together....until late at night i told her to come to the hotel because i was sitting alone and she brought her friend guy with her because he had no place to sleep so i said "sure"
she started to joke with her friend and all of sudden i got jealous and told her to stop that and then ignored them she said "awwww he is jealous again"
so her friend said to me "what's wrong with you?"
she said "he loves me ..." and after saying that she started to cry....explaining to me that she is having a problem commiting to guys because of her ex and past event and that i'm a nice guy and she dosen't want to hurt me then after the guy went to sleep she openend more to be ahout her past and she couldn't stop crying for like 4 hours ...so i listenend to her and i tried to cheered her as much as i can...then we went to sleep ....
as soon the guy wake up he decided to leave and she rushed to leave with him ,so i told her "hey stay it's been a year trying to meet you i have only 4 hours left before i leave so stay" but she didn't want to stay i felt that she was hiding her feelings or running from them .so i didn't force....when i left i send her a message telling her that i had a very lovely moment with her and that i want to see her lovely smile again and i don't want her to see her cry again..
I still want to try because the chemistry and connection with her is so deeep that even the blind can see it..but now she loooks so distant and alooof ..it's been 3 days and still no contacts ....
i want to keep trying cuz there is absolutely something there between us.. I'm her best friend for one year now