Wow, I get that Tiz...my last relationship was more about loving the relationship more than the person...was it the fact that I convinced myself that I was going to give the next person a chance rather than seek and wait for what I really wanted...I think it might have been so, looking back now. I don't even really know if I was "in love" or just that I wanted so desperately to be "in love"
i thought it was so at the time...