Actually, I'm just trying to make this hard decision I made to return Home to reunite with her salvageable. I really didn't appreciate her ending our romantic relationship on her terms. We had a great relationship. She admits that. She's still finds me attractive. Now I want my seat back at the table. It's more selfish on my part. I'm more feeding my ego. I find it challenging to see if I can win this situation. I was gone for 18 months and I know it broke our bond as a couple and scorpios " never go back". I feel like proving that if we wanted to it, could have worked.