And honestly I turned down a lot of women when I was gone because she was always calling and emailing and she was good to me when we were physically together in same area and I felt I needed to be loyal because I was the one that left. Knowing I stayed loyal as a Sagittarius no less and she didn't ... my Scorpio rising wants to get revenge... make her fall back for me and tell her to peace out! my sag sun/Aries moon has already started getting me past the emotional hurt. But like war machine said that might be winning the battle and losing the war. And it sucks because she really is a cool woman, she's really the only person I was close to in my whole life besides my twin brother and I know if it wasn't for the circumstances we probably be married with a kid on way like we planned but I feel betrayed. I can't let it go until I get back. I know it's petty but I couldn't stay in contact knowing she one upped me and she thinks she got away with it. We have to be even.