Okay. As I'm reading this he is sending me messages calling me his "muse." Ahem. Not a joke. This is not a drill lolll I know he even tries to contain it in front of me because he knows where I stand, but I can tell he really likes me.
On another note - It's strange. The past two guys I dated ended horribly. Not on my part either. I just have a bad "picker" truly. This guy is actually pretty great but I can't stand the thought of being in a relationship right now. Aerospace Engineer, really fun, dark edgy sense of humor, adventurous, loves art like I do, we have the same tastes in things, we get along stupidly well and laugh a lot. He's not a jerk or a freak or pushy etc etc. Honestly, he is a pretty fantastic dude. What leads me to not wanting something solid with him is age and my last couple run ins with boyfriends who ended up being freaks. He is great looking for sure, but I just want someone closer to my own age..