hey twinflamers, how is everyone doing with their tf?
hey twinflamers, how is everyone doing with their tf?
Mine just left again.
I honestly didn't hurt when he came back and left last time or before that when i tried to reach him and he rejected me, i did fall into a depression, felt like i died and experienced dark night of the soul for the first time in my life, had a miscarriage and lost our baby , drank, and ate 25lbs when he left me the first time.
I feel like I've died again ive been crying myself to sleep just feeling like the lowest of the low. To keep my sanity ive been trying to figure out what aspects make me not get over him it feels like im handcuffed to his love and the key has been melted and turned into chains on my ankles that further tie me to him.
I asked my angels
"why?" No response
"Is it karmic?" Of course.
"Why am i the one to feel the pain i bet he doesn't!! How is this fair?" He misses you more than you miss him.
" how that was possible?? And if thats true why does he do this to me? How does he handle this??!" no answer..
I honestly didn't hurt when he came back and left last time or before that when i tried to reach him and he rejected me, i did fall into a depression, felt like i died and experienced dark night of the soul for the first time in my life, had a miscarriage and lost our baby , drank, and ate 25lbs when he left me the first time.
I feel like I've died again ive been crying myself to sleep just feeling like the lowest of the low. To keep my sanity ive been trying to figure out what aspects make me not get over him it feels like im handcuffed to his love and the key has been melted and turned into chains on my ankles that further tie me to him.
I asked my angels
"why?" No response
"Is it karmic?" Of course.
"Why am i the one to feel the pain i bet he doesn't!! How is this fair?" He misses you more than you miss him.
" how that was possible?? And if thats true why does he do this to me? How does he handle this??!" no answer..
Posted by Impulsvwow, your tf is the taurus male who is married now, right?
Still learning lesson even just three minutes in this site
Looking at how over sensitive I was Ofcourse I see my side n see why but know I'm seeing his side
When him being him wounded me so much
No wonder he removed himself from me when he said I can hurt any woman but never u
All he did was hurt me.
But finally healed those childhood wounds
I hope you move on 😢
Did you try dating other men? going out more at night - we all know the singles are out at night 😉 -? mediation? active therapy? spiritual therapy?
I know exactly what you're going through, I went through it before, and the fact that you don't sound 100% better, makes me feel for you.
I'm not 100% better either but I'm at least 75% better which is wonderful!
Posted by HarleyTwinFlamewow, did these answers come to your in dreams or mediation?
Mine just left again.
I honestly didn't hurt when he came back and left last time or before that when i tried to reach him and he rejected me, i did fall into a depression, felt like i died and experienced dark night of the soul for the first time in my life, had a miscarriage and lost our baby , drank, and ate 25lbs when he left me the first time.
I feel like I've died again ive been crying myself to sleep just feeling like the lowest of the low. To keep my sanity ive been trying to figure out what aspects make me not get over him it feels like im handcuffed to his love and the key has been melted and turned into chains on my ankles that further tie me to him.
I asked my angels
"why?" No response
"Is it karmic?" Of course.
"Why am i the one to feel the pain i bet he doesn't!! How is this fair?" He misses you more than you miss him.
" how that was possible?? And if thats true why does he do this to me? How does he handle this??!" no answer..
Posted by mysteriousTaurusmeditation & prayer (which is just regular conversation to God and my angels) if i ask questions i might get answers if they feel i should hear it. Usually i get more responses from yes or no questions, yes then i get this tingle/shiver feeling. Hard to explain and i hope that doesnt sound too weirdPosted by HarleyTwinFlamewow, did these answers come to your in dreams or mediation?
Mine just left again.
I honestly didn't hurt when he came back and left last time or before that when i tried to reach him and he rejected me, i did fall into a depression, felt like i died and experienced dark night of the soul for the first time in my life, had a miscarriage and lost our baby , drank, and ate 25lbs when he left me the first time.
I feel like I've died again ive been crying myself to sleep just feeling like the lowest of the low. To keep my sanity ive been trying to figure out what aspects make me not get over him it feels like im handcuffed to his love and the key has been melted and turned into chains on my ankles that further tie me to him.
I asked my angels
"why?" No response
"Is it karmic?" Of course.
"Why am i the one to feel the pain i bet he doesn't!! How is this fair?" He misses you more than you miss him.
" how that was possible?? And if thats true why does he do this to me? How does he handle this??!" no answer..click to expand
i set mine on fire.. ... in my mind at least.
omg...
I had a dream the other night where a mutual aquaintance of both of us (who I also haven't seen or talked to in almost a year) was sitting on a bench. I was walking past her and said "hey, how are you doing!" She said, "He cared for you". I asked her what she meant and she said, "You know, "Sam". He really did care for you".
I felt peace and then woke up.
The last dream I had regarding him was at least 6 months ago and our meeting was something of a closure. Since that dream, I haven't felt any anxiety over him, or any "what if" thoughts. I've been present in my life and relationship. I had accepted the experience for what it is.
So this dream was interesting to me. Sort of just came out of nowhere.
I felt peace and then woke up.
The last dream I had regarding him was at least 6 months ago and our meeting was something of a closure. Since that dream, I haven't felt any anxiety over him, or any "what if" thoughts. I've been present in my life and relationship. I had accepted the experience for what it is.
So this dream was interesting to me. Sort of just came out of nowhere.
Posted by Impulsv
Yeah sometime healing takes place in dreams
Right now I'm sick again n this energy drains me causing my immune system to drop. I went to a physic who had me do two things to drop the block n move on
The first one I felt great
Second one I got super sad Saturday n internal battle n now I'm sick. I'm meditating n like instant karma did I'm going to him asking him to release this n the kindest way
I hope it works!
I hope so too. You have to release each other, I think. I did a lot of visualization. Mostly just affirmations of love and deep caring. Affirmation and gratitude for the experience. It helped me a lot and became less necessary to do over time.
Posted by *TF*AddictionPosted by Instantkarma
How do you know someone is your twin flame?
Short answer: it's someone who will trigger your deepest insecurities (for you to at least become aware of them) and then you have to forever hold onto the person because you were meant to be together (🙂) even though invisible forces seem to keep you apart (😢) Your twin flame makes you an addict to the emotional rollercoaster life ??click to expand
Are you making fun of these lovely ladies ? Way to go asshole.
Posted by HarleyTwinFlame
Mine just left again.
I honestly didn't hurt when he came back and left last time or before that when i tried to reach him and he rejected me, i did fall into a depression, felt like i died and experienced dark night of the soul for the first time in my life, had a miscarriage and lost our baby , drank, and ate 25lbs when he left me the first time.
I feel like I've died again ive been crying myself to sleep just feeling like the lowest of the low. To keep my sanity ive been trying to figure out what aspects make me not get over him it feels like im handcuffed to his love and the key has been melted and turned into chains on my ankles that further tie me to him.
I asked my angels
"why?" No response
"Is it karmic?" Of course.
"Why am i the one to feel the pain i bet he doesn't!! How is this fair?" He misses you more than you miss him.
" how that was possible?? And if thats true why does he do this to me? How does he handle this??!" no answer..
I can relate to ever word of this. We had 2 wonderful years then he disappeared for several months and I cried every single day until one day he called like nothing. He never even considered us apart. After another 3 wonderful years we are apart again. This time there is contact but I still feel empty every minute of every day.
He is going through major life problems and shut me out. I told him that I would hold his hand and walk beside him through hell but I guess that isn't enough.
I hope things get better for both of us. I understand what you are feeling and I know how devastating it is.
Still in separation but we've made some progress. We talked a lot of things out over the course of 2016 so far. I forgave him, and let go of the past. Right now the energies are sensitive and I feel he needs space and I'm ok with that.
I'm healing myself and I know he is too.
Even though we're not speaking, I feel good.
Lord knows, I felt like I died in the past bc of him. But I am coming to understand so much more. I am fairly new to the twin flame ideology and him and I started in separation (online) and have never met yet. But with how things happened with us over 4 years, I believe him to be my twin. But I will not officially say he is my twin until we meet.
We shall see.
I'm healing myself and I know he is too.
Even though we're not speaking, I feel good.
Lord knows, I felt like I died in the past bc of him. But I am coming to understand so much more. I am fairly new to the twin flame ideology and him and I started in separation (online) and have never met yet. But with how things happened with us over 4 years, I believe him to be my twin. But I will not officially say he is my twin until we meet.
We shall see.
I know I'm about to get shoved in the corner with a dunce cap on my head but.... I keep seeing this term. What is a twin flame?
Oh a soul mate. Yeah I'm not sure.
Posted by NemiliciousAlways love him. Definitely a favorite artist.
In between love and trying to scheme love
Who can tell what we may find
Never thought love, not get caught love
Between the magic in your eyes
And loves like women, it's cool and breezy
Never thought that love could be so easy
In between love and trying to scheme love
And in between love again
In between love and trying to scheme love
Who can tell what we may find
All this time love, I sublime love
To the feelings in my mind
Loves like women, it's cool and breezy
Never thought that love could be so easy
In between love and trying to scheme love
And in between love again
Posted by NemiliciousThe higher force is ourselves. Remember that we are souls first. And souls incarnate with other souls and plan it ahead of time. This is so we chart the lessons we wish to learn.
twin flames, soul mates etc - i find it hard to bend my mind around these concepts.
frankly spoken, i do not believe in such a thesis.
i feel that every single choice or decision one makes in life, puts you on the path you are one.
and then according to those choices, you will meet certain people along the way.
also, i am not comfortable with the thought that some higher force dictates my life?
there does not always have to be a REASON or some higher meaning as to why you meet certain people or have a relationship with them.
and also, i think there is a behaviour pattern as to why or why not some people repeat the same "mistakes" in their relationships.
You have to believe in reincarnation and everyone being a soul before you touch concepts like karma and soul relationships of any nature or else it will not make sense to you.
Essentially we are in charge of our destiny, when we connect with our higher selves we will understand
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