Battle of the sex's?!

Is it no wonder why I am so fucked up just realised why I hate.

My father has expected me to be a male with male anatomy and I am a female with female anatomy and this is why he hates me so.

I can never be what he wants me to be.

To the pc guy who wrote letters to your father, just a thought, maybe your father didnt get those letters as the postal program of australia is fucked up is very rare that anyone would get anything at anytime. The Australian Post is hard-wired by a bunch of Nazi's who fine tooth comb everything that come through their system and would think that anyone using their system of POST would realise that anything and everything you put through will be scrutinized beyond all rationality because 'they said so' or 'it's the rules' I say fuck the rules and fuck their system. NOw this is why you pc guy must remain an open mind because really your father may not even know you were born or exist and because he's always wanted a son and wished I was a son(I was but not anymore coz I can not be) and he may have been told he never had a son which was what he wanted more than anything in the world, so despite whatever you have been told by your mother and family and friends I think they've been lying to you as people always do to get what they want and to stop your father from ever knowing he has a son which is sad as well but I am here to get you to realise that your father may not have got those letters you wrote to him for what ever reason.

My mother I wish not to know at all, she sold herself out and I for one will never do that. I dont care at all for people who are like that. I think I am angry coz my mother keeps ficking everything up due to her self-conceited ways and gets everyone else to believe her instead of me which all boils down to jealousy I can do what she should have all those years ago. I am the balancer of all those people she let down all those years ago.

She got no balls, I have and just coz I am not intellectually intelligent like herself doesnt mean I am a fool. Be off with you mother I have no time anymore for such as yourself.

On another note-

Why do I even bother with such people for? As of now I have no biological father and mother they are unknown to me and will stay with me. Yes I hate them but that the way it is b/w us and it will always be like that no matter what. I still want to know who they are and what they are about and how they are etcetc and in time I will find out this out.

Yeh, funnily enough though I do hate my parents. The best thing they both have done for me was to hate me and not have anything to do with me, this has shaped me into what I am today- a FINE person- yet I look back and see they have done the right thing by me in doing this. I would not recommend this to all parents to do this to their offspring.

If they hadnt chucked me into the ocean after I was born to fend for myself and if it werent for my unending curiousity I wouldnt be hee today so somehow despite what my F&M were thinking when they made me they made it right for once in my life and really I thank god for that coz there is no other reason logic or otherwise for me being here at all. Strange things do happen just look at me. HAHAHA!

Must run in the family in my blood or something for me to be like this. So I am a truely unique individual and noone can or ever will take that away from me. They have tried and they have not succeeded and they never will either. HAHAHA!> And I am laughing all the way to yonder. FUck I love life sometimes. This feels good. Sucked in to you all, oh and ~Have a great day~ ppl's.