Hey sluts!, how are ya doin? I have been bad, but I missed you all and I hope that we can get past this all and get down with some serious hard core debating, and fun!!!!
I think we should be able to talk about anything and there should be NO editing or interference at all. We can handle it we are not whimps here at Duncan are we??!!!!
I really do care about you!! I know I will have to gain your trust back, but I can do it! OK?! I really do care about you guys and never wanted to upset you, but I had some personal reasons for what I did that didnt concern you, just one other person.
Personally I don't give a toss about how many nics you may or may not use..for whatever your reasons. I respond to a particular post..not a particualr person..so it's all relative to me.
I know thats because you and I ride horses and can relate to one another. Do you ever get an orgasim from rubbing your clit on the top of the saddle when you are posting up and down—?
I agree with you and find my own behavior unexceptable too! I will do better and think before I speak. I dont know what gets into to me sometimes, yes I do. I dont act like this anywhere else and I shouldnt here either. I have been completely out of control, sorry!
SuzyQ, OK. I can see how someone who came here almost every day could become attached to you. I used to come here every day. I got bored with it...left for awhile and then came back...
When I came back, many of the posts were well underway. If I had spoke to you everyday, maybe I wouldn't have seen such a twisted pattern.
You are very complex. I will give you that.
You often start out as a religious fanatic. If anyone challenges you, however, you become mean and vindictive...sort of against the pious personality you first displayed... Then you come back all sugary and sticky sweet... Yuck! I am not one who is fond of this personality type.
Then there is the sexual Suzy...where does she fit in with the pious personality? Seems you feel a conflict with your sexual self and your religious self. This happens a lot, because churches and religion do not embrace sexuality, as a rule...it becomes a subject they avoid... this is not always the case...when I was growing up this was not the case...we had a very forward thinking minister who made sure that sex was addressed...in particular among the teens (I was 16 when he came to our church). I do not attend organized religion services any longer...not that I am against it totally...this is something you and I have in common.
I am not against you...I still think you may need help...maybe not 'serious' help...
I think you need to introspect more.
If you want to talk about sticking a carrot up your vagina and then giving it to a horse...please talk about it elsewhere. If you think it is funny, you have a problem.
Otherwise, I can tolerate you. I may even grow fond of you. One thing I can say, your complex nature intrigues me. Just don't expect me to fall for your sticky sweetness...that will never happen.
Guess we all have our personality conflicts, eh? Phoenix and Cortica (I love them both!) And , you and I. (In this case, I love me and you love you! LOL!)
I have done all I could. I'm forgin myself from now on. I am not wasting my time trying to make a fool understand.
Your idea of love and friendship is treetrunked up!!! Your thoughts are treetrunked up and you are treetrunked up!
Yesterday you loved me; today you're hateful. What happened to the "I am proud to have you as a friend."— LOL Schitzo again, this is getting hard to deal with, but I am trying. Is that your way of showing love? Good way to screw up your kid if that is the way you operate!!! You need to just chill out and let people be the way they want to. Nobody is coming at you Star with hate or meaness. I have never done that to you. I think you are the one that needs help! If you dont like what I have to say and it is offensive to you, when you see my name on a post, DONT READ IT!!! It is simple as that. Who are you Anita Bryant, Mrs. Gore, or the hall monitor?
I have no internal conflict with my sprituality and sexuality. I am the one that is upfront with it and not hiding from it. I think that is YOUR perspecitive and coming from you, and is a reflection on YOU not ME. Yeah, I am strong in my belief, but I am human too. If I want to talk about these things, I will. Its my perrogative. All I am doing is talking; I am not doing any sexual acts; it is just talk talk! Why do you care anyway— I am not your role model, so dont put it on me. I am just like every other sinner who falls short. Just like you.
Last but not least Star, you have a very limited sense of humour and you obviously dont get mine. Nobody was going to stick a carrot up a vagina and feed it to an actual horse, fool! The pony was a term to describe my ride or a sex act.
"Otherwise, I can tolerate you. I may even grow fond of you. One thing I can say, your complex nature intrigues me. Just don't expect me to fall for your sticky sweetness...that will never happen."
Sounds like you want to treetrunk me. Ok, so does alot of people, but I dont do women.
I think I have made an effort to save any kind of friendship. After this last post, you can go your own way. Away from me. I have had it with trying to get along with you. You are cold blooded, to me you are.
And the Dylan song I wrote for you the other day, said it perfectly. Maybe I should post the whole thing.
and yeah I dropped out of high school at 15,and I didnt learn what I should have. If you were trying to hurt me, it wont work. I have been down. I have been a dope addict and alot of other things. I have come along way from there to here now, and I am proud of who I am what I have become.
I did not love you yesterday! I asked if we could be friends in a long ago post...I never said I was proud about it... Read back...yes, I perhaps do seem coldblooded to you...I am telling you what I perceive....You are the one who cannot accept it...
Go ahead and post it...if I said the word 'proud' then I said it...but, I do KNOW that there is no way it was yesterday!! LOL! I am just as tired of you as you are of me...thing is what I posted about you is sooo true!! Just read your past posts...
That goes for both men and women. I have them trying to seduce me all the time! Especially on the job and I dont know why, but they do and it bothers me too.
suzy, these men and women, are they clients? or co-workers? Just out of curiosity. I think it would bother me more if they were co-workers, if that was happening to me. Luckily I work from home on my computer (although that will change soon, we got an office)...
As a side-note, I had wished that you and Star could be friends, but I understand the opposite personality thing; just look at cortica and I--sometimes no matter what, two people just aren't going to get along, so you have to keep away from each other, although it is necessary at times to hash it out, because then at least you're both making progress as individuals--being forced to own up to what you say, etc, etc, at least cortica sometimes does that for me, of course not out of niceness but out of disliking me, but, to each her/his own 🙂
They were former co-workers, and it was highly offensive. The guys would do it even if they knew you were married or said you were. Im pretty good at alienating people if you've noticed.
I had this one girl, not really girl she had to have been in her 30's, who just wouldnt leave me alone. I finally had to just tell her to stop it and that she made me very uncomfortable. This was at work!!! An Aquarian chic! Also bosses would do this too! They would schedule me to work all their shifts with them or say very suggestive things. Im not against a little fun, but this was getting to the point where people might be talking and they certainly did around this particular job and I hated that! There was someone always wanting to knock you of your perch and backstab you going on! Glad I am out of there! This job is my dream job and nobody would act like that!
I think Cortica and Star are the same people!HAH Lets stir it up some more, that was fun! hehehe No, justkidding. I like Star, she just doesnt like me for some reason, and I cant please everyone; I can only be myself. I will just go back and re-read all the nice things she did say to me though, and then I wont feel so bad.
Some of the things she said about me were true and then alot of it I over reacted to it when I should have let the post go cold and then replied instead of the heat of the moment. After I read it again, it wasnt that insultive as the first time! Sometimes I think she knows what will hurt my feelings, and she pushes the right buttons. She knows me pretty well by now.
I dont take the time to proofread anything either. It is a very bad habit, but I wouldnt worry about it. If you ever decide to be a writer you hire people to do that boring part. All we have to do is come up with the ideas! I was told by my teacher that I go way to fast and needed to slow down. It is very bad habit. For some reason I read it after I post it and not before.HAH
Suzy, Actually, I got to thinking and I felt bad about fighting with you. (You know how to push my buttons too! LOL!) Anyway, I do know that you are a good person...so, how about we start over...so to speak. What do you say?
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I think we should be able to talk about anything and there should be NO editing or interference at all. We can handle it we are not whimps here at Duncan are we??!!!!