Abandonment

This is something that gets me everytime.

I went to send and e-mail to a friend and they are no longer there.

I never got to say good-bye!

What an empty and cold feeling.

I never will get use to it.

Makes me very sad. 😢 good night for bed and animal friends.

That is indeed sad, but I don't understand why they weren't there...what do you mean? Are they on vacation or something?

Maybe they've just blocked you from sending them emails - or did they die?

Maybe they thought they knew who you were...and then discovered they didn't...—

Cortica, can you really block e-mails? If so, how do you do it?

Star, what you do is add them to your "spam list", or there should be a link somewhere on their email where it says "block sender?" or "add this address to your blocked sender list?". I have had hotmail, yahoo and lycos email accounts, and this is how they all were.

Hi!

Its me the great one! I am back just got home and ready to rumble!HAH just kidding. Love you all though.

Mother, I know how you feel. My sweety did that to me too with the e-mailing, but now he calls me on the phone everyday instead at work. He doesnt say anything, but I can tell it is him by the vibes. Hopefully I can get a word out of him soon!!! He is so good to me and thougtful. I just love him for it!!!!
He is so thoughtful for doing that. I just love dependable sweet and quite men!! Oh, he is defintely quite!
Ok, got to run to the store, cu later alligators!

SQ, pardon me for being rude, but what do you mean he just calls you and listens on the other end? Doesn't he speak to you? How is this a relationship if he doesn't? Im confused!

Hi LG,

Nope he hasnt said a word. It may not be him but I think it is so, and this makes me very happy. I would call it a ethereal realationship, or extreme wishful thnking on my part. I am going to say something to him next time he calls.

I was being silly when I wrote the above comments but it really isnt far from the truth, and I am feeling majority of the time, lonely and scared and anxiety ridden but still manage to stay up. Still wondering why I find life amusing. What is up with me sometimes I wonder? I find people and situations amusing and am able to laugh at most every thing or I am feeling all the other things when I am alone at night or by myself.

I Dont like this feeling!

suzy QQQQQQQ, wuts wronggggg, why do you feel scared and stuff? You can tell me

Whats wrong with me? I clicked on someones homepage and saw something so disgusting I quit!

I hate all of you!

Yeah and you are plastic cheese! Phony treetrunk!

twisted.

What is going on here?

LG,

Today it is about someone on this thread who has disgusting taste in friends. I am not mentioning any names but they know who the are,SCUMbag! I think they are apart of some satanic cult. I am being totally serious too! You really cant trust anyone anymore especially over the internet!!!

I don't get it...what happened?

Urg, whose home page was it? I'd love to be so forewarned.

Suzy Q, why dont you state the names before you talk your sh**t

Good point Lena...the only one I can figure is a person I like and I see nothing satanic about it! I don't get it! Maybe my Satan antenna isn't working properly! Damn thing!!

*Ccccssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. *Static from the Satan Antenna.

Who is this person Suzi-Q? I wanna know.

LOL - do you mean when you click on Luz's name and there's a picture of a girl with a knife and an inverted cross—

ROFL - my Sa-dar seems to be working just fine!

Hmmm, must have a short in mine! LOL!

Cant you figure out anything without my help? The comment was directed at Lena and her sick friend! The friend of hers is Kandy. Look on its home page!
Follow the conversation! It is for your own good to pay attention!!!!

eeeeeewwwwwwwwww!!!

i went to the website and didn't get past the picture of someone's distended anus - so i really wouldn't know if there's anything satanic there or not.

LOL!!!!!!!!! ehm Suzy Q, that website isnt even HERS in the first place, mina probably just put that to get this kinda reaction -_-' as you can see, from the start she IS that kinda person, who wants reactions. And satanic cult? LOL OH YES!!! IM PART OF SOME RANDON ANONYMOUS SATANIC CULT WHICH I SUCK THE LIVES OUTTA PPL SO I GO TO HOROSSCOPE SITES AND PLAY VIDEO GAMES TO DO SO.--get real. Get your facts straight before you start assuming and mind you ACCUSING people who have been kind to you.

LoL.... suzy if you think that's satanic... then I'm not sure how you would react to most most recent oil painting... (morgan you know the one) =P

LOL Gwen, I think this is still a little worse.

Im glad to see someone has some sense.

Y'all aint right! That was totally uncalled for and she should have warned us.

all i have to say is F*K YOU SUZY

feel special eh? ^~

Well, you would have to ask the people that have felt me before>

*cough* ask me if i care? yeah, oh wait, that wasnt the point, lets continue, wait first off, dont try and pull of the angel facade again ok? im not falling for THAT again. I say screw you and go f*k yourself because i tried being your friend and then i get bull s**t thrown in my face so whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr bye~

I hate that kind of language!!!! and I dont like that word!

hold on one second, Lena.

Why do you talk to me like that?

What do you mean by pull some angel facade? Do you think that was necessary.

Why do we have to see stuff like that?

i dont know suzy? im not..mina? I thought it was nasty too? Is that what you want to hear? and why do i talk to you like that? hold up, WHY do YOU suzy Q, treat me like that? shouldnt it be the other way around than what you previously asked. Maybe you should look at ur past posts and try and ask the SAME question that you provoked

Errr... Suzy, I think you just pissed her off thuroughly. Do you think you might have overreacted just a little bit— I mean, You did scream that they were devil worshippers when really it was just a joke and it wasn't ment to be that bad. And Lena, I don't think Suzy really ment to be as offensive as she was either. I think this was a really big misunderstanding... Maybe an apologee is in order—

I seriously hope that I won't regret my attempt at peacemaking if angry comments turn my way. I just don't like these kinds of fights.

Er..i apologized many times and tried to be friends with her. oh durrie! look! this is the thing that YOU were talking about many times! forgiveness. I will apologize for the way i "spoke" to her, but i just feel like i dont want to care anymore.(recapping: scum bag, satanic cult, phoney f*k, digusting) OooOooh well...

Ok, that's understandable.
Suzy— Do you want to explain your rash reaction with a little less rashness—

Morgan,

I dont think so. Not when she talks to me like that!
I am always being cussed out by her. I am not having it. Everytime you get mad Lena, you go off on me the same way. Total disrespect! I did not bring up your age because of our last conflict, because that seemed to bother you. Whenever Lena, gets mad at me for telling her how I feel, she cusses me out. She can say whatever she want but I hate the disprespect, from anyone. I dont think I was overacting. I called it what it is and that is evil. What would you call it. That is exactly what the photo was designed to do. REPULSE and shock and it did.
She is mad because she knows I am right.

LOL!!!!

HAHAhAHaHAHaAHaHAa 😆 ok im done ^^

I think she's mad because of the whole "EVIL" deal, and I think you know my opinion on that, and I really don't want to talk about it because I don't feel like arguing. She didn't have to say it that way, it's true. But maybe you shouldn't let the "evil" link get you so worked up that you say something you know will offend her. If she's sensitive and has a bad temper, you should know that.

I think you need some anger management! and better friends!

lol no. Im wasnt mad about that, its cus shes pulling me into something that my friend did on her own. She put that site on her page and pulled me into it and called me names, and when i do the same ppl start asking why i did it and say that i have a foul mouth, its like ok? lol, i dont think what my friend did was "Evil" but she probably had her reasons and i stated what i thought was what she wanted to get out of it. This is so retarded hahaahahha

Buy, the way, I don't think that link was appropriate either. But I really hold to the extreme freedom of expression, and anyone who's on the internet should realize that there's not really too many laws restricting the freedom of expression. Thus I say it is the internet surfer's responsibility to expect these kinds of things. And like I said, it's because I absolutely hate sensorship. It's just granted that anything one person says is bound to offend some other person somewhere. There is no way to please anyone when it comes to opinions. REALLY NO WAY TO GET EVERYONE TO AGREE WITH YOU WHEN IT COMES TO OPINIONS, AND EVERYTHING IS AN OPINION.

Yeah, like I said to begin with, this was a giant misunderstanding. I stand by my first reaction to this, everyone needs to apologize.

This really shows how adults view teens. And this really shows the perspective of what adults think when theres "foul" words going around when teens do it. And when adults actually say some retarded things first its like "well its ok since it wasnt THAT bad and it wasnt THAT serious", its the same basic definition to what the person wanted to direct at when it comes down to it...hhaHAHAHAHahAhAhAHHAa thanx for the realization and oh yeah, im sorry for the foul words, lalalalala