I would really like the opportunity to give a man everything he needs & shower my luv on...but I always run into the wrong ones that take advantage. The guys in my age group don't know themselves,married, or lack family values & are scared of commitment. All they want to do is bang u & on 2 the next & spend ur money & use ur resources....I'm not a cheesecake so no sampling here I'm very loyal & believe no ones perfect & everyone has flaws it's just finding the person that will take you flaws and all. It's nice to have someone to travel with and do crazy stuff that u would with a best friend. I don't need multiple and I'm past the "Oh he has to be this size". Unconditional luv it's like I thrive off it bringing me balance to succeed & peace. I just hate that whoever God may send they will have missed out on my youth & my best years & get the b!tchy independent girl....with me out of love everything goes down the drain even my health. Just venting....it's this guy I really like & I kno dxp would be like really? If they found out his sign & b like U just clowned these niggaz but I really wanna give him my all but I think from his past hurt he may not trust me..I've been told guys are intimidated by me and feel I'm too good to be true thinking I must be hiding something under all the luv when truly I'm just the real deal. Celibacy is killingggggggg me but I have no other options diseases r too common...Jesus must really b my husband lol bcuz no man on earth has been worthy of taking my fathers place. So I'll stay loyal to God the bible states in the end we win....& maybe I'll be in the number of those of the fifth seal in revelation of martyrs screaming "How long, Oh Lord, Holy & True....
