Moon Square Ascendant

is a complete bitch.

Others with this aspect, do you also consistently find yourself letting too much go? (When really you're not letting it go, you're just acting like you are)
& eventually something petty pops your cork and you completely lose it?

Like flipping tables or sobbing I'm your boss's office...

I feel like such a psycho sometimes!

Do you feel like there is an inconsistency between how you act and how you really feel?

& do you think you are trying to conceal your real feelings from others, or do you think think it's *you* you're really trying to convince?

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Yes, I can't say that I freak out all the time, but I let things get to a point and then I explode. In 10th grade I walked out of my computer class after my teacher asked me a stupid question. (We had problems prior to this day that weren't worked out). I'm pretty sure all the freshman kids--now seniors, are scared of me for life. Lol.

Virgo moon square Sagittarius Ascendant.

Yeah I think my combination of Leo moon - Scorp ascendant only makes it worse because not only am I a little dramatic as it is...but I'm also pretty good at hiding my feelings and pretending I'm unphased.

So it's a complete shock to people when I blow up because they literally had no idea I felt that way.

But what I haven't figured out is why there is such a disconnect between how we feel and how it appears we feel.

Are we trying to hide feelings from people as not to appear weak...or are we trying to convince ourselves we really don't feel that way?

Or are we just handicapped alltogether? 😛

Good point.

I do agree that sometimes I don't even really know I felt that way until I blow my top and have a chance to evaluate why I snapped like that.

I guess that sort of answers my question - we aren't doing it on purpose...

Apart from the Moon squaring Ascendant.

How many people are really bluntly open about their true feelings most of the time? Sadly, I assume not the majority.

Scorpio moon square aquarius ascendant sucks..I always throughout people were just assholes and insensitive but now I'm realising my insides don't match the outside.. I'd assume I can come across as a bit aloof or detach..but that's definitely not the case. I know I can use this aspect sometimes if I'm not wanting to show weakness/emotion.. But I thought I was in control of that and quite clever that I could not 'react' to a slight or rejection. Guess I ain't so clever after all ..it would seem I am at the mercy of this placement .. For better or worse..