Posted by fishoutofwater1Yes...same here and I strive to find the middle ground. Like...I love shopping for no damn reason so then I force myself to give stuff away or contribute to a charitable cause to balance out my consumerism. Then there's being of service to others, etc. I'm possessive of my mate, but yet and still (especially recently) I'm craving an open relationship of sorts. lol It's crazy how bat shit dual I can be at times. I feel really lazy, but then I'll clean like crazy. Weird right? That's when I clean up the most...when I'm feeling my laziest...like I'm not really doing as much as I can in life. I hate to spend my money on bills, but I LOVE the satisfaction of my bills being paid. There is nothing like it in the world. I don't like to be awakened, but I love it when my loved ones wake me up for something....my oldest son used to wake me up in the middle of the night as a toddler, because he would be hungry. This was even after eating a full dinner. I would get up and cook him an entire meal all to himself and then smile at him while he at it as we sat at the table together. I mean he would get pancakes, eggs, sausage or something like that...a full on meal. If it was oatmeal, it was oatmeal with toast and sausage. He would be insanely happy and for a mother of three small kids being woken up at 1 or 2am, I'd jump right out of the bed and cook for him and not rush him through one single bite...just patiently watching him eat every bit. Crazy business.
I've noticed a lot of duality throughout my life and was wondering if anyone else has. I like deep, intellectual stuff but I still have a fake materialistic side. Also as a guy I like competition but I don't always feel the need to compete like some non Pisces I know. I always feel like I'm a walking contradiction. Anyone else feel like this?
Posted by MsTeeq1974OMG. You deserve mom of the year for the rest of your life. That's real love. 🙂 With sleep I try my best to make sure nothing can wake me unless it's an alarm or something (Usually I'll fall asleep listening to music with soundproof headphones and something to cover my eyes). I understand exactly what you mean with the cleaning. You suddenly get the drive to do something out of the blue. Relationships are the worst. Most of the time I prefer being alone cause it's too much trouble. I'm either doing too much or not doing enough. It's frustrating. I want a stable relationship but I don't want to be bored. I've dated another Pisces before and it was the most fun I had in a relationship. We broke up because of the lack of balance in her case not doing enough and in mine doing too much.Posted by fishoutofwater1Yes...same here and I strive to find the middle ground. Like...I love shopping for no damn reason so then I force myself to give stuff away or contribute to a charitable cause to balance out my consumerism. Then there's being of service to others, etc. I'm possessive of my mate, but yet and still (especially recently) I'm craving an open relationship of sorts. lol It's crazy how bat shit dual I can be at times. I feel really lazy, but then I'll clean like crazy. Weird right? That's when I clean up the most...when I'm feeling my laziest...like I'm not really doing as much as I can in life. I hate to spend my money on bills, but I LOVE the satisfaction of my bills being paid. There is nothing like it in the world. I don't like to be awakened, but I love it when my loved ones wake me up for something....my oldest son used to wake me up in the middle of the night as a toddler, because he would be hungry. This was even after eating a full dinner. I would get up and cook him an entire meal all to himself and then smile at him while he at it as we sat at the table together. I mean he would get pancakes, eggs, sausage or something like that...a full on meal. If it was oatmeal, it was oatmeal with toast and sausage. He would be insanely happy and for a mother of three small kids being woken up at 1 or 2am, I'd jump right out of the bed and cook for him and not rush him through one single bite...just patiently watching him eat every bit. Crazy business.
I've noticed a lot of duality throughout my life and was wondering if anyone else has. I like deep, intellectual stuff but I still have a fake materialistic side. Also as a guy I like competition but I don't always feel the need to compete like some non Pisces I know. I always feel like I'm a walking contradiction. Anyone else feel like this?click to expand
Posted by jukey
Yup. Yin and yang. Light and dark.
Posted by Scenic
I feel like there are many contradictions in my life. I've always pointed my finger at my venus in aries, as it's the only non-water placement in my personal planets (and all of the aspects to it are negative ones). It's mainly between the things that I want and desire. However, I have to think that all of this is normal part of being human. I would imagine there's plenty of others who would read what's in this post and think 'I agree too, but I'm not a pisces'.
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