Angiemima
@Angiemima
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I think I'm broken, and about to stab someone
lol I've missed you too, I thought you weren't on here anymore Ian!
I would like to get to know him, but I'm too much of a scardy cat, and he goes to a different college than I do. Not to mention that I get inner panic attacks when trying to contact him -_-'
I would like to get to know him, but I'm too much of a scardy cat, and he goes to a different college than I do. Not to mention that I get inner panic attacks when trying to contact him -_-'
Well, I forgot to mention he used to be my next door neighbor and we used to talk behind my house until the summer before middle school. He then moved away the second year only to come pack when we were dancing in a friend's 15th birthday party, which was high school. One of my friends hinted that she might have been the cause of him not speaking to me anymore, but I really didn't care to ask why. Meh, every time I think about it, I really do wanna stab someone.
I think I get it. . .and I'm about to do something that might help. It better or imma cry DX
An indirect question, I think. Just something simple that causes to many problems in me 😢 it's stupid
Actually it was a stupid friend request that was killing me T^T I'm such a child. I'm ashamed of my age and actions; I can't seem to grow up!
It's actually kind funny now lol
It's actually kind funny now lol
Posted by Nights22Posted by aPiscesPrincess
And it's not stupid. Feelings are never rational anyway. We just have to try to control our feelings with our logic. Sometimes it's too easy to go either extreme though.
This yes.
I also think you should get to know him. If you "dont really know him" by getting to know him you are gaining something not really losing anything...except perhaps the emotions to want to stab! 😛click to expand
the feeling of stabbing someone is just going to find another way to come out eventually lol
I blame my brothers...and the very bloody games they gave me. Killing zombies is now one of my best skills in life 🙂
Posted by periperiliciousPosted by Angiemima
I blame my brothers...and the very bloody games they gave me. Killing zombies is now one of my best skills in life 🙂
Would you happen to play Left 4 Dead or Resident Evil 5?click to expand
I think those are one of the best games, but I have no money for them 😢 I play CoD and American Mcgee's Alice.
Posted by Nights22
Yeah i sometimes get frustrated and want to hit something. Never the stabbing tho lol. Just hide the knives and get to know him. Even if youre a scardy cat you should! lol
It's hard! Well for me at least, but I will . . . try
Xbox live, but I hate it because theres too many little kids. Parents don't seem to care about their kid's sanity anymore.
Well, its not that I'm in a bad mood, I just wanna stab something for the heck of it I guess. It feels like I have no clue what to do about a certain situation and the first thing that comes to mind is to cut something. I really should just read a book -_-
😆 you guys are way violent. I'm to small to cause any actual damage to my house; that's my aries brother, he'll do something like that.
Posted by Nights22Posted by Angiemima
Well, its not that I'm in a bad mood, I just wanna stab something for the heck of it I guess. It feels like I have no clue what to do about a certain situation and the first thing that comes to mind is to cut something. I really should just read a book -_-
Shanking all gangsta like. 😛click to expand
That's what happens when you grow up in the hood 🙂
Posted by Nights22Posted by AngiemimaPosted by Nights22Posted by Angiemima
Well, its not that I'm in a bad mood, I just wanna stab something for the heck of it I guess. It feels like I have no clue what to do about a certain situation and the first thing that comes to mind is to cut something. I really should just read a book -_-
Shanking all gangsta like. 😛
That's what happens when you grow up in the hood 🙂
Candy mountain is the hood? I call BS! lolclick to expand
lol haven't you ever heard of Charlie the Unicorn and how they stole his kidney in Candy Mountain? It's true 😄
Posted by periperiliciousPosted by Angiemima
Xbox live, but I hate it because theres too many little kids. Parents don't seem to care about their kid's sanity anymore.
Switch to PC games. It's an older client base.click to expand
the only pc games that catch my attention is American Mcgee's Alice and All Art Alice; Madness Returns
Posted by Nights22Posted by AngiemimaPosted by Nights22Posted by AngiemimaPosted by Nights22Posted by Angiemima
Well, its not that I'm in a bad mood, I just wanna stab something for the heck of it I guess. It feels like I have no clue what to do about a certain situation and the first thing that comes to mind is to cut something. I really should just read a book -_-
Shanking all gangsta like. 😛
That's what happens when you grow up in the hood 🙂
Candy mountain is the hood? I call BS! lol
lol haven't you ever heard of Charlie the Unicorn and how they stole his kidney in Candy Mountain? It's true 😄
haha no. Well shit. Sounds like a hard knock place!click to expand
Sounds to me like I'm on shrooms when I read it lol
Posted by aPiscesPrincess
lol!
😆 I annoy people by saying "let's go to candy mountain, Chaaarlie" lol they say I have the voices of the retarded unicorns
Posted by periperiliciousPosted by AngiemimaPosted by periperiliciousPosted by Angiemima
Xbox live, but I hate it because theres too many little kids. Parents don't seem to care about their kid's sanity anymore.
Switch to PC games. It's an older client base.
the only pc games that catch my attention is American Mcgee's Alice and All Art Alice; Madness Returns
Let's play monopoly or tetris online 🙂click to expand
I didn't know you could play monopoly online
Posted by dreamer23Posted by Angiemima
Well, its not that I'm in a bad mood, I just wanna stab something for the heck of it I guess. It feels like I have no clue what to do about a certain situation and the first thing that comes to mind is to cut something. I really should just read a book -_-
Really? That sounds like a problem.click to expand
It's only a problem if i ACTUALLY start doing that. I end up doing the most typical thing, going off into my own little world -- and stab something imaginary there 😆
Posted by periperiliciousPosted by AngiemimaPosted by periperiliciousPosted by AngiemimaPosted by periperiliciousPosted by Angiemima
Xbox live, but I hate it because theres too many little kids. Parents don't seem to care about their kid's sanity anymore.
Switch to PC games. It's an older client base.
the only pc games that catch my attention is American Mcgee's Alice and All Art Alice; Madness Returns
Let's play monopoly or tetris online 🙂
I didn't know you could play monopoly online
Well now you know 🙂
So any time you feel frustrated, we can go pick on people and steal their properties on monopoly 😉click to expand
That's another way to view monopoly 😄 I'm in!
Posted by aPiscesPrincess
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lol >;D
😆 Nice!
One question; how do you get rid off unwanted and unclear-as-to-why emotions?
Posted by PandybearPosted by AngiemimaPosted by periperiliciousPosted by Angiemima
I blame my brothers...and the very bloody games they gave me. Killing zombies is now one of my best skills in life 🙂
Would you happen to play Left 4 Dead or Resident Evil 5?
I think those are one of the best games, but I have no money for them 😢 I play CoD and American Mcgee's Alice.
I just jizzed. dude, Alice comes out in exactly 5 daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays!! If you think waiting in line for black ops in the cold for 3 hrs was crazy.. You have no idea.. Im camping out man!click to expand
Your getting it?! I'm so freakin' jealous!!! 🦇 (is it me or is that a small bat at the end?)
re: initial post
its probably well and truly over now (i didnt bother reading all the posts) but for a pisces, it must be really horrible and difficult to deal with such emotional anguish
as a virgo and as a man, i had to tank the pain and suffering, i had to wear it
i felt i was being taken over by a ghost or becoming a ghost
horrible thoughts inhabited me and i really tried to fight them
i started to hate people and eventually hate everything
this went on for a long time because i was alone, i couldnt trust my peers because people are looking and hoping to see that i will show a sign of weakness
so i suggest if anyone is in this situation, surround yourself with reliable friends, dont do it alone. i was just lucky
why i'm not an s-class criminal? i thought to myself, the injustice done onto me, how much i detest such intention and action, how painful it was. should i propagate such hate? such malice?
i would be doing onto many what one person did to me, and if there really is or really could be someone like me to make a connection with, that person would experience what i did
in realism i'm 100% and in idealism i'm 50% so i thought if i wear such pain, if i wear such suffering, then i can stop someone else from experiencing it
the cycle of selfishness, greed, envy wont go beyond me. i'll tank to show that my previous suffering wasnt for nothing. and future catastrophes i'll also tank to stop the pain and suffering. pain and suffering wont go through these doors. just to show that this world has no more room for pain
its time virtue counter attacks sin because evil prevails when good men do nothing
dont let your pain and suffering go to waste pisces
its probably well and truly over now (i didnt bother reading all the posts) but for a pisces, it must be really horrible and difficult to deal with such emotional anguish
as a virgo and as a man, i had to tank the pain and suffering, i had to wear it
i felt i was being taken over by a ghost or becoming a ghost
horrible thoughts inhabited me and i really tried to fight them
i started to hate people and eventually hate everything
this went on for a long time because i was alone, i couldnt trust my peers because people are looking and hoping to see that i will show a sign of weakness
so i suggest if anyone is in this situation, surround yourself with reliable friends, dont do it alone. i was just lucky
why i'm not an s-class criminal? i thought to myself, the injustice done onto me, how much i detest such intention and action, how painful it was. should i propagate such hate? such malice?
i would be doing onto many what one person did to me, and if there really is or really could be someone like me to make a connection with, that person would experience what i did
in realism i'm 100% and in idealism i'm 50% so i thought if i wear such pain, if i wear such suffering, then i can stop someone else from experiencing it
the cycle of selfishness, greed, envy wont go beyond me. i'll tank to show that my previous suffering wasnt for nothing. and future catastrophes i'll also tank to stop the pain and suffering. pain and suffering wont go through these doors. just to show that this world has no more room for pain
its time virtue counter attacks sin because evil prevails when good men do nothing
dont let your pain and suffering go to waste pisces
Posted by Pandybear
Um.. Well Ive been waiting a year for its release.. So yes! 😛
the game has been trying to come out since 2006, hasn't it?
do you really know spanish or did you use the google translator?
donde esta el bano?
thats all i know haha
thats all i know haha
Get some counseling you're going nuts.
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