
Let's say if I get into a argument with my friends/parents I wont stop pushing their buttons until they explode even though I know it's coming, something inside of me keeps making me continue. A part of me knows I should stop and yet this dark evil side usually wins over and i continue to display negative behavior. I don't really know how to explain it but it's like i feed off their negative emotions somehow. Anyone else display this type of behavior? I'm a 1st decan with Pisces Moon/Sun/Mercury/Jupiter, if that helps explain my personality a little better. It frightens me though, I know one day its going to get me into alot of trouble with either my family,friends,wife, but I just cant help it.









