My Cancer boyfriend of a year and three months broke up with me last night. I lied to him about a long time ago and it has came back to hunt me. I probably deserved this but I feel besides that I have been a good woman to him and loved him like no other man. We actually live together so I must say I was getting mixed messages this morning. He still treated me like we are together we are still sleeping in the same bed but when I asked for a kiss on the way to work he said no. That was like daggers to my heart. I guess I expected to be get treated like how most exes do their ex. I text him and asked him why. He was like because I'm done with the relationship. I still love you but not enough to be in a relationship. We are friends . I feel like there is some hope then again I could just be syking myself out. Do you think he could forgive me with in three weeks before I move out? I want to apologize but I think I should wait a few days since we just broke up last night and I don't want NY apology to go on deaf ears. If he still loves me doesn't that mean I could slowly work my way back?
