church

church is pretty gay(if it's not a synonym for shitty, it shoudn't be a synonym for homosexual either). you're supposed to go there to be fed. but not the same thing over and over. not once have i heard something in church that made me stay awake, besides a stinging ass when we got home. why don't the preachers talk about revelations or the banned bible books(gospel of mary, thomas, book of enoch, apocalypse of daniel, peter, etc.)? or at least talk about why their banned. perhaps because they're so caught up in telling people to be good, they don't bother to learn every aspect of the bible. if i were a preacher, i'd never tell people to live their lives based off of an incomplete book. not to mention the dead sea scrolls. 'there's things about god we don't need to know' my ass. also, and i know this is out of nowhere, but where do we get the name 'jesus'? his birth name was yeshua since jesus isn't a jewish name, and mary and joseph were jewish. did god say 'hey! his name is jesus. none of that jewish crap.'? always confused me. that goes into mary being pure of sin, completely untainted. but jesus is said to have many brothers and sisters? strange. also, anyone know where i can read these books? and money is something that is non-existent here, so being able to read them free is i suppose what i'm requesting.