Ever feel like running away?

Especially once you've really committed to everything?

Ugghhh

I know that's a dumb question. Of course every other Sagi gets it. Just wish everyone else did.

Ya.

But seriously...if it wasn't a completely selfish and inconsiderate thing to do to those who love me...and I didn't have to explain if/when I decided to return...I'd totally just *poof*

Just say "I want to discover myself more" and poof. c:

Posted by brianafay
But seriously...if it wasn't a completely selfish and inconsiderate thing to do to those who love me...and I didn't have to explain if/when I decided to return...I'd totally just *poof*

I came to this point it was mid 2013. And I did run away, it was mid 2014. I quitted my job and reduced my contacts to minimum. Especially with my sister. She's been talking of suicide since our mother died from cancer. And I'm sick of it. Plus I'm sick of everybody who sees me and finds a usage for me or my money. I won't start a new job unless I am ok with people again.

Posted by DwellingOnMove

Posted by brianafay
But seriously......I'd totally just *poof*

I came to this point it was mid 2013...

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My thoughts:

I think I've had enough...
Cause all of my kindness, is taken for weakness


Now I'm FourFiveSeconds from wildin'
...
I swear I wish somebody would try me
Ooh, that's all I want??


Woke up an optimist, sun was shining I'm positive
...
Hold me back I'm 'bout to spaz


... you're ...
Thinkin' how could I be so selfish ... so reckless
But I just can't apologize, I hope you can understand

Posted by DwellingOnMove

Posted by DwellingOnMove

Posted by brianafay
But seriously......I'd totally just *poof*

I came to this point it was mid 2013...

My thoughts:

I think I've had enough...
Cause all of my kindness, is taken for weakness


Now I'm FourFiveSeconds from wildin'
...
I swear I wish somebody would try me
Ooh, that's all I want??


Woke up an optimist, sun was shining I'm positive
...
Hold me back I'm 'bout to spaz


... you're ...
Thinkin' how could I be so selfish ... so reckless
But I just can't apologize, I hope you can understand

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Omg isn't that an awesome song?! Sagi anthem

All this time I thought I was a fighter...turns out I can be a flighter too

Posted by brianafay
All this time I thought I was a fighter...turns out I can be a flighter too

I want to go back to my battles again but this damn Jupiter in Leo makes me stay and play.

Leo be my 9th house. And ruler of 5th house be in my 1st. I don't feel the Saturn's burdon. I'm just playing. Such a foolhardiness from me! The older the dumber.

well, as a Cat I have a strong intution on buisiness matters. I guess one of my egos knows better than all the others what I am doing now.

Posted by bnr7013

Posted by brianafay
Especially once you've really committed to everything?

Ugghhh

I know that's a dumb question. Of course every other Sagi gets it. Just wish everyone else did.

Not a dumb question. If I was rich, I would have done it a long time ago. I recently left a 10 year marriage & it was similar to just leaving my entire life behind. I'm working on switching jobs to another city right now. I'm sick of looking down at my phone and everyone always wanting something. It's my turn to be happy damnit.

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Good for you!! It takes some balls that's for sure.

I wish I were more like my Aqua sister. She's always done whatever the f she wants