Fuckin Scorpio Asshole

I will admit it.
I still love him.

I think about him more and more...
"We" broke up 2 years ago. I get nervous when I think about our Kisses. He made me smile.
That little manipulative sissy boy. Damn. But I should never tell anything.
Why can't I just kiss him and hold him in my arms?
Fuck...
I don't wanna think about this guy anymore.... But I love him. FUCKIN HELL!!! I DONT WANT TO!
fucking scorpios..

I did everything to forget him. There is nothing in this world that could make me forget him.
I really tried everything. The most extreme thing I did was taking drugs. I wanted to forget my feelings for him.
But I can't. And all these other guys, they give me nothing. Only one stare from him would give me the best feeling in the world. But I know its over forever. so what. fucking shit. its not worth it. scorpios are assholes. sissy bitches. Oh god how do I hate them but I just cant stop loving him. I hope he is still single. I would kill that other chick,
but I think he is riding horses and plays with his 14 water turtles.

water turtles are fucking gay.
are you trying to make fun of me or something?
he is fucking gay. riding horses with 24? he wrote in fb a couple of months ago that his animals are grateful. not like me.
blah I already told you that rock.

oh and @Salt

I know how manipulative people are.
And I already almost fucked up my whole life because of him. I almost went to jail.
That Drug thing was in September 2011. I almost died.
I'm not constantly thinking about him, I live my life, its ok.
I just miss him and I dont know why. And when I think about it I still love him.
I already moved on, I'm ok with my life. It's ok. I just really miss him. And that bothers me.
I dont know if he misses me. I can't rememeber the last time I saw him. I will be obsessed with my all my life.
the abortion, the... I dont wanna tell everything, I already told to much.
scorpio motherfuckers forever. fuck them. fuck them all. fuck love. fuck it.

And You should shut the Fuck up.

I don't know why you're thinking you know this situation better then me. Because you dont.

You have no fucking idea, so just give up. Fucking shit, That was not the reason for making this thread.
I dont need that bullshit from anyone.

Its quite funny that you think you're oh so smart. You think you're telling me things that I don't know already? Please.
That's not the case. If there is anyone in here with knowledge about manipulative asshole scorpios... and the consequences of such a relationship... I'm one of those girls for sure. I know what I'm talking about. I'm not a little girl whining and crying because her boo left her. Please. I'm not that ridicolos.

Posted by SaltMistakenedAsSugar
Con artists. It's what they are good at. For the most part, they're fake. You see it on here all the time.

LOLOLOLOL

why do I love him so much...

Yes, we had alot problems and alot miscommunications....
but I want him the way he is! I want him as crazy as he is! I want him as that manipulative borderline sissy bitch he is.
I know it would be hard, and I know we would fight alot.
But it would be ok, because I love him so much. It was always a hate - love relationship.
Yes, the sex was great.. more than that ! 😄 But it was great because we truly loved each other, right?
I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him....

damn.. why is this is so hard?...

There where times when it was like in a dream. I never trusted anyone like I trusted him. I know everything about him, and he knows everything about me.
I know I did alot mistakes. I should've been myself. I tried to change and I tried to change him, but that was bullshit.

I dont know if he still loves me. I dont know anything. All I know is, that I tried to fall in love with several guys and it wasn't that good. because they all are nothing to me.

He never talked to me or explained why. he never said sorry. nothing. it just stopped in august 2010 and then it became war.

And yes, the bad stuff pisses me off. And it would go on my nerves. And we would fight like crazy.
But I still love him. its not just about the sex.
Its about the feeling I have when I think about him.
Its about trusting someone 100%
omg....
I hate to sound like a little fucking girl.

Are you fucking serious? Therapy?
Are you kidding me? LOL
You aint got no Idea what you are talking about. What are you, a fucking scorpio?
I only can laugh about your fucking bullshit. You only write shit.
LOL. therapy. good one ^^

do me a favor and shut the fuck up if you dont know what I'm talking about.

issues with letting go MY ASS

Fuck you seriously, this is ridicolos.

TREETRUNKIN SCORPIO MARKERS! ALL NEED TO BURN IN HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Yes? 🙂

Yeah baby!—

you could be feeling that you still love him because it ended so suddenly, or because you still have so many unanswered questions about his thoughts ect. thats how i can be. took me a while to realize how crazy i was for not just getting over it.

Posted by DG
Wynter is a guy.....

Fuck you, you stupid cunt.

Posted by DazedScorp

Posted by DG
I'm not a Scorpio either, Scorpio Mooner, which is worse!!

False.

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i dunno, id rather date a scorpio sun than a scorpio moon. the moon is just too jacked up. there is no outlet or filter for the emotional response. at least the sun has an emotional filter to soften things.

Posted by westside
you could be feeling that you still love him because it ended so suddenly, or because you still have so many unanswered questions about his thoughts ect. thats how i can be. took me a while to realize how crazy i was for not just getting over it.

good advice

Posted by Sutekh

Posted by DazedScorp

Posted by DMV

Posted by DazedScorp

Posted by DG
I'm not a Scorpio either, Scorpio Mooner, which is worse!!

False.

i dunno, id rather date a scorpio sun than a scorpio moon. the moon is just too jacked up. there is no outlet or filter for the emotional response. at least the sun has an emotional filter to soften things.

I think one Hades moon is just as difficult to control as the next... Just sayin'

Moon in Scorpio is in fall because it represses emotions though. Moon-square,moon opposite pluto is known for blowing up.

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id rather take on a moon/pluto aspect or moon in the 8th, than a lunar scorp neday. just knowing how i am and my moon is in the 5th.

one thing i hate is when people tell me to get over something. sorry if my speed isnt as quick as yours.

beccy, take all the time you need. i am a strong believer in that time heals all wounds. but everyones clock is different.

from my interactions with moon/plutos. id rather be in a relationship with them, than another lunar scorp. i want someone to be more open with their feelings instead of repressing them for months, years, decades. at least with the aspected moon, there going to react. please, please blow up on me. i like that shit.

yes i know. ive been the recipient of your paranoid quick trigger finger.

lolAwww! Pet that kitty! Pet that kitty right now!! 😢

omg....love that last one.

Posted by Rockthenerds

Posted by Wynter
lolAwww! Pet that kitty! Pet that kitty right now!! 😢

Oh shit that was @ dmv... Just saw a sad cat face thought it was an emergency...My bad guys :\

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Lol...nooooooo! You're a hero! 😛🙂

that gif explains exactly how cats are smarter than dogs

lmao. now that is hilarious!

Posted by Wynter


Yes? 🙂

UR MUR GURDDDD! That is so fucking cute!!!!

Ok lets cut to the chase and get down to brass tax...How much for the ape? Haha just kidding.

Why exactly did you almost go to jail Eis? For this guy? Over what?

Posted by DG

Posted by Sutekh
GET OVER IT

*runs and hides*

Runs and Hides? Seriously? I thought you had some conviction! *smh*

Hey, my post came from a place of truth. I don't have a problem with anything I posted, if others did, well, to fucking bad!...her reaction was less than tasteful but I didn't expect anything less.

If she wants to cry a river for two more years, "knock yourself out honey", is all I have to say about that.

🙂

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naw, he was talking to me being a saggi smarty pants

Who do you think is the most repressed with their emotions, open with their emotions, and blows up the most?

the roommate who gets her menstrual cycle

Posted by DazedScorp

Posted by DMV
Who do you think is the most repressed with their emotions, open with their emotions, and blows up the most?

the roommate who gets her menstrual cycle

Believe me when I say...

That if you lived in this house, you would think the two Scorp males had bigger vaginas than the Leo woman.

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Sounds about right honestly.

Which Scorp male has the bigger vagina...the Scorp moon or the Leo moon? 🙂

Yea we fire moons are dramatic as hell but still cooler than you 😛

are you sure that you're not so frustrated with him that you are having false feelings for him?

Who deleted?

Ah..never mind. domino deleted

Why are you messing up my fucking thread with your fucking bullshit?
I dont give a flying fuck about your charts.

DG - FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!
My Mom is a Scorpio Moon and I hope she fucking burns in hell, that coldhearted Bitch! She never was a mother.
So Shut up telling me something about My Ex because YOU DONT KNOW SHIT!

You all think I'm a little girl crying over a fucking faggot?
He destroyed my Life, I almost died and I'd rather die than to live my fucking messed up Life.
Some of you know the story a bit. You can't imagine what happenend between us.
I'm not a fucking whiny bitch. SO FUCK YOU IF YOU THINK SO!
Im a strong woman and I know what I want.
And ROCKTHENERDS FUCK YOU FOR MAKING FUN OF ME
Fuck you all.
Thats all I have to say.

I know I 'll always love and hate him at the same time.
And I thought I could talk about it in here, honestly. About my feelings.
But all you little motherfuckers do is putting me down and making fun of me.


I dont need this bullshit.

Posted by Xin
Ok lets cut to the chase and get down to brass tax...How much for the ape? Haha just kidding.

Why exactly did you almost go to jail Eis? For this guy? Over what?

It's complicated. We had 2 Car accidents where he almost killed us.
In court he said it was all my fault.
Then he copied mails from the internet / his mother and sued me.
for insulting etc.
when I was pregnant.
His mother wanted me to have an abortion too. I never had the chance to talk to him.
She hates me more than anything and laughed at me in court....
I had to take responsibility for everything we both did.
He almost killed a guy in MY appartment, where he also broke my door.
I had to pay for it. He cut hisself with a knife in front of my eyes, called the police and said
I attacked him with a knife. jokes like that.

Posted by Rockthenerds
EIS why don't you just let his snake bite you, if you survive you can call him out on his bs and he will feel inferior to your passion. Then you'll prove that you love him more than his animals do..

You know what just shut your fucking mouth.
You think youre funny? You're not.

I think its quite interesting.... scorpio's double standards.
They are allowed to love someone "forever" to have "heartache" and feel bad.
They are allowed to obsess about someone, chase someone, whatever.
They shut out the whole world and they are so fucking selfish. Its all about them and what THEY FEEL

BUT WHAT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE?
We have feelings too, motherfuckers.
You want something you cant have, If you have it, you will destroy it.
Fuck this bullshit.

Sometimes I wonder if he thinks about me too....
If he misses me.. If he loves me..
Im not even allowed to call him.. his mother would call the police.
I cant do anything. I dont want to love him, but I do.
And by the way, this is not my only fucking topic. I have alot more in life that this.
I have goals in my Life. And I will reach them.
I just thought I could share my thoughts in here. But its not allowed to show some "WEAKNESS"
FUCK YOU ALL SERIOUSLY

Fuck them scorpios. sissy whiny bitches. selfish bastards.

Posted by westside
you could be feeling that you still love him because it ended so suddenly, or because you still have so many unanswered questions about his thoughts ect. thats how i can be. took me a while to realize how crazy i was for not just getting over it.

That could be right too....

damn beckster

but even though he's gone he's still controlling you through you're anger

Posted by Samiamascorpio
EISREGEN, I remember you posted on my other thread about Venus in Scorpio and stalking.

I dated a Sagg once, I didn't read your whole thread yet to be honest but when you said you called him sissy boy that brought back memories. I called my ex Sagg that as his request. Although we are not together now we did see each other a few weeks ago and he immediately said he still feels the same for me, and admittedly I do for him as well, and its hard because we were not just lovers but the best of friends.

When it's over a piece of you is missing and I hate to say it but it always will be. I really feel for you, after reading what you wrote in my thread I can relate and have sympathy for your feelings.

I sometimes wonder if we will ever get together again, but our biggest difference has always been he looks to the future and I live in the now.


Idk if this helps see the other side at all for you, I hope so

Thank you very much 🙂

Yes, that makes it even harder. We also were best friends... always laughed.
he looks to the future and I live in the now

Ok what's this thing about Venus in Scorpio and stalking?

Why are you so sure that he won't come back?
He is online all the time. I never write anything, but we all know, scorpios do everything for a reason.
Who knows whats going to happen. He's not having a girlfriend, so thats a good thing for sure.

I just love him. This is true love.

You are so fake. First you like me, then I tell what I feel and you start to hate me.
I liked you too, but you are making fun of me and you are disrespecting.
I never said anything about your girlfriend. I was always respectful.
So why do you talk to me like that? Who gives you the fucking right?
I don't.

And Yes its normal, considering the fact that he left me all alone when I was pregnant and his mother basically
forced me to have an abortion. If he would've been by my side, then I guess... we would be parents now..
I never felt this much love for any person in this world.
and although I hate him, I love him as much. Because I think, he still has a good heart.
And I'm just sorry I couldn't safe him. Every night.. I imagine him laying in my bed. I had fun tonight, going out, drinking, it was awesome! But I would like to come home and give him a kiss

He is ugly for everyone.. and stupid. mamas boy. but for me, he is beautiful-. whatever.
no one in here even cares. fuck you all

Posted by EISREGEN


I just love him.

Spot the fuck on!!!!! Seriously. You(generally)just love that person. Doesn't have to be a logical explanation behind it. It just is...

Posted by IntriguedScorp
Why do I always want to scream at Fire signs? *tears hair out*

😉...Why do I always want to medicate Water signs? "Looks for prescription pad"

Crazy love has a way of repeating itself. It'd be stupid to think it wouldn't happen again.


How many stupid other bitches talk about how " oh I'm never gonna take him back, or never again with him, I won't talk to him, I moved on " than is what the next thing they are fucking doing?


Becca admits she is still in love and not trying to pretend anything else and her actions fit what she says un like anyone else. Clearly she is the only honest person that I have read about these sitautions.



Sags say it. Just the way it is.



I hear you becs 🙂

Posted by Sag89
Crazy love has a way of repeating itself. It'd be stupid to think it wouldn't happen again.


How many stupid other bitches talk about how " oh I'm never gonna take him back, or never again with him, I won't talk to him, I moved on " than is what the next thing they are fucking doing?


Becca admits she is still in love and not trying to pretend anything else and her actions fit what she says un like anyone else. Clearly she is the only honest person that I have read about these sitautions.



Sags say it. Just the way it is.



I hear you becs 🙂

Oh thank you so so much sweetheart!!!!

🙂)))
thank you for your kind words!