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Fuckin Scorpio Asshole (Page 2)
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He wanted to kill me and hisself several times. (with a knife, with the car (accidents) with the axe etc.
I almost died several times - 3 times. (drugs + alcohol - coma )
You wanna know the whole fucking truth?
I was pregnant twice. I regret it now, but his mother made my life a living hell.
Death was all around us.
There was alot of blood in our relationship. I believe it fucked up our lives forever.
I'm not the girl I was before. I'm only as agressive as I was before, but not as happy.
I dont believe we are evil people. I dont believe he is just a bad person.
I believe we both were just young people who wanted to be loved and give love as well.
I will never ever love someone that much. I know I said it so many times, it gets on my nerves too but I can't stop it.
I'm not obsessed with him or us in a sick/bad/stalking way. I want him to be happy and I want him to heal.
I have to pay for everything everday of my life. I'm on probation due to the things his family said about me in court.
Scorpios, if you cant handle what I say, then basically fuck you and fuck off.
I never was interested in them in any way. I didn't know he was a scorpio for 6 months.
He was the reason I started to get into astrology for real. And I dont think I'd ever dated a scorpio if he
didnt come off as such a sweet and innocent guy - cancer ascendant + pisces moon.
He's online all the time. I dont know what he's planning. maybe its his mother.. he's online with his phone.
You know that feeling, when you just feel that you belong to that person?
I hate him. I hate him so much.
scorpios are cold bastards when they feel like they are on top.
but they are fucking not.
I almost died several times - 3 times. (drugs + alcohol - coma )
You wanna know the whole fucking truth?
I was pregnant twice. I regret it now, but his mother made my life a living hell.
Death was all around us.
There was alot of blood in our relationship. I believe it fucked up our lives forever.
I'm not the girl I was before. I'm only as agressive as I was before, but not as happy.
I dont believe we are evil people. I dont believe he is just a bad person.
I believe we both were just young people who wanted to be loved and give love as well.
I will never ever love someone that much. I know I said it so many times, it gets on my nerves too but I can't stop it.
I'm not obsessed with him or us in a sick/bad/stalking way. I want him to be happy and I want him to heal.
I have to pay for everything everday of my life. I'm on probation due to the things his family said about me in court.
Scorpios, if you cant handle what I say, then basically fuck you and fuck off.
I never was interested in them in any way. I didn't know he was a scorpio for 6 months.
He was the reason I started to get into astrology for real. And I dont think I'd ever dated a scorpio if he
didnt come off as such a sweet and innocent guy - cancer ascendant + pisces moon.
He's online all the time. I dont know what he's planning. maybe its his mother.. he's online with his phone.
You know that feeling, when you just feel that you belong to that person?
I hate him. I hate him so much.
scorpios are cold bastards when they feel like they are on top.
but they are fucking not.
Honestly, what kind of responses did you expect to get? If you vent on an internet message board you're going to get different types of responses, and yes..many of those you wont exactly like, get over it.
And yeah we get it, you love him and hate him. Do you have to repeat your life story 100 times?
And yes, move the fuck on, you pride yourself on how cool your Aries moon is, but what kind of Aries mooner are you to be stuck on the same miserable emotional state for 2 years? You sound more like a Scorpio moon to me.
And yeah we get it, you love him and hate him. Do you have to repeat your life story 100 times?
And yes, move the fuck on, you pride yourself on how cool your Aries moon is, but what kind of Aries mooner are you to be stuck on the same miserable emotional state for 2 years? You sound more like a Scorpio moon to me.
You can spew your Mars in Gemini Verbal Diarrhea all over me if you want, like you did to others, but I dont need to post on this thread anymore, I said what I wanted to say.
Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
Honestly, what kind of responses did you expect to get? If you vent on an internet message board you're going to get different types of responses, and yes..many of those you wont exactly like, get over it.
And yeah we get it, you love him and hate him. Do you have to repeat your life story 100 times?
And yes, move the fuck on, you pride yourself on how cool your Aries moon is, but what kind of Aries mooner are you to be stuck on the same miserable emotional state for 2 years? You sound more like a Scorpio moon to me.
lol.
I am going to go out on a limb here but reading all this. I believe you are obsessed with a very, very toxic person. Regardless if he is a Scorpio or not you are under his spell. And I get that you think you aren't crazy/obsessed with this guy but here you are on a board talking about him. I mean this in the nicest way possible but I think you need to see a therapist about this. Because just reading it in your tone and the words you use just makes it look like you are off your rocker. And you should have known better a Scorpio with a Cancer ascendant and a Pisces moon? Are you insane? That's like the WORST combo ever. And im not surprised he dragged his mom into it seeing his Cancer ascendant. I think its time for you to move on and stop living in the past and blaming other Scorpio's for something HE did. Regardless of his sign, the guy is just NOT good for you.
Listen people, you are all wrong. I'm not sick, I dont need a fucking therapist and I dont blame anyone for what happened so shut the fuck up.
Scorpios are allowed to have a attitude like that, but I dont?
Fuck it.
You know what, you know shit. That Cancer Ascendant has nothing to do with his freakin Mother. She is just fuckin sick. (Taurus with Leo Moon and Leo Ascendant + Mars in the First - She is the Devil man)
Am I Insane? Um, NO. I should have known better? Um, I fell in Love with him, his Personality not with his Chart LMAO
...
And I'm just trying to analyze this situation and get through with it, thats all.
All you people in here dont know shit about what I've been through so stop talking to me like I'm a fucking stupid little girl.
And Hell YEAH Aries Mooners are cool! Thats why I'm still alive although alot people tried to kill me ( My Stepfather tried to kill me too) But I'm still strong and doing what the fuck I want. And that is the strength of the Aries Moon.
No matter what is happening to us, we keep going on, and there is no one and nothing that can stop us in believing in ourselves.
I love my Gemini Mars and my Mercury in the First House, its part of myself, if you dont like it, get outta here.
And yeah we get it, you love him and hate him. Do you have to repeat your life story 100 times?
Well, seems so. I can say what the fuck I want.
I mean, what the hell are you doing in here, in my fucking thread when you dont like it?
Then just discuss Aliens or whatever. But dont get on my fuckin nerves.
I'm trying to figure this situation out and here are some people who talk to me / are interested
on a different level and that is really cool. Cuz Im also interested in them and what they have to say.
But as long as you dont respect me I wont respect you.
Simple as that.
but what kind of Aries mooner are you to be stuck on the same miserable emotional state for 2 years?
See, thats what Im taking about. You just dont get it.
Im not in the same fucking emotional state.
You are way to simple to understand, as it seems.
You dont get what Im saying.
Scorpios are allowed to have a attitude like that, but I dont?
Fuck it.
You know what, you know shit. That Cancer Ascendant has nothing to do with his freakin Mother. She is just fuckin sick. (Taurus with Leo Moon and Leo Ascendant + Mars in the First - She is the Devil man)
Am I Insane? Um, NO. I should have known better? Um, I fell in Love with him, his Personality not with his Chart LMAO
...
And I'm just trying to analyze this situation and get through with it, thats all.
All you people in here dont know shit about what I've been through so stop talking to me like I'm a fucking stupid little girl.
And Hell YEAH Aries Mooners are cool! Thats why I'm still alive although alot people tried to kill me ( My Stepfather tried to kill me too) But I'm still strong and doing what the fuck I want. And that is the strength of the Aries Moon.
No matter what is happening to us, we keep going on, and there is no one and nothing that can stop us in believing in ourselves.
I love my Gemini Mars and my Mercury in the First House, its part of myself, if you dont like it, get outta here.
And yeah we get it, you love him and hate him. Do you have to repeat your life story 100 times?
Well, seems so. I can say what the fuck I want.
I mean, what the hell are you doing in here, in my fucking thread when you dont like it?
Then just discuss Aliens or whatever. But dont get on my fuckin nerves.
I'm trying to figure this situation out and here are some people who talk to me / are interested
on a different level and that is really cool. Cuz Im also interested in them and what they have to say.
But as long as you dont respect me I wont respect you.
Simple as that.
but what kind of Aries mooner are you to be stuck on the same miserable emotional state for 2 years?
See, thats what Im taking about. You just dont get it.
Im not in the same fucking emotional state.
You are way to simple to understand, as it seems.
You dont get what Im saying.
Living in the Past, yeah right. Damn, is this Sag board only for dumb people?
Im not living in the fucking past, I try to understand and analyze this situation and it has nothing to do with living in the past.
If you dont understand your past and learn from it, you wont be able to create a right future for yourself.
Im not living in the fucking past, I try to understand and analyze this situation and it has nothing to do with living in the past.
If you dont understand your past and learn from it, you wont be able to create a right future for yourself.
OMG you are a virgo, no wonder you dont understand anything. They think they are the shit, they are so smart and they are so perfect and they have the right to critize everyone. oh yeah.
Therapy isn't necessarily just for fucked up people, it's a way to get REAL understanding, to make sense of things. Although you sound like you are BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder/Codependent) which could be why you're being advised to get some help but truly you may not be any of those things, maybe you are just having problems with sorting out your own truth about the relationship, it's not easy and I can empathize with how you feel.
Sometimes it's just best to go back to he scene of the crime (the very beginning) then slowly work your way into the middle of the relationship when things turned toxic and then sort out the end until you understand it all, write down all the good and all the bad and weigh it all out, sometimes seeing it on paper can help you sort out how toxic the relationship is/was and to accept it was a part of your life were you experienced growth, pain, hurt, love, you experienced it all and that's not easy to just get over.
Medicating is not the answer unless it's from a Physician/Psychotherapist, something I've witnessed through helping other women is that you may be experiencing PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and you also could be experiencing signs of having Stockholme Syndrome along with high levels of anxiety and depression, yes being in these stressful feelings can make you feel like you still love the guy because stress releases CORTISOL when really it's the body attempting to help you push out/express the pain so you can move on but if you continue believing it's love that you're feeling then you may never be able to let it go so in this case a therapist really could help you sort yourself out and even prescribe medication to help your mind and body deal with the trauma better, you gotta get the stress and trauma out of your body for you to KNOW what's going on inside of you.
Cortisol being released in the body has effects on the body/brain, gives you a quick burst of energy for survival reasons
Heightened memory functions, a burst of increased immunity, lower sensitivity to pain, helps maintain homeostasis in the body, what you're feeling is not HEALTHY on your body and it's important you get help to BALANCE your cortisol levels so you won't keep going back to the relationship to get stress relief to a situation that's been over for years.
Sometimes it's just best to go back to he scene of the crime (the very beginning) then slowly work your way into the middle of the relationship when things turned toxic and then sort out the end until you understand it all, write down all the good and all the bad and weigh it all out, sometimes seeing it on paper can help you sort out how toxic the relationship is/was and to accept it was a part of your life were you experienced growth, pain, hurt, love, you experienced it all and that's not easy to just get over.
Medicating is not the answer unless it's from a Physician/Psychotherapist, something I've witnessed through helping other women is that you may be experiencing PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and you also could be experiencing signs of having Stockholme Syndrome along with high levels of anxiety and depression, yes being in these stressful feelings can make you feel like you still love the guy because stress releases CORTISOL when really it's the body attempting to help you push out/express the pain so you can move on but if you continue believing it's love that you're feeling then you may never be able to let it go so in this case a therapist really could help you sort yourself out and even prescribe medication to help your mind and body deal with the trauma better, you gotta get the stress and trauma out of your body for you to KNOW what's going on inside of you.
Cortisol being released in the body has effects on the body/brain, gives you a quick burst of energy for survival reasons
Heightened memory functions, a burst of increased immunity, lower sensitivity to pain, helps maintain homeostasis in the body, what you're feeling is not HEALTHY on your body and it's important you get help to BALANCE your cortisol levels so you won't keep going back to the relationship to get stress relief to a situation that's been over for years.
He was a extreme BPD, even cut hisself in front of me ( he was sitting in the car, closed the doors and started to cut his arms)
I thought I could "help" him... well big mistake. You can't safe another person. Im not his sick evil mother who abused him emotionally and fucked him up.
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
I thought about that for a long time. Sometimes you'll have Flashback's... Then everythings come back in your head, the blood, the police, the hospital.. but its not that bad anymore like it was 2 years ago. the most fucked up year was 2010 for sure.
But Im no BPD, he is seriously the only man who makes me emotional/aggressive like that. I mean I have a temper but really... you know what I mean^^
I thought I could "help" him... well big mistake. You can't safe another person. Im not his sick evil mother who abused him emotionally and fucked him up.
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
I thought about that for a long time. Sometimes you'll have Flashback's... Then everythings come back in your head, the blood, the police, the hospital.. but its not that bad anymore like it was 2 years ago. the most fucked up year was 2010 for sure.
But Im no BPD, he is seriously the only man who makes me emotional/aggressive like that. I mean I have a temper but really... you know what I mean^^
Yes I know exactly what you mean, but here's the thing, you went through something traumatic, you created a trauma bond with him and that has to be broken, I'm not going to sit here and say you're not in love or feeling love for him of course you do but I question the extremes you are going through because you are the one coming across BPD and that could be a side effect to being EXPOSED to that kind of pathological behavior.
I also believe how you feel is a bit misguided and misunderstood by you so how you express your feelings comes across unhealthy/not normal, when you see a person cut himself and do all kinds of horrible things to himself a bond is created, a very strong trauma bond and it can only be broken by you, you have to get help to ensure you are not suffering with PTSD/Depression/Stockholme Syndrome/Anxiety disorders, you gotta get that in check first and then most likely you won't feel so in love anymore or you can continue on doing what you're doing but I don't really see the benefit in not getting help but I'm not you so I can't really judge the path your on, I do wish you well and I hope things get better for you.
Google trauma bond which can explain how you a woman or a man can be linked to a person that's dangerous and/or unhealthy. An addiction has been formed and you most find a way to purge and heal or you'll continue to associate love onto an unhealthy bond you shared with him.
Maybe I'm way off with this but whatever the case I wish you light that can guide you through sorting it all out.
I also believe how you feel is a bit misguided and misunderstood by you so how you express your feelings comes across unhealthy/not normal, when you see a person cut himself and do all kinds of horrible things to himself a bond is created, a very strong trauma bond and it can only be broken by you, you have to get help to ensure you are not suffering with PTSD/Depression/Stockholme Syndrome/Anxiety disorders, you gotta get that in check first and then most likely you won't feel so in love anymore or you can continue on doing what you're doing but I don't really see the benefit in not getting help but I'm not you so I can't really judge the path your on, I do wish you well and I hope things get better for you.
Google trauma bond which can explain how you a woman or a man can be linked to a person that's dangerous and/or unhealthy. An addiction has been formed and you most find a way to purge and heal or you'll continue to associate love onto an unhealthy bond you shared with him.
Maybe I'm way off with this but whatever the case I wish you light that can guide you through sorting it all out.
I just wanted to say. I believe Sags and Scorps are just not made for each other. It is the most fucked up and most beautiful experience. But at the end of the day.... to quote my ex.. " We live in different worlds "... I thought I could build a bridge between us and our Lifes. I thought I could do everything different, I always have to do the opposite of what people expect. I thought I could prove them wrong. But I didn't. No, not only did I prove that they were right.
I also showed them the worst - case - scenario.
Iam deeply fascinated and disgusted by the scorpion way of seeing this Life. I hate them and I adore them.
I believe in Destiny and I belive this is part of my own Lesson. I guess I only come off as a very aggressive and simple person, but I'm not. Im going through alot right now, and that affects the way I present myself.
I belive we still have a connection, somehow... I had a near - death - experience when I was in coma and he was there like an angel. Could you believe that? I dont see myself as romantic or cheesy, not at all.
I know I'll never have another relationship this deep. That was it. This is what happens when you try to change your world.
But you can't escape from the reality. and thats what we did. I dont know whats going to happen in the future, and I wont manipulate anything. I just hope I can look in his eyes for once again.. before I die.
omg... haha.xD
I'm a crazy ass bitch xD
I also showed them the worst - case - scenario.
Iam deeply fascinated and disgusted by the scorpion way of seeing this Life. I hate them and I adore them.
I believe in Destiny and I belive this is part of my own Lesson. I guess I only come off as a very aggressive and simple person, but I'm not. Im going through alot right now, and that affects the way I present myself.
I belive we still have a connection, somehow... I had a near - death - experience when I was in coma and he was there like an angel. Could you believe that? I dont see myself as romantic or cheesy, not at all.
I know I'll never have another relationship this deep. That was it. This is what happens when you try to change your world.
But you can't escape from the reality. and thats what we did. I dont know whats going to happen in the future, and I wont manipulate anything. I just hope I can look in his eyes for once again.. before I die.
omg... haha.xD
I'm a crazy ass bitch xD
..and then spit in his fucking face!
😄 xD
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shit. Today I feel weak. I would like to call him or see him.
I can't. I love him so much, and I miss him so much.
At the same time I hate myself for doin so. He disrespected me in the worst kinda way.
he sued me just because I didnt gave birth to our child. And I regret it. but I only didnt gave birth because he wasnt there. he was sitting at home waiting for me to do the the right choice.
he is online man. what the hell. I miss him so much.
fucking hell, I'll be strong but I just wanted to talk to him for fucking once, just the two us.
No mama, no police no brother nor sister nor any motherfucker. just US
I never had the fucking chance and this is burning me from the inside.
Thank you all for your kind words, I appreciate it.
It just wont stop till I'm dead, I know this,
Cuz I wont ever get the chance to talk.
I wished I could just forget all this shit. But if I have to be honest with ya
then this is the sad truth. I cant stop loving this motherfucker and I feel like I should have born our child.
damn. hate love hate love hate love. I cant really decide what it is.
Im not bored nor is this about sex. And I dont want anyone. there are nice guys out there, and thats cool.
but they are just that. nice
I can't. I love him so much, and I miss him so much.
At the same time I hate myself for doin so. He disrespected me in the worst kinda way.
he sued me just because I didnt gave birth to our child. And I regret it. but I only didnt gave birth because he wasnt there. he was sitting at home waiting for me to do the the right choice.
he is online man. what the hell. I miss him so much.
fucking hell, I'll be strong but I just wanted to talk to him for fucking once, just the two us.
No mama, no police no brother nor sister nor any motherfucker. just US
I never had the fucking chance and this is burning me from the inside.
Thank you all for your kind words, I appreciate it.
It just wont stop till I'm dead, I know this,
Cuz I wont ever get the chance to talk.
I wished I could just forget all this shit. But if I have to be honest with ya
then this is the sad truth. I cant stop loving this motherfucker and I feel like I should have born our child.
damn. hate love hate love hate love. I cant really decide what it is.
Im not bored nor is this about sex. And I dont want anyone. there are nice guys out there, and thats cool.
but they are just that. nice
Posted by DG
He disrespected you because you disrespect yourself and everyone else....what goes around comes around. Seems to me the hatred you have for you're mother maybe because she tells it like it is and you can't handle that.
You can't handle anything, your a weak individual, you have a pair of balls on the internet, now grow a pair in REAL LIFE.
Hard to feel sorry for someone who plays Victim, then turns around and curses everyone out.
I told you to shut the fuck up BITCH
SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Hahahah! I'M A WEAK INDIVIDUAL!!! Yeah right 😄 😄 😄
I survived more then you could ever imagine. You dont even know what it's like to lose everything and always have to stand up for yourself cuz no one else would do it. I was homeless, I almost died, my parents never helped me and I'm still alive and doing my thing, I will graduate and study!SO SHUT THE FUCK UP HAHA!
I got balls, I will tell anyone what I think and feel in their motherfucking faces!
You think I'm scared? Im not weak and Im not scared, fucking bitch. You are weak, because you think it makes you seem stronger when you try to put me down.
Shut the hell up in my fucking thread and get the fuck outta her you stupid disrespecting bitch!
You opinion does not count in here, because you are nothing.
You only talk shit about things you dont understand.
And shut the fuck up about my ex boyfriend and what he did or why he did something.
My mother is a fucking bitch and I hope she fucking burns in hell, together with your sorry ass!
What a fucking piece of shit you are. You are the one who has a "pair of balls"on the internet,
com on say it in my face. I dont think you would do it.
Because you have no fucking right to say all these things. You dont like me, alright, then fuck off and shut your rude mouth.
I dont give a fuck about your life, I dont give a fuck about you, so why can't you act like a grown up woman and do the same thing? You just come in here to put me down. besides of that.
This is not your fucking business. You dont have the fucking right to judge me nor my family nor my ex boyfriend.
And now shut the hell up. Goddamn bitch.
No wonder I hate scorpio moons, those cruel bitches are supposed to burn in hell.
I play victim. Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh Right!!!!
TOTALLY!!!!!
You stupid piece of shit deserves to get knocked the fuck out.
I never played victim, I'm not a fucking victim. This is MY THREAD AND I TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS IN HERE AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It could be so easy, really.
Gemini with Scorpio moon, omg. My Aunt, My Uncle, My Father, Cousins etc. They all hate her, because she is a disrespecting lying piece of shit, she used all of us and she never loved me or helped me. She is the one who plays victim all the time.
I bet you do the same thing, You think your cool and strong here on the internet, telling me how weak I am. But you are the opposite of strong. Go through what I went through, you would kill yourself. Bitch.
TOTALLY!!!!!
You stupid piece of shit deserves to get knocked the fuck out.
I never played victim, I'm not a fucking victim. This is MY THREAD AND I TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS IN HERE AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It could be so easy, really.
Gemini with Scorpio moon, omg. My Aunt, My Uncle, My Father, Cousins etc. They all hate her, because she is a disrespecting lying piece of shit, she used all of us and she never loved me or helped me. She is the one who plays victim all the time.
I bet you do the same thing, You think your cool and strong here on the internet, telling me how weak I am. But you are the opposite of strong. Go through what I went through, you would kill yourself. Bitch.
My nasty ass psycho PM—?
YOU FUCKING BITCH CAN COPY IT AND SHOW IT TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT KIND OF SHIT—??
THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE————
THAT IS REAL TALK!
ITS THE TRUTH AND I CAN SAY WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Come here, I would like to spit in your disrespecting face you ugly fucking piece of shit, get outta here and shut your fucking mouth!!!!!!!!
YOU FUCKING BITCH CAN COPY IT AND SHOW IT TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT KIND OF SHIT—??
THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE————
THAT IS REAL TALK!
ITS THE TRUTH AND I CAN SAY WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Come here, I would like to spit in your disrespecting face you ugly fucking piece of shit, get outta here and shut your fucking mouth!!!!!!!!
Just leave my fucking thread and die. I would spit on your grave you cruel hoe.
You have no fucking life of your own, thats why you come to my thread and act all cool.
I dont wanna know what sorry guy had to fuck your ugly pussy, you stupid piece of shit.
You have no fucking life of your own, thats why you come to my thread and act all cool.
I dont wanna know what sorry guy had to fuck your ugly pussy, you stupid piece of shit.
You are so lucky that you live far away,
You are so lucky that your not near me. I would destroy you. fucking bitch. You dont even know who you are talking to.
You are so lucky that your not near me. I would destroy you. fucking bitch. You dont even know who you are talking to.
Get yourself a life of your own. Dont bother me with your lame ridicolous disrespecting fucked up shit.
How dare you come to MY ( I REPEAT FOR YOU, RETARD) M Y FUCKING THREAD
And call me a weak bitch that needs therapy?
You dont even know what I'm capable of.
How dare you come to MY ( I REPEAT FOR YOU, RETARD) M Y FUCKING THREAD
And call me a weak bitch that needs therapy?
You dont even know what I'm capable of.
Yeah right. the poor guy. hahaha ^^ 😄 funny. very funny 😄
He cuts himself because he's a BPD and he can't deal with his emotions, not because of me. He did it before he met me. Whatever. You only want to fight with me. Get yourself something else to do, this is getting ridicolos and boring.
He cuts himself because he's a BPD and he can't deal with his emotions, not because of me. He did it before he met me. Whatever. You only want to fight with me. Get yourself something else to do, this is getting ridicolos and boring.
WTf!? DG, you are one fucked-up trouble-making bitch. And you're an asshole too. And a fucking bloodsucking leech to boot.
Fuck you, you stupid motherfucker. How you dare compare me to these ugly old bitches?
You dont even know how it looks like when I beat someone up. My Ex boyfriend could tell you some stories for sure.
He is much taller than me. He looks like a real man.
He was laying on the ground in 5 minutes. I can beat up anyone. So shut the hell up and stop making fun of me.
You dont even know how it looks like when I beat someone up. My Ex boyfriend could tell you some stories for sure.
He is much taller than me. He looks like a real man.
He was laying on the ground in 5 minutes. I can beat up anyone. So shut the hell up and stop making fun of me.
Posted by DG
Seriously, are you as ugly as that cat?
You know, it amazes me how incredibly stupid you are, and how your little mind is so easily led.
Are you even capable of an original thought? Or do you just parrot everything that you see and read?
It wouldn't surprise me if you actually think that I am that cat in my avatar.
I think the cat is cute! I love cats! Hahha look at that other one...Oooo scawwwey face! (Big eyes, puffs up) ADORABLE!
Anyways. Regardless of sign EIS the guy isn't healthy for you. I believe you both have some mental instability and both need to either see a psychiatrist or therapist and I mean that in the nicest way possible. I get that people have BPD/MPD and what not but this is taking it to another level. Have you ever thought that you might possibly have BPD? Constant mood swings (seen in your writing), tons of contradictions but vastly so.
Anyways. Regardless of sign EIS the guy isn't healthy for you. I believe you both have some mental instability and both need to either see a psychiatrist or therapist and I mean that in the nicest way possible. I get that people have BPD/MPD and what not but this is taking it to another level. Have you ever thought that you might possibly have BPD? Constant mood swings (seen in your writing), tons of contradictions but vastly so.
Posted by Xin
I think the cat is cute! I love cats! Hahha look at that other one...Oooo scawwwey face! (Big eyes, puffs up) ADORABLE!
Anyways. Regardless of sign EIS the guy isn't healthy for you. I believe you both have some mental instability and both need to either see a psychiatrist or therapist and I mean that in the nicest way possible. I get that people have BPD/MPD and what not but this is taking it to another level. Have you ever thought that you might possibly have BPD? Constant mood swings (seen in your writing), tons of contradictions but vastly so.
You know what, SHUT THE HELL UP!
I'm tired of hearing this bullshit coming from you. I mean com'on, who has a thread called "ex scorpio returns"
I got way more experience with this bullshit then you, you are not able to judge me nor my exboyfriend so shut the fuck up if you dont know what Im talking about.
And shut the fuck up with your stupid fucking BPD. I aint got not fucking BPD, YOU GET IT?
Now gett outta my thread and bore other people.
I got way too much life experience and especially experience with my ex - bitch, so please dont waste my time with this shit.
I dont need a fuckinh therapist nor I'm a BPD nor anything else.
Mood swings?
You stupid.....23048340384??0384??348
Two abortions in one year? A mother that used me and tried to destroy my whole Life?
Are you fucking serious?
It's cool that I'm still alive.
You aint got not Idea. I know who I am and I know that my feelings towards this guy and this whole situation are perfectly normal. Because this relationship wasn't normal or usual at all.
So dont come here and try to tell me things you dont know shit about.
And now for all of you who aint got nothing else to do then judging me or talking shit,
get the fuck outta here.
it could be so simple.b
because people who wanted to talk with me on a normal level can't... because of you bitches.
and by the way.
there is no fucking contradiction in what I say.
I said, from the beginning, that I hate & love him at the same time.
You are not able to understand it because you never experienced it.
and now BYE
there is no fucking contradiction in what I say.
I said, from the beginning, that I hate & love him at the same time.
You are not able to understand it because you never experienced it.
and now BYE
Posted by DG
You know, it amazes me how incredibly stupid you are, and how your little mind is so easily led.
Easily led? ok....I just enjoy calling you a dumb fuck!! And will take advantage of any opportunity to do so😉
Could you just do us a favor and kill yourself?.. Please?
That would be really nice 🙂 😉
Posted by DG
Oh, he was laying on the ground in 5 minutes and you wonder why he won't come back?
Bitch, you're an asshole..I don't care how old you are, young or not, you're an ASSHOLE!!
He's better off without you.
Oh baby, he enjoyed every minute of it. He wanted it. So did I.
Haha, ohhhh I'm an asshole 😄
You make me laugh, really. Just like my Mom.
Fucking crazy bitch.
Posted by SwimmingLionessPosted by iwin32
lol at this thread!
Definitely.click to expand
Better say nothing if you aint got anything to say.
This is getting on my fucking nerves.
Get outta here.
Posted by RockthenerdsPosted by EISREGEN
and by the way.
there is no fucking contradiction in what I say.
I said, from the beginning, that I hate & love him at the same time.
You are not able to understand it because you never experienced it.
and now BYE
Hmmm, I think I get it.
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This is absolutly disrespecting.
I dont even know what I'm supposed to say to this.
Who gives you the right to judge me like that?
You know what. block me and dont you ever say anything again in one of my threads.
This is really fucked up.
I'm talking about my feelings. Just because you can't do it this openly
and because you have nothing else to do,
you come here and make fun of me. Just shut up.
I told you this before to shut up.
You only come here to stir up drama.This is getting fucking absurd.
I dont need this, so SHUT THE FUCK UP
ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND OR STUPID—? Leave me Alone.
I dont even want to respond to this bullshit anymore nor do I wanna defend myself against this shit.
Shut up, do me a favor and shut your fucking mouth.
I dont even like you anymore
Posted by SwimmingLioness
I've read most of this thread off and on since it started, and as far as what you quoted just now, that was what I had to say, but??_
Outside of this thread, what is it you want, more than anything else?
In terms of my ex?
I either want to talk it out (So we both can live in Peace) with him or forget him forever.
The problem is, I know I never will.
I see the scars on my body, I see pregnant women etc. I mean, I dont freak out you know?
It's ok, but it hurts a little. And the biggest problem is, I see the consequences of this relationship everyday.
I'm on probation and I have to justify behaviour that I never showed.
I have to justify everything he did to the both of us.Since 2010. No wonder I can't forget it. I feel like this is a curse.
Sometimes I feel like this is the punishment for the abortion......
I dont know, I just want Peace. Even if we'll never be together again, I just want Peace.
I'm not a fucking stalker nor I'm a crazy bitch that can't let go of someone who dont want her.
I feel like no one in here really understands this.
Maybe it's too complicated for y'all.
It's a curse.
Maybe I should say that english is not my native language, I'm from germany and if could explain it in german you would understand it better I guess.
Why do I come here when I can't explain it right?
Well, I try to.
I tried to understand this whole situation for 2 years.
I tried it with Psychology, Astrology, Social sience, everything.
I think it's a mix between all of this.
You know, I'm not like that usually.
my first boyfriend was a taurus, we were together much longer (3 years) and now I think he is really ugly and small.
haha xD I mean I dont hate him, everything is ok, but I would never ever go back to him.
I had affairs, one night stands, was single, everything. It was ok, I felt good. I think you should enjoy Life.
Thats me.
But he is like..... a shadow or something.
he follows me arround without following me openly, you understand?
he is part of my life without being part of it obviously. There is a bond between us and I can't destroy it.
I feel like no one in here really understands this.
Maybe it's too complicated for y'all.
It's a curse.
Maybe I should say that english is not my native language, I'm from germany and if could explain it in german you would understand it better I guess.
Why do I come here when I can't explain it right?
Well, I try to.
I tried to understand this whole situation for 2 years.
I tried it with Psychology, Astrology, Social sience, everything.
I think it's a mix between all of this.
You know, I'm not like that usually.
my first boyfriend was a taurus, we were together much longer (3 years) and now I think he is really ugly and small.
haha xD I mean I dont hate him, everything is ok, but I would never ever go back to him.
I had affairs, one night stands, was single, everything. It was ok, I felt good. I think you should enjoy Life.
Thats me.
But he is like..... a shadow or something.
he follows me arround without following me openly, you understand?
he is part of my life without being part of it obviously. There is a bond between us and I can't destroy it.
Hi Beccy...I wanted to send you a private message but for some reason my computer is not letting me. It really touched me when you said you wanted peace. I know the feeling. Feeling guilty for the things you've done and feeling like you cant forgive yourself. Your carrying burdens that you dont have to carry. Even though people and maybe even you will disagree with me and doesnt matter because I know what has helped me. I found Jesus and that's who's helped me get thru all the guilt I had on me and to know that Jesus loves me more than any person on earth and he's forgiven me for all the bad I've done. I know he loves you more than you can even imagine, your alive now because there's a purpose for you. Life and death is in the hands of God. People have free will to choose. Choose Jesus and he'll give you the peace you are looking for. I now feel at peace with myself and keep my head up no matter what anyone says about me or too me. It doesnt matter because I have God on my side and nothing on earth or evil can go against the Creator of heaven and earth. What do you have to lose? Try praying earnestly from the heart and Jesus will reveal himself to you. My prayers are with you and may God bless you.
You lived in germany? thats cool! 🙂
What do I hope to find? I don't know.... "THE" Answer... But I guess, there is none.
Yes, it bothers me.
You know, it fucks with my mind. He is Single for 2 years, just like me.
Why can't he just get another girl, make pictures where they fuck each other so I could see them?
Shit, I would kill him.
hahaha.....
no seriously.
We are both single, we are in our own world again, but we can't forget the past because it changed everything.
You can't act like nothing happened. My mom at least tried to help me and visited me sometimes before I met him.
Now I fell like I never had a family.
I dont know who to blame, I dont know where to start.
If I would know for sure that he would miss me too, maybe we could talk like normal people, without this crazy shit.
Thats all I wanted. I would respect it if he just said ( 3 years ago) "see, my feelings are not like they were before"
or whatever.
but what he did, I dont have words for this.
I dont know if he is the victim or the culprit.
What do I hope to find? I don't know.... "THE" Answer... But I guess, there is none.
Yes, it bothers me.
You know, it fucks with my mind. He is Single for 2 years, just like me.
Why can't he just get another girl, make pictures where they fuck each other so I could see them?
Shit, I would kill him.
hahaha.....
no seriously.
We are both single, we are in our own world again, but we can't forget the past because it changed everything.
You can't act like nothing happened. My mom at least tried to help me and visited me sometimes before I met him.
Now I fell like I never had a family.
I dont know who to blame, I dont know where to start.
If I would know for sure that he would miss me too, maybe we could talk like normal people, without this crazy shit.
Thats all I wanted. I would respect it if he just said ( 3 years ago) "see, my feelings are not like they were before"
or whatever.
but what he did, I dont have words for this.
I dont know if he is the victim or the culprit.
Posted by EISREGEN
I said, from the beginning, that I hate & love him at the same time.
You are not able to understand it because you never experienced it.
I have & I know exactly what you mean. I'm going through that shit now. I love this fucker to death & simultaneously I hate his guts. I want to kiss him & punch the living daylights out of him all at once.
Posted by corrine
Hi Beccy...I wanted to send you a private message but for some reason my computer is not letting me. It really touched me when you said you wanted peace. I know the feeling. Feeling guilty for the things you've done and feeling like you cant forgive yourself. Your carrying burdens that you dont have to carry. Even though people and maybe even you will disagree with me and doesnt matter because I know what has helped me. I found Jesus and that's who's helped me get thru all the guilt I had on me and to know that Jesus loves me more than any person on earth and he's forgiven me for all the bad I've done. I know he loves you more than you can even imagine, your alive now because there's a purpose for you. Life and death is in the hands of God. People have free will to choose. Choose Jesus and he'll give you the peace you are looking for. I now feel at peace with myself and keep my head up no matter what anyone says about me or too me. It doesnt matter because I have God on my side and nothing on earth or evil can go against the Creator of heaven and earth. What do you have to lose? Try praying earnestly from the heart and Jesus will reveal himself to you. My prayers are with you and may God bless you.
Indeed, sometimes what we don't understand is just exactly what we need to understand. But we have
to be willing to ask that question before we can expect to receive the answer we need to hear.
Posted by iwin32Posted by EISREGENPosted by iwin32
lol at this thread!
and Fuck you too, cancermale from cancer - bohoo - land
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HAHAH
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