i almost had sex

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11 YearsGemini

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SAGIS! ... I need some help there's this guy and he is a wonderful Sagittarius. He's sweet, kind, funny, poetic, his humor is odd and it attracts me heavily... He's also older than me.. 22... I'm 18.. ..he had a baby last week..his ex and him are over I believe him. Although..its hard to look past the kid thing. All I know is I hung out with him a few nights ago.... Ashamed am I,.. I almost had sex with him... I'm going crazy because he's nothing like the guy I imagine myself being with in the future..but he lives in the moment and thats something I barely do nowadays. He's used to having sex and shit I'm used to eating and watching Netflix... EBHHGGGGGGGGGGGG WHHYYYT!@?@??@! THIS connection ... I know its bad but at the same time good. Maybe its time for me not to care and to test the waters.. ... I don't want to... But I want to... If you catch my drift... Just tell me what do or at least whats going on here..
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@sunchee
11 YearsGemini

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Lol thats thing... Man that is the one terrible thing I didn't mention... He's not married .... They've been separated for a few months and I was like that was long as I been broken up with my ex so I didn't judge him... But he also said he didn't believe in marriage that's something I heavily believe in... And the kid .... I don't know why I would want to be with someone that's a father I honestly had no intentions to have sex until he kissed me... And I liked that... I LIKED THAT A LITTLE TOO MUCH!!! THAT WHEN I WENT HOME HES ALL I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND!!!!!