I'd like your opinion regarding my love life. My name is Lydia, I’m in my early thirties. I have been in a relationship off and on with my boyfriend/father of my four year old child for the past 14 years, Leonard (cancer with cap moon). We have broken up at least once every 6-18 months for most of our time dealing with each other due to his infidelities. Six years ago I caught him having inappropriate conversations and texts with females as well as catching him watching transgender pornography and I also seen an email that he sent to a transgender that he found online. Being in my mid 20s at the time I sought out revenge by seeking another man to have an affair with. I met a man by the name of Dre (cancer with leo moon) that is two years older than me. We clicked immediately. We did not have sex for 2 months after several dates, phone conversations, and texting. It was amazing how we had so much in common. Our connection was indescribable. Dre was simply wonderful and well rounded. Leonard could not compare to him at all. Dre was a self-made successful college graduate, had a great career, a wonderful personality, and great communication skills. Integrity was a major characteristic with him, he always proved himself even when he did not have to, and he was honest, upfront, and trustworthy. Leonard on the other hand had a dead-end job, was a liar, and had the advantage of a silver spoon upbringing. Dre gave me a feeling that I never felt before. It felt like fate. It turned out that he was seeking revenge on his girlfriend/mother of his child (4 yrs. old) of 12 years, as he caught her cheating on him. We finally had sex and it was the best that I ever had. I really felt like we were made for each other. We thought a like, finished each other sentences, and more. Our connection felt like it was sent from heaven. I fell deeply in love with him. We continued to date and hook up for about 2 months. I wanted to be with him and asked him if he wanted the same. He confessed the affair to his girlfriend and ended the relationship. Then I made the mistake of not ending my relationship with my boyfriend. Dre and I continued to date and have sex until he grew tired of waiting for me to end my relationship with Leonard. Leonard and I had a long history since we were teens and had many family ties which made it harder for me to let go, even though our relationship was not good. Dre contacted Leonard and told him everything. SEE NEXT LINE FOR THE REST OF MY POST
