Broken Hearts & Endless Love

If you are hurting and you need someone to talk, I am here.

Also, if you have found true love and are happier than you can stand, please share!

Let's talk about LOVE, LIFE & LAUGHTER!

I have a feeling this is going to be a none response post! 😢

Please proove me wrong! 🙂

My back, neck and shoulders hurt so I'll write more later!

What about that?? I do have my own story and it is a little bit of both; and let me tell you, it has at times heaven and hell!

Hi Suzy-Q! ("baby I love you"...lol)

Okay, a brief summary of my thoughts on love, life and laughter.

LOVE: Murky, sparkling, suffocating, pure, heavy, deep, vital.

LIFE: Difficult, rewarding, challenging, cold, indiscriminate, fleeting in the scheme of things, ultimately a learning experience.

LAUGHTER: Coming from a person who laughs all the time, take it from me, it's necessary to both LIFE and LOVE. You will never make it through either without laughter in my opinion. If I don't have at least one good laugh in the course of my day, I will literally start slipping into a depression. Sometimes I even force myself to laugh when everything's $ h i t t y...I can eventually find the humor in almost everything...and I believe it's the only reason I've been able to be on the planet this long. lol.

Thank you for the nice " I love You"! I dont hear that, and it can make all the difference in the world!

What you wrote was good, but what I had in mind was somthing more personal.

I agree with your descriptions for love and life, but for me, I would keep the desciptions and change the headings. Life in place of love and love in place of life! That is how they look from my perspective.

I have a 1/2 of free time this morning and I am going to listen to music. Talk to ya later!

1/2 an hour

Yeah Suzy, after I wrote my post I thought to myself, "I wonder if I answered that right...I wonder if that's what she wanted". lol.

Well I don't have time at the moment but I will come back later and get more specific...hope work is going well for ya! 🙂

I found my song for right now 🙂

The Wild Colonials
(from This Can't Be Life)

Charm

You can't be anything but honest
'cause there's madness in your head
there's no forgiveness in the air
'cause it's warmer in your bed
so what's it like to live inside
a world you never really share?
what's it like to live inside
a world that doesn't really care?

lying awake in the dead of the night
seeing my life and it's not looking bright
i'm freezing to death in the warmth of your arms
i'm wasting my charms

a man indeed who could not bleed
except with ink and blood and bone
couldn't find a way to speak
except with death he stood alone
his every waking moment cried
enough to make him feel too much
coudn't face the truth and lied
recoiled from his lover's touch

lying awake in the dead of the night
seeing my life and it's not looking bright
i'm freezing to death in the warmth of your arms
i'm wasting my charms

it's my choice
to save my life
it's my choice
to throw the dice
it's my choice

lying awake in the dead of the night
seeing my life and it's not looking bright
i'm freezing to death in the warmth of your arms
i'm wasting my charms

Oh! I am so damn depressed after reading this!

No!! Don't be depressed, it wasn't meant to be depressing...sorry Suzy-Q...in all actuality, the song has a very happy, upbeat sound to it...the bareboned lyrics of course don't convey that feeling. Jeez...sorry Suzy. C'mon get happy...lol.

and maybe you shouldnt tell that story! You never know who may read it!!!

Jee, ive been in a relationship like this (the song) and it was a waste of time. Funny you should post it Phoenix, i was just thinking to myself this morning what an empty and devoid feeling it is to waste time on someone when the love isnt real (or there). I gave myself the heebie geebies. To break the patterns, i will never spend time with someone who doesnt respect me again, that is my latest determination. Im just wondering why i always seem to surround myself with people who dont respect me, its like i cant be with someone nice. What is that? Or am i opening a whole new can of worms?

Woah, what a morning.

Anyway, better go, before i dig myself in too deep and get behind with my work 🙂

See you guys and have a great day. xx

Sorry you guys, that last post was really dumb. I have a lot of friends that respect me, infact, they respect me to the utmost, i just seem to attract difficult lovers, its like i am trying to heal something.

Anyway, you dont have to answer that, when Im not so busy i will be thinking about it. I may even post a topic on it.

Its funny how these things pop up at the most inopportune moments isnt it? Have you ever spontaneously burst into tears at a red light? I have! And i didnt care!

Ok, so now ive made light of it, id better go.

Have a great day, again!

Libragirl.

PS. I cant wait to have more time so i can answer all these questions properly.

I dont really want to share what the meanings mean to me, but.......Endless love,

I am a scorpio and my mate is a sag...and we have the most understanding relationship....it seems as though everything is fine and perfect. We talk as we should and we dont fight or argue, we have both been trough alot with past mariages and I have put up with alot from his ex in which he has two kids with, it is hard to deal with her and sometimes I feel like maybe this isnt where I should be, but the main point is I dont have to live with her I dont have to be her best friend and I dont have to like her, I have to get along with her when I do see her for the sake of the children and that has been my biggest obstaical. (SP?)
When I look at him and we talk about her and he tells me things are going to be ok and we discuss like adults, I know that god put me in this relationship for a reason, to learn, live and be treated the way that I need. He gives me the world and there is nothing that I would not do for him. I also feel the reason why I go through so much with her is because she sees us happy and they were never that way and the kids are more responsive more loving to me than her and that makes her mad. I am not going to let her discourage me so she thinks that I will leave so that she can try to get him back...HE IS MINE....MINE FOREVER....lol!!!

We are getting married May 04,2003. I can not wait for this day, this day that we can become one and share a whole life time of happiness and joy!! I want to grow old with this man, I want to be the one that cooks dinner I want to be the one to cuddle and watch T.V with him and I am getting that chance, and I will go to any distance to get what I want, what he wants and what we both deserve.

He is my LIFE, I live, love and laugh for him.

Ok that is it for now, I am sleepy had a long day it is time for bed. 🙂

G'NITE ALL!!!!!

Sounds good SW. I want to be married to you too!LOL

scorpio woman, my mans a sag too, arent they just..FROCKIN LOVABLE?! mu har har...

Broken hearts and endless love, where does it all end? It doesnt. I was looking at a toilet wall today (yes, i quite often do that in my spare time, lol!) and i saw all this graffiti about love, torture etc... At the end of the day someone is always going to make you feel good or bad, it changes all the time. Nothing is ever constant and we can never find the love we lack for ourselves in another person. At the end of the day, when i feel unloved and abandoned i end up loving myself. I think that if no one else does then i might as well! I dont even take it seriously anymore. There are higher ways to love like loving all of humanity, loving nature, loving yourself, loving life, loving the good in everything, loving love. I want to share my life with someone but i also want to connect with the higher form of love. For me love is not about the ego and having someone there to satisfy my earthly needs (maybe it should be, maybe i should stop being so cosmic about it and then I'll be happy! Maybe i should revert to simple needs), its about connecting with the ether.

I dont know, maybe love is an energy within itself rather than just a feeling we have for another living person. What is love? Somebody once told me its the 5th element; they could be right. All that i know is that there is not enough of it in the world right now. I try to spread it; i try to be a kind person.

I think you are right LG; I think love is energy and I am not all that cosmic, but I feel happy all the time and it is just from thinking of love so much lately. I havent had any physcial love in some time and really I dont know how to describe the feeling I have. Now last week I was crying all the time, but I am over that and back to myself again. Maybe if I did think about reality I wouldnt maintain this spirit. I do live in my own world, but I dont bother anyone and I take care of business. I asked a new friend at work what she thinks of me, because where I work we are all so different!!! She tells me I am 'out there' I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that I was not afraid of life or living, and I had this kind of go- for- it- attitude!' Yes, I think I am not afraid of life just of being alone. I try and keep things simple. Love in any form it is all good.

Yeyah on the reading the bathroom wall. I think I saw something about you in one of them, hehe been torturing anyone lately?!

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