Hypocrite. [is that even the right spelling?]

okay so i've been thinking about this and even though i'm a scorpio and i posses all those negative traits such as jealousy, controlling, possesive, yada yada....
i find those qualities in other people a huge turn off. i especially have problems with scorpio guys. i've never gotten along with one, i find their stares to be too creepy and a complete turn off. i've had a couple of scorpio guy friends and they were all so stubborn and cold, even though we were friends i constantly felt like i didn't know anything about them...

so i'm just wondering is it weird for me to dislike all these traits in other people...[esp scorpios] even though i posses them too...

i feel like i'm betraying my sign. hah.

btw: the women i have no problem with...it just seems to be the men.

yay.

i really suck at spelling and grammar.

yeah i don't really have a problem admitting my faults cause i know that we all have them, and i think my faults make me stronger because i learn to control myself more and understand why i do the things i do...

i wish it was this easy with relationships though. if you could just admit what's going on and be mature about it there would be a lot less problems.

anyways, how's everything going with you?

haha well that's the most important thing.

today was a horrible day, missed my bus, fell into a puddle, broke my fav shoe's heel, got all my books and book bag wet...i'm just waiting for the weekend to hurry up and get here. that way i can spend time with my lova man...

november just isn't my month. hah.

could you elaborate more?

i don't think november really brings me pain, i just don't like it cause it's dark and gloomy, the weather is nasty.

Whoaitznara (where does that come from and why?), maybe scorpio men reflect all your negative traits or just give you an idea of how the outside world perceives scorpio..who knows..I get along brilliantly with other Scorpio men..I would rather have them as friends than any other sign..Oh and Virgos and cappies...I like the latter two because of their stability and work ethics..combine that with the fun element of Scorpio and everything is just fkn great!

Ok so may be you dont like it for diffrent reason.But its different with me.My energy level goes down,i get quite.Their might be no change in situations though but state of mind changes.


yeah i can kind of relate to that, my energy level does go down during this time.
esp in winter too. i become very...umm i guess withdrawn, and contemplate on a lot of things, i def prefer begining of fall and spring.

missmorals i don't really know why i feel that way. i'm sure there are awesome scorpio males out there, i just haven't come across any. and perhaps your right, maybe the reason i don't like them very much is because they reflect my negative traits. i'm usualy a pretty patient person and i look past a person's faults...to a certain extent.

i dont' know maybe it's cause i had a bad experience with a scorpio male and that tarnished my view of them...

i prefer to have aquarius, leo's and virgo's as friends. i get along with them the best.

actually all of this is making me think, if i'm having such a difficult time understanding the negative traits of my sign...then what must others think?

i think i just don't do good in cold seasons...esp here in seattle it's always really grey and wet. it really does dampen your mood and lower your energy.

jan is a nice month, i like it cause every once in a while it'll snow here and it'll be really bare and quiet. but usually it's just cold as hell with lots of rain.

"actually all of this is making me think, if i'm having such a difficult time understanding the negative traits of my sign...then what must others think?"

Why are you trying to understand them? they are part and parcel of who you are...they are not bad..you are just looking at them in a negative way...perhaps you can start looking at all the negative traits in a positive light..for example, jealousy..shows me I am human, possessiveness shows me I am compassionate and care about someone so immensely...see what I am trying to get at...

I like November because its a a couple of months away from a brand new year..a time to reflect and make decisions for the coming year..ideas, plans etc..

I like end of March when Spring is in the air...that always encourages me to start a new project..always in Spring I start something..

Oh and just an ending note: I don't actually care about what people think of me..I care about what my chosen circle of close friends and family think of me..and because they are the chosen ones, I will do anything for them so I am going to 100% true to them..Thats all that matters to me..

Be who you are and say what you mean, because those that mind, don't matter and those that matter don't mind.

PEACE...

i def get what your saying, it's not like this topic burdens my life lol you know it was just something on my mind so i decided to share.

in the long run i really don't care what people think of me, the people closest to me count the most you know....so i def agree with you there.

that's def true...it is nice to be with people who similar to you as well as with those who are different...and like i said i'm sure there are some great scorpio guys out there, i don't want to make it seem like i'm out to diss on all of them...lol but i just haven't met one yet...

i guess it's just all about experience, you learn things and you get a better sense of how it all works and whatnot.

anyways i'm gonna head off to bed, thanks for the talk though. 🙂

have a great night.

oh wait..hah i just want to reply to that last one...

"..I care about what my chosen circle of close friends and family think of me..and because they are the chosen ones, I will do anything for them so I am going to 100% true to them..Thats all that matters to me.."

i understand where this is coming from because in the end we should only care about what the people close to us think...there's no need to fit everyone...

however i don't like the fact that a lot of scorpio's talk about how they're friends are the "chosen" ones. it sounds as if they're these common, bland creatures and they're lucky to be in the presence of a scorpio...

i like to think that we are all lucky to have loyal, caring people in our lives.

alrighty then. i'm off.

Cap: "such statements make me go flat on scorps"

What do you mean go flat on scorps?

Chosen ones as in we are selective who we let in...in some ways most people are..I don't like huge circles of friends..Only a very few will know the real me..so yes I will choose which ones very carefully..whether that sounds arrogant or not, I don't really care..

Cap: "make me like them"

Oh yes..thought so but had to check...Its true though..we are loyal to the core for those we care about...sometimes it pains how much we care..

Yes....very true...And I know Cappies are the same..

Your doing alright talking to yourself on DXP though 😛

MM~ "Your doing alright talking to yourself on DXP though"

Seriously.. Is that doing alright? LOL 😛

"Seriously.. Is that doing alright? LOL"

LOL..I guess thats first sign of madness...Pluto is finally losing the plot!

"I guess thats first sign of madness...Pluto is finally losing the plot!"

I guess we all are losing it once in a while.. haha.. I'm laughing at myself, too.. 🙂

i think it would be pretty interesting to date another scorpio, since we both understand each other a lot more and share similar traits.

my aunt and uncle are both scorpio's, they've been married for 15 years and she def has the upper hand and is in control. i've noticed that whenever they tend to fight he always backs down and lets her win. they're relationship is so deep and loyal, i couldn't picture them not being together.

lol okay i know i can be confusing sometimes, what i mean with that was, it would be nice to meet a scorpio guy that i get along with. the ones that i've come across i haven't really had much luck with because they are really distant and stubborn, but maybe there are some out there that i'd have a better connection with...we may not have everything in common, but we do share the same sign...

because....ugh oh well nm haha i'm just going to stop i think i'm confusing myself..

That would go for me to....Me and another gemini.... oh lord just the idea gives me a headache.