Ok, finding a way to fit this in the max character will be work but I'm going to try. So I'm a leo and I've had this best friend whose a scorpio for about 5 years. Since I was 19, I'm 24 now. We are the same person. We get along so well. Infact when we first starting being friends he was seeing one of my best friend and is an ex of some of my other friends I used to be closed to but have drifted from (all who are oddly supportive of this union and wish the best) we've always had chemistry I guess but I also took it as being high off the friendship. For the most part we've both been single like 5 years. We've had a number of ppl we talk to hook up but aren't quick to get in a relationship. He knows every guy that's made me cry vice versa he used to call me for advice with his baby mama and gave me secrets ways he felt about things he never told anyone. Once we got drunk at a party hooked up and then I swore to never speak of it and for years I think his feelings were hurt I wasn't interested in continuing. He would get falling over drunk try to kiss me all the time ask why I don't love him anymore why I will leave plans with him to talk to guys who mistreat me etc so over winter break we start kinda actually talking we always joke about having a kid together or getting married when were 30. He had some stripper gf who ended up cheating on him (but before he swore if I was serious to give it a go hed leave) we end up hooking up after they break up and it just never turned into anything. We keep trying to stop we've tried to stop being friends be friends stop hooking up tbh even in a platonic way I think were sickly obsessed with each other. Suddenly he doesn't wanna ruin our friendship or whatever and he thinks I'm different but I'm the same. I just respect his wishes I don't even initiate conversations anymore but now he always initiates everything. Conversation hanging out hooking up even cuddling. So for someone who was even quoted as saying he wants us to be friends for the rest of our lives and doesn't want to destroy our friendship he certainly isn't consistent. He goes from friendzone to ripping my clothes off by the days. And the worst part is the sex is mind blowing for the both of us. The worst part is we've both had sex with each other more than even people we've been in relationships with and without wishful thinking I think he's the one having a hard time with feelings and intimacy but I've tried to have the I'm down to try if you are.
