SO....

this is the kind of song i get in my e-mail...
I don't want you
But I hate to lose you
You've got me in between
The devil and the deep blue sea
I forgive you
'Cause I can't forget you
You've got me in between
The devil and the deep blue sea
I ought to cross you off my list
But when you come a-knocking at my door
Fate seems to give my heart a twist
And I come running back for more
I should hate you
But I guess I love you
You've got me in between
The devil and the deep blue sea


$ % $ #^@w $ % #^^ # $ ^# $ ^#^#^#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im calm now

dammit, i wish i couldn't relate to those lyrics......

circles , circles , circles ..again!

hi scorp5! well can you help me out? lol i left bc i wasn't getting what i wanted (treated the way i deserve) and i couldn't help anymore...and now i'm not forgivin—? HA THE BALLS.

& i wasn't the openest person with my feelings towards the end i closed up, and packed up..completely.

sorry to hear whatever it is you're going through tho =/ sure it's not to good...but do remember....everythings always gets better....

everything*

hey JuiCy!!!!! long time no talk.....geez, i wish i had words of wisdom for you. sorry i've been away from here for awhile so i'm not updated on what's going on with you...i take it you broke up, and you're trying to remain friendly, and he's not forgiving you?

it took courage for you to walk away - find some comfort that you were strong enough to be able to do it. if he can't forgive you, maybe in time he will. whatever the case is, that's on him, not you - you're not responsible for healing him.

i find myself in the same boat. wish it could be like ripping off a bandaid, where it only hurts for a sec but then you forget about it in a few minutes 🙂

meantime all we can do is commiserate with good friends, keep busy until it finally goes away...and know that in the long run we did the right thing for ourselves at the time.

hi babe!!!!!!!! yes me too...no thats not it, he cant deal with things he does being done back to him (not at all on purpose) though.. Not my problem. I hope things are going better for you though!! =D happy belated bday!!

LOL...funny how when you behave like they do, they don't like it AT ALL. it's like watching a mirror and they don't like what they see. seems to me to be an effective way of pointing out someone's shortcomings...without saying it out loud.

it's ok for the little stuff, like if he flirts with others in front of you and you don't like it, then you flirt with someone else coz you think, oh well, it's ok ...next thing you know he's by your side the rest of the night, LOL. (altho if that had happened to me personally, i'd probably just go to the other side of the room and get genuinely engrossed in a conversation with someone else instead of flirting - it has the same effect i find...)

for the more serious stuff...i wouldn't mirror his actions, i'd just talk to him about it. but before i do, i try to be prepared to walk away - not in an ultimatum kind of way, but in a 'i'm prepared to let you go and hope you're happy' way.

thanks for the bday wishes 😉 i'm doing ok...i've accepted that unfortunately one can't always have what one wants in life. it just makes me appreciate what i do have that much more.