AmandaCO13
@AmandaCO13
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Posted by AmandaCO13
I'm not blaming Scorpios. I'm just venting about this highly Plutonic male. Yes, his sun sign is Taurus but whenever there is a planet posited in the 1st house, especially when it conjuncts the Ascendant, the whole personality will be greatly influenced by that planet.
There's dark and light in everyone, my past 2 years with this Machiavellian boyfriend of mine has shown me that as if I didn't know it before. I wish the rest of my post did not get cut off I explained a lot more than just the fetish stuff behind my back.
Posted by AmandaCO13
Yeah there were some red flags. But sometimes manipulative men see an easy target and take advantage of that butter. I was an easy target because I was a very open person. Was. Now I have trust issues out the wazoo.
But you never met anyone who knew all the right things to say at all the right times? Yeah, you can only hide crazy for so long.. but my nature was try to see the best in people, everyone has their demons. Except *these* demons are persistent little buggers and don't seem to be going anywhere, anytime soon.

Posted by AmandaCO13
It's not "some placement" in Scorp, read between the lines, man. Do your homework. If you don't want anyone posting on *your* board make that butter private. Until then, I can reach out to people all I want, board police.

Posted by AmandaCO13
TaurusLovesScorpio, you are exactly the person I was hoping to reach by my post. Someone who understands astrology enough to know the dark potentials of Pluto's influence... side note, is there another astrology board anywhere where ppl are more informed?
Yes.. Pluto conjunct ascendant has *immense* potential for use, many leaders are born with this placement but it is SO easy to descend into some really dark depths. (Cesare Borgia, anyone? ) It's almost textbook how he is exhibiting all these traits: power, control, manipulation, deceit, secrecy, taboo sex, obsession, possessiveness, "the gaze..." If I wasn't directly involved, I would be amazed at how uncannily characteristic all these traits are of him! And he knows how to "work" people. . Knows exactly what to say to make people actually *believe* what they want to hear. Amazing memory, too..
Pluto opposite Mercury, also in tight orb, with Mercury sitting almost directly on top of the Descendant. Mind control comes easily to him.
Yeah, I have to get out of here.. I'm ashamed at myself for staying so long in the name of love. Not even thinking so much that HE would change but thinking I Could change to better fit the kind of person he is. But I can't be an around the clock ruthless dictator, I'm too easygoing. He kinda enveloped the entire relationship and had me believing one big lie.
Sigh.. ok.. time to light a fire under my butt and figure out a way out here..

Posted by AmandaCO13
Thank you, TaurusGirlRas. You're right. This has truly been a lesson in standing up for myself and becoming a stronger person as a result. It's just the interim that sucks bc I really am scared of what he may do. He's already ripped up my clothes and threatened to choke my dog if I leave. Yeah, that will get me to stay, hang on...

Posted by AmandaCO13
Is there a character limit for postings? There was so much more I had written...
I could use some advice, folks. I moved to a new state with this man... I have no money, no friends here, no way to even get back home. I am afraid of how unstable he is. Emotionally abusive and scary when he gets mad. He had never actually hit me but 200lb of testosterone fueled rage screaming directly in your face is equally as frightening. I am a shell of myself. He has turned me into a scared rabbit. The two of us together seem to be toxic and we bring out the worst in each other. My nerves are shot. I don't know what to do and unfortunately, I still love him. Someone please talk some sense into me, I'm alone and drowning here...
Posted by Infinite8Posted by TaurusLovesScorpio
😕 am I reading this right? I have Pluto conj. the Asc. Does it matter whether in Scorpio or Libra?click to expand
I'm sure. Probably brings a lot of issues around perception of appearance, potential for power and control through charm and beauty. Mine is in Libra...lol.
Posted by Infinite8
What does that mean? Does it mean that if you and I were in the same room together(our synastry), we'd both be competing for the ultimate power and control over who could charm the most? We'd be quite the comedic duo 😄
Posted by Arielle83
My friends sister was with a Taurus. He started taking steroids and banging trannies. She went back to him believing it was side effects of steroids.
Hahahahahah

Posted by TaurusLovesScorpioPosted by Arielle83
My friends sister was with a Taurus. He started taking steroids and banging trannies. She went back to him believing it was side effects of steroids.
Hahahahahah
Roids really mess with your horomones though. Its like how women are attracted to more masculine/feminine men during different times of their cycle. Roids often spike estrogen and cause Taurus men in particular to crave those trannies.click to expand
Posted by AirManPosted by TaurusLovesScorpioPosted by Arielle83
My friends sister was with a Taurus. He started taking steroids and banging trannies. She went back to him believing it was side effects of steroids.
Hahahahahah
Roids really mess with your horomones though. Its like how women are attracted to more masculine/feminine men during different times of their cycle. Roids often spike estrogen and cause Taurus men in particular to crave those trannies.
damn. i don't know what to make of this comeback. as i myself NEVER craved trannies when i was on the juice.click to expand
Posted by AirMan
nowadays it does kinda seem like the only way to get yur d**k on hard and ready for sex is to take steroids these days. and whoever said taking steroids makes your testicles shrink, don't really know what they talkin about until they take it themselves.
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First off... POWER ISSUES...
Secondly... CONTROL ISSUES. ..
Did I mention manipulative? ?? But so *cleverly* masked and disguised! He has an amazingly sexy physique (bodybuilder) combined with a cute as a button face and charm for days... could talk the panties right off you. Matter of fact, that's exactly what he did to me and probably was doing behind my back to other women the whole time we were together.
We met when he came into my job (I'm a bartender) and dammit, our eyes locked and he got me from that very instant with the infamous Scorpio stare... totally magnetic and he knows it. Now keep in mind, this guy is actually a Taurus! but because he has Pluto conjunct Ascendant in Scorpio in such a tight orb he is waaaaay more Scorpionic and Plutonic than Taurean... come to think of it, double fixed signs with an equally emotionally intense Cancer moon?? I'm a treetrunkin Pisces, how did I keep my sanity around the emotional upheaval for so long— Maybe I didn't and that's what this rant is about.. but anyway, let me get into specifics...
What is it with Scorpios and fetishes— And SECRETS for days. I had to find out the shady way that he has the darkest of fetishes. Not just one either. Lets begin with obese women... Like morbidly obese. A feeding fetish. Feeding women to get them so fat they can't even leave the bed. Control issues right there, hmmm? So I found out he was talking to these women online, telling them he was single, leading them on, promising to come visit and "stuff" them. Not just ONE woman either... nononono I'm talking MANY women. I would always wonder why he was so guarded with his precious phone and then I found this out. But it doesn't stop there! He also has a cuckold fetish(look it up) that goes both ways. AND an interracial fetish in the sense that he was sending out MY naked pictures online to have black guys come bang me. You heard right. Complete strangers. Now his "justification" for all this was that it was only "role-p