Worst Scorpio Rising Man in the WORLD

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My boyfriend (ex boyfriend?) has seriously made me vigilantly suspicious anytime I hear someone say they are a Scorpio Rising... legitimately traumatized. I don't know if it's because he also has Pluto conjunct Ascendant (0.56 orb!) in the 1st house? Or maybe because he got dropped on his head when he was a child? Or maybe because he just is a horrible person. But the things I have heard from this man and the things I have witnessed are beyond reprieve. Ohhhh let me tell..!!
First off... POWER ISSUES...
Secondly... CONTROL ISSUES. ..
Did I mention manipulative? ?? But so *cleverly* masked and disguised! He has an amazingly sexy physique (bodybuilder) combined with a cute as a button face and charm for days... could talk the panties right off you. Matter of fact, that's exactly what he did to me and probably was doing behind my back to other women the whole time we were together.
We met when he came into my job (I'm a bartender) and dammit, our eyes locked and he got me from that very instant with the infamous Scorpio stare... totally magnetic and he knows it. Now keep in mind, this guy is actually a Taurus! but because he has Pluto conjunct Ascendant in Scorpio in such a tight orb he is waaaaay more Scorpionic and Plutonic than Taurean... come to think of it, double fixed signs with an equally emotionally intense Cancer moon?? I'm a treetrunkin Pisces, how did I keep my sanity around the emotional upheaval for so long— Maybe I didn't and that's what this rant is about.. but anyway, let me get into specifics...
What is it with Scorpios and fetishes— And SECRETS for days. I had to find out the shady way that he has the darkest of fetishes. Not just one either. Lets begin with obese women... Like morbidly obese. A feeding fetish. Feeding women to get them so fat they can't even leave the bed. Control issues right there, hmmm? So I found out he was talking to these women online, telling them he was single, leading them on, promising to come visit and "stuff" them. Not just ONE woman either... nononono I'm talking MANY women. I would always wonder why he was so guarded with his precious phone and then I found this out. But it doesn't stop there! He also has a cuckold fetish(look it up) that goes both ways. AND an interracial fetish in the sense that he was sending out MY naked pictures online to have black guys come bang me. You heard right. Complete strangers. Now his "justification" for all this was that it was only "role-p
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Is there a character limit for postings? There was so much more I had written...

I could use some advice, folks. I moved to a new state with this man... I have no money, no friends here, no way to even get back home. I am afraid of how unstable he is. Emotionally abusive and scary when he gets mad. He had never actually hit me but 200lb of testosterone fueled rage screaming directly in your face is equally as frightening. I am a shell of myself. He has turned me into a scared rabbit. The two of us together seem to be toxic and we bring out the worst in each other. My nerves are shot. I don't know what to do and unfortunately, I still love him. Someone please talk some sense into me, I'm alone and drowning here...
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I'm not blaming Scorpios. I'm just venting about this highly Plutonic male. Yes, his sun sign is Taurus but whenever there is a planet posited in the 1st house, especially when it conjuncts the Ascendant, the whole personality will be greatly influenced by that planet.
There's dark and light in everyone, my past 2 years with this Machiavellian boyfriend of mine has shown me that as if I didn't know it before. I wish the rest of my post did not get cut off I explained a lot more than just the fetish stuff behind my back.
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Yeah there were some red flags. But sometimes manipulative men see an easy target and take advantage of that butter. I was an easy target because I was a very open person. Was. Now I have trust issues out the wazoo.
But you never met anyone who knew all the right things to say at all the right times? Yeah, you can only hide crazy for so long.. but my nature was try to see the best in people, everyone has their demons. Except *these* demons are persistent little buggers and don't seem to be going anywhere, anytime soon.
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Are you serious? Do you follow astrology at all or just sun signs.. do you know what an underdeveloped Pluto looks like when it's erupting? Pluto is upheaval, total destruction of values, chaos, razing everything to the ground with the end goal of transformation. It's hard to have a significant other be around during your death and rebirth phase because it's like existing in a vacuum of darkness.
I'M NOT BLAMING ALL SCORPIOS is that clear enough for you? I'm just talking about *this* man. Message boards are FOR expressing your opinions.
And if you think this is "crap" & that you're in some fraternity go do a keg stand out of here.
Unless I said something highly offensive to you, which I didn't, you can't suggest I take this message anywhere. You're welcome.
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Posted by AmandaCO13
I'm not blaming Scorpios. I'm just venting about this highly Plutonic male. Yes, his sun sign is Taurus but whenever there is a planet posited in the 1st house, especially when it conjuncts the Ascendant, the whole personality will be greatly influenced by that planet.
There's dark and light in everyone, my past 2 years with this Machiavellian boyfriend of mine has shown me that as if I didn't know it before. I wish the rest of my post did not get cut off I explained a lot more than just the fetish stuff behind my back.



It is the Pluto conj. the Asc., and with that orb, that is probably one of his strongest aspects. I have done a good amount of reading on Pluto/Asc. aspects, bc my strongest aspect is Pluto sq. the Asc. The power issues really come into play when in love, bc of the Asc/Desc. axis. The square is pretty tough to deal with, but the conjunction is frightening on a whole different level, and everything you are saying describes what I've read about this aspect - physical prowess/magnetism, fetishistic/taboo sex addictions, *extreme* manipulation and control of others especially through sexuality. The desire to indulge in those tendencies is probably amplified alot w/Taurus ...Sounds like he is really playing with fire and he's going to do a lot of damage to you in the process. I'd get go through the pain of detachment and get out as fast as possible if I were you.
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Posted by AmandaCO13
Yeah there were some red flags. But sometimes manipulative men see an easy target and take advantage of that butter. I was an easy target because I was a very open person. Was. Now I have trust issues out the wazoo.
But you never met anyone who knew all the right things to say at all the right times? Yeah, you can only hide crazy for so long.. but my nature was try to see the best in people, everyone has their demons. Except *these* demons are persistent little buggers and don't seem to be going anywhere, anytime soon.



You are a Pisces. I am SURE you sensed what was brimming under the surface with this guy, but maybe not that it was so negative. That is one of the key things I've read about that aspect - that it has an aura and energy about it, that others can sense immediately - they often get a love/hate response, can make people extremely uncomfortable, easily seduce, the powerful gaze you mention, tapping into others desires, etc. But none of any of the attributes have to be used negatively, and a successfully manipulative person like this is obviously going to be good at hiding their motives. Now you know the path he's traveling though, so *now* you have no excuse. You're just addicted on some level and have to do what's right for your self go through the withdrawal. There's a reason this happened to you, definitely some boundary issues you had to learn, etc. Time to pick of the pieces and move forward....
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Posted by AmandaCO13
It's not "some placement" in Scorp, read between the lines, man. Do your homework. If you don't want anyone posting on *your* board make that butter private. Until then, I can reach out to people all I want, board police.





hahaha AmandaCO13 I didnt mean to offend you...All im saying is "we" cant help you...This guy is not scorpio male...This is not my board...this board is for my peeps, my astrology cousins, scorpios....whatever aspects he has he aint one of us....I wouldnt put too much in his rising sign cause I know tons of taurus men who do the same things you described abt this guy youre dating....This Amanda is a taurus thing. Take it to the Taurus board room or take rabbits' advice and take it to the asc board room. #ScorpioBoardPolice 🙂
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TaurusLovesScorpio, you are exactly the person I was hoping to reach by my post. Someone who understands astrology enough to know the dark potentials of Pluto's influence... side note, is there another astrology board anywhere where ppl are more informed?
Yes.. Pluto conjunct ascendant has *immense* potential for use, many leaders are born with this placement but it is SO easy to descend into some really dark depths. (Cesare Borgia, anyone? ) It's almost textbook how he is exhibiting all these traits: power, control, manipulation, deceit, secrecy, taboo sex, obsession, possessiveness, "the gaze..." If I wasn't directly involved, I would be amazed at how uncannily characteristic all these traits are of him! And he knows how to "work" people. . Knows exactly what to say to make people actually *believe* what they want to hear. Amazing memory, too..
Pluto opposite Mercury, also in tight orb, with Mercury sitting almost directly on top of the Descendant. Mind control comes easily to him.
Yeah, I have to get out of here.. I'm ashamed at myself for staying so long in the name of love. Not even thinking so much that HE would change but thinking I Could change to better fit the kind of person he is. But I can't be an around the clock ruthless dictator, I'm too easygoing. He kinda enveloped the entire relationship and had me believing one big lie.
Sigh.. ok.. time to light a fire under my butt and figure out a way out here..
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Posted by AmandaCO13
TaurusLovesScorpio, you are exactly the person I was hoping to reach by my post. Someone who understands astrology enough to know the dark potentials of Pluto's influence... side note, is there another astrology board anywhere where ppl are more informed?
Yes.. Pluto conjunct ascendant has *immense* potential for use, many leaders are born with this placement but it is SO easy to descend into some really dark depths. (Cesare Borgia, anyone? ) It's almost textbook how he is exhibiting all these traits: power, control, manipulation, deceit, secrecy, taboo sex, obsession, possessiveness, "the gaze..." If I wasn't directly involved, I would be amazed at how uncannily characteristic all these traits are of him! And he knows how to "work" people. . Knows exactly what to say to make people actually *believe* what they want to hear. Amazing memory, too..
Pluto opposite Mercury, also in tight orb, with Mercury sitting almost directly on top of the Descendant. Mind control comes easily to him.
Yeah, I have to get out of here.. I'm ashamed at myself for staying so long in the name of love. Not even thinking so much that HE would change but thinking I Could change to better fit the kind of person he is. But I can't be an around the clock ruthless dictator, I'm too easygoing. He kinda enveloped the entire relationship and had me believing one big lie.
Sigh.. ok.. time to light a fire under my butt and figure out a way out here..





You just dont get it do you...Im on the "In" with these taurus men...Men talk just like women do...These taurus men are freaks...I know more than a few that DO NOT get turned on by regular porn..It has to be over the top disgusting...One of them is always talkin abt trannys...the other 3 are "JOHNS" ..They all cheat on their girlfriends..When I say all, I mean all the ones I know...Taurus men and gem men might be the only sign that wouldnt shock me if they came out the closet..They are FREAKS....Im being honest with u Amanda..I wanna help you cause im tired of working right now lol forget this asc crap...He sounds like a "dark-side" bull male...He just might be a friend of mines..my last post on this..I gotta get back to work unfortunately
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Thank you, TaurusGirlRas. You're right. This has truly been a lesson in standing up for myself and becoming a stronger person as a result. It's just the interim that sucks bc I really am scared of what he may do. He's already ripped up my clothes and threatened to choke my dog if I leave. Yeah, that will get me to stay, hang on...


is it wrong of me that i feel bad for the dog but not the two idiots involved?
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Nov13thscorp, if u really are trying to help, then I appreciate the help. However, I'm sticking to my guns on this one I don't think it's a Taurus thing. Taurus like having options, and they like indulging in their pleasures in a very Greco-Roman kind of way, but I really do believe the Pluto conjunct Ascendant is the main reason why the control and power issues and need for domination are rearing their ugly head. Read about it!! Google that butter.

Better yet, http://www.astrotheme.com/files/pluto_eros_and_thanatos.php<BR>
BUT! That being said, I'm gonna cool off and leave everyone to their own opinions. After all, we are all entitled to them.
...'Merica!!
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Infinite8, yeah I stuck around longer than I should. I know. I have a big heart which doubled as a punching bag. So there's my punishment, I been choking on it for a while.

But really, yeah, I came to this board looking for ppls advice and i got it blahblahblah Moral of the story? Can't be the nicest girl in the world anymore cause that ish can get taken advantage of BIG TIME... and ppl never really change... What a buttery world this is.

"Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming..."
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Here's a good read on aspect, confirming everything you're saying/experiencing:

http://darkstarastrology.com/pluto-ascendant-aspects/<BR>

Pluto on Asc. in general -

"Pluto on the ascendant or within 5 — 10 degrees of an angle brings the god of the underworld??s energies out very strongly in the individual??s lives. The Ascendant/Descendant axis is one of relationship and Pluto rules taboo sex, so this combination is bound to breed love lives that feature anything from; fierce loyalty, deep love, protection, jealousy, secret affairs, possession, obsession, fetishes, bondage, S & M to the very worst abuse, violence, rape and crimes of passion. It rarely manifests as far as the end of that list thankfully. However Pluto??s life and loves are always going have a torturous feel about them, they wouldn't feel alive if they didn't. They get a kick of reinventing and regenerating themselves with each affair. —50 Shades Of Grey?? aside, the subject will be fascinated by these kinds of relationships, the psychology of sex itself or the minds of very dark and twisted characters."

Pluto conj. Asc. -

"The subject will embody the raw, dark Pluto energy very physically. Sexuality will be in your face and hard to avoid. They will enjoy flaunting the taboo side of this placement and relish in playing the —Bad girl?? or —Bad boy??. The Pluto stare can be unnerving and used as a means to control and dominate. Indeed those dark eyes burn so deep into their targets soul that one can feel quite violated by them. Pluto here can be too intense for some people to handle, so Pluto Ascendant may find that people have a love/hate relationship with them and that they are giving the cold shoulder after a certain amount of time. Of course Pluto is also very adept at deep freeze behaviour itself. Pluto demands so much attention that it can be very draining for anyone close to them. They can get the reputation of being the —Bunny Boiler?? since they are the ultimate stalker and can obsess over someone through their tendency to become addicted to the sexual part of the relationship. On the plus side these people are incredibly loyal and would die for those they love. They have the most dramatic and mesmerizing presence of all the planets rising and they are very, very hard to say no to. They do very well in politics and positions of power once they learn to lace their coercive tactics with a bit of charm."
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Posted by AmandaCO13
Is there a character limit for postings? There was so much more I had written...

I could use some advice, folks. I moved to a new state with this man... I have no money, no friends here, no way to even get back home. I am afraid of how unstable he is. Emotionally abusive and scary when he gets mad. He had never actually hit me but 200lb of testosterone fueled rage screaming directly in your face is equally as frightening. I am a shell of myself. He has turned me into a scared rabbit. The two of us together seem to be toxic and we bring out the worst in each other. My nerves are shot. I don't know what to do and unfortunately, I still love him. Someone please talk some sense into me, I'm alone and drowning here...



Sounds like you're bragging about some twisted Pisces nirvana.

That's cool, if u like wallowing in the bullshit
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Another good read on Pluto/Asc. aspects in general:

http://astrofix.net/2015/03/18/pluto-ascendant-aspects/#.VSavzNzF8ms<BR>
I find that really accurate for my self at least - particularly around issues with appearance.

elle on this board is an astrologer I think...As interesting as it all is, I don't know how astrology can help this situation any further though. This guy has clearly chosen the dark side. You should run.
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Posted by Arielle83
My friends sister was with a Taurus. He started taking steroids and banging trannies. She went back to him believing it was side effects of steroids.

Hahahahahah



Roids really mess with your horomones though. Its like how women are attracted to more masculine/feminine men during different times of their cycle. Roids often spike estrogen and cause Taurus men in particular to crave those trannies.
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My friends sister was with a Taurus. He started taking steroids and banging trannies. She went back to him believing it was side effects of steroids.

Hahahahahah



Roids really mess with your horomones though. Its like how women are attracted to more masculine/feminine men during different times of their cycle. Roids often spike estrogen and cause Taurus men in particular to crave those trannies.
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lmao@ this answer hahaha my taurus friend who always speaks abt trannies when nobody else is IS NOT on roids lol hilarious
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Posted by Arielle83
My friends sister was with a Taurus. He started taking steroids and banging trannies. She went back to him believing it was side effects of steroids.

Hahahahahah



Roids really mess with your horomones though. Its like how women are attracted to more masculine/feminine men during different times of their cycle. Roids often spike estrogen and cause Taurus men in particular to crave those trannies.



damn. i don't know what to make of this comeback. as i myself NEVER craved trannies when i was on the juice.
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LOL. Well....I don't always bang trannies, but when I do, I'm usually on the juice, and I only tell my Scorp friends about it. I think it was Linda Goodman who said every Taurus will deal with this particular Sun Sign characteristic in a different way....
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Posted by AirMan
nowadays it does kinda seem like the only way to get yur d**k on hard and ready for sex is to take steroids these days. and whoever said taking steroids makes your testicles shrink, don't really know what they talkin about until they take it themselves.



I've honestly never tried roids (or trannies). Apparently I am an atypical bull. I used one of those test boosters at the recommendation of a gym friend once. Mood swings were unbearable. I suspect a lot of guys in the gym use them. Seems like you have to have a degree in chemistry to avoid th e negative side effects though, particularly w/regards to the estrogen.